Nirvanalight

I would also say that Hitler wasn't really that evil. The man was full off hatred though, and people who have a lot off hatred inside are dangerous. That said I do wonder if karma is a thing and if we have to 'pay' for our sins after we die. Like you said, what will happen to those who have and will create enormous suffering in this world. @Tanz There are people who torture and murder kids, how can you love that part of yourself? @non_nothing How did Hilter not cause any suffering?

I would really like getting some advice on how to deal with the fear of death and the existing of hell. Logically speaking I don't believe in hell after death, but it's due 2 bad trips I had that had me scared that it might exist or at the very least that there are evil spirit trying to attack me. Also since the outbreak off covid-19 I am anxious about the future of humanity and myself. It's not that it has me worried all the time, but it's something that keeps reccuring from time to time. My hope is that it's just a state of mind I am in now and that it will go away in future when I have adapt a different subjective view.

Does someone know to which extent there is a connection between DNA and consiousness? I was wondering what the consequences or for our consiousness when our DNA is changing.

This trip report could serve as a warning for people who want to tryout 5-meo-dmt for the first time. I have done something really stupid. I have quite some experience with the use of Magic Truffes and only had good trips with it. I wanted to try some other psychedelic drug for a change and I came across on 5-meo-dmt. As people who have used psychedelics before know, the things you do before the trip have often a big influenced on the experience. This week I slacked off a bit and have been diving in allot of conspiracy material. I will not share all my findings, but one particular subject I found very disturbing and was intrigued by it. Pedophilia is wide spread phenomenal within the entertainment industry, media and the ruling class. There is allot of cult creation going on within those communities. What I didn't know that some of those people are worshipping Satin and participating in satanic rituals. One of those rituals contains sacrificing children. Yes, this really happens, you could do the resource yourself. The evil that occurs within this secret communities goes beyond our imaginations. Before I took 5-meo-dmt I was in a very low vibration state of mind, I just finished watching another conspiracy documentary. In the weekends I often go back to my father’s place, who is a farmer. Nobody was home at the moment and somehow I thought it was a good idea to try this new stuff out. I will begin snorting a small line and see what for effect it has I thought . After couple of minutes I began experiencing the effects. My heartbeat started going up very rapidly. My hands where shaking. I couldn’t think straight anymore, it seemed almost like an entity tried to possess me and was doing the thinking for me. My perception changed and it felt I had connected to my soul. However this soul was dark and it felt demonic. My heart went so fast, thought I was going to die. But worse, I thought my soul would burn in hell for eternity. I panicked very hard, so I decided to call my dad(which I couldn’t ever imagine doing while on drugs). When he arrived I told him to call the cops, I wasn’t able to do it myself anymore. And he had to tell them that 5-meo-dmt is a demonic drugs which is perpetrating the minds and the souls of people around the world. I was thinking about the people who worship Satan and I was going to be one of them either in this life are the afterlife. I was yelling at him, grasped him and he panicked. I had to work very hard to talk normal again and try to calm him down. He didn’t know what he should say to the police and I kept telling him just call them and I would do the talking. In the end he didn’t do it. Slowly I started to go back to my senses again. The whole trip didn’t lasted longer than 15 minutes I believe, but goddamn what a ride it was. Could I really have been taken over by evil spirits? Well, I heard off a theory that when we use psychedelics that we let our spirituals guards down and that other spirits can invade our bodies. The interesting thing is that a similar thing happened to me before. But in that case it was a very lovable angelic spirit and it was all voluntarily. It didn’t force me like this demonic spirit did to me. One thing is certain. I will never touch this drug ever again. I made a big mistake going in the trip with such a negative mindset. Never having a bad trip before I thought I could handle this just fine. Never been I so wrong.

On one hand I prefer being cremated when I die, but I am afraid that it could have bad consequences regarding my soul/consciousness. Do you think it matters what will happen to our body when we die? Also would matter if we die in space rather than planet earth?

@IChoseTheRedPill Politics will always stay corrupt, some more than others. It's also much more complicated than people realize. I myself believe that left wing parties nowadays are generally more harmfull than rightwing, but again there is allot of nuance in that. The biggest thing we al should realize is that politicy will alwasy f*ck things up. Big civilizations have been collapsing in the past and they will be collapsing in the future. The only thing we can and should do is adapting to the situation.

I myself suffer from a inferiority complex. You would think those 2 things or opposites from each other but they are not. Deep inside me I want to be better than other people just like you. But I realise that I have certain traits that will stop me from becoming better than others, which makes me feel inferior and thus makes me depressed. Although the feeling off supiority and inferiority comes from the same place it's still better to have a supiority complex as it will make you more productive and likely more successful. I am trying to overcome this, and although I make some progress it's still a long way to go

2 days ago I had a psychedelic experienced where I thought I had found the truth of life which would lead us to eternal bliss and happiness. I felt that I somehow discovered the ultimate secret and that I was able to bring love and joy to the rest of the world. I even pictured myself a sort of next Jezus but than bigger. However, it's important to note I didn' t felt I was above others. This may be my best psychedelic experienced yet, because I learned many important things. I still have a sense of pure happiness inside me right now, which is very strange to me. Obv I know i'am not the next messiah. I was just wondering if this is a common thing to experienced. Have you ever felt this way?

Like " WHO IS" said. There are also other reasons to kill yourself. There are situations where people kill themself to save others.

Could you explain why exactly? Karmic debt is something that most religions use as a weapon of fear mongering to keep people in control. I myself do not believe in such a thing. It would also mean that we do have free will as human beings, which I also serious doubt. But, I' am open to new suggestion.