Thought Art

I’m starting to think that drug addicts problem is deeper than drugs.

@Scholar Do you drink and smoke weed?

What does it mean to run from reality?

@Leo Gura I honestly think, 5meodmt has raised a lot of questions in me. I have a lot of questions from my trips, at least in this state I am in more than I have answers. I've tripped quite a few times now. Would I say I discovered God? I wonder if I hadn't heard your talking about God if I would think it was God. I need to come to my own contemplation and conclusions but I think I need more trips. I've experienced the ego death, deep profound feelings of love, something I would describe as infinity, or eternity, oneness, solipsism, I've had deep insights about reality that have changed my life... Deep insights into self love and forgiveness... ,,, but, I still think there is more to understand. I want more understanding than... Your work. I don't like that I am influenced by you when I am tripping. I need to break free from actualized teachings and really focus on my own insights. I've had trips where I felt like I understood God. But, I find in my sober states, month later that feels a bit distant. And, with space away from it I have questions. It's not really up to someone else to say my trips or insights were wrong in these cases. I have had wrong insights from 5Meodmt especially early on. But, Yeah, I gotta let go of Leos 5meodmt interpretations and really settle on my own. I can only be satisfied with my own understanding and development. I am not really sure. I have to cut through every spiritual teacher.

@Leo Gura I mean, a violent chaotic internal energy isn't ideal for deep "ontological" or what have you, comprehension of existence right? This man is experiencing the stuckness/ botheringness to him so it's not a shiny object but a blockage. So, it's worth getting that looked at and figuring it out. The deep insights I've gotten from 5meodmt, energy was one of them. I don't consider it a "shiny object" to be ignored but an important part of mastering life. To me, realizing my energy was a big realization for my life purpose work. @OBEler Do you find you remember the insights from your trips strongly? I find when I go back from a trip, I am rarely profoundly different. hmmm, @shree I am curious what Martin Ball would say, you could consider booking a 30 minute session with him or something to explain your symptoms. Getting a good energetic balance, and being able to relax into the state could be the key to deeper trips.

That's your bias.

Ensure the vitamin D is from the right source too. I've heard that not all Vitamin D supplements are made the same. Plus, you need to make sure you take things like magnesium and K2 if you are taking higher doses of Vitamin D.

No sourcing...

Creating my journal.

@ExploringReality Not an Alien. If you’re gonna talk about truth I think making quality distinctions is important. I am a human. I’m not pretending to channel an entity and building a career off of it. If you are interested in truth have you fully questioned Bashar?

@ExploringReality someone preaching truth while pretending to be an alien is a red flag.

Admittedly, I think a lot of my anxiety of my 20s, was due to low psychosis and anxiety induced from chronic Weed use. I think weed can lead to forgetfulness, depression, anxiety and a variety of emotional and mood issues. Weed is also very addictive. But, it also has positive qualities and has it's place. So, it's complicated. Allan Carr's Easy Way book on quitting Cannabis helped me to realized I'd been mislead by people like Joe Rogan and others in pop culture who said weed was harmless and cool and so I got into it and soon my friends all smoked weed and it was very normalized. Because an addiction and misuse for me. However, my opinions are changing that it should generally be avoided. However, I do find it helpful when used sparingly. Though, in general I am moving toward total avoidance. This is a good reminder for me to review those books and my cannabis journaling because quitting it was one of my biggest challenges. In regards to these ADHD medications, I was given them as a kid and I know first hand how toxic they feel, and how they can distort your emotions and personality. They, may have played a role in getting me through school but I wonder the damage they may have caused. I am lucky my brain still seems to function as well as it does.

🐿️

Guys, I’m sorry I came in here poopooing Bashar. I hold my opinion but will exit chat. We can like different things.

This isn’t God.

I just listened to a guy ask Bashar how can we regenerate our teeth, and Bashar says “Just live in the moment”. New Age alien 👽. Leo isn’t perfect either but, he has mostly been grounded and more truthful than Bashar. Leo seems to cut through a lot of ideological paradigms which is really useful. Bashar, in my mind is fun and interesting, maybe you could hear some interesting idea. But, it’s a show. Bashar is this guy pretending to be an Alien while speaking rudely to people, cutting them off mid sentence, saying new age buzz words.

@Eskilon Yeah. It’s not easy. That’s what is very complicated about this work. Balancing skepticism and open mindedness is important. Bashar, to me is entertainment. Not a real phenomenon.

@Eskilon Good question. 1. Is channeling possible? It could be. 2. Bashar hasn’t said anything that isn’t human. All the ideas are extremely human. 3. When I read his body language and listen to how he speaks, saying things… I see through it. When I ask myself deeply, “Do I fully grasp the situation?” I think, no u don’t fully grasp it. I’m fine with being wrong on Bashar. But, right now, I’m thinking this is bullshit. Bashar is way too human.

@Hojo hahah, no. I’m just me. Bashar or Daryl is so deep into this he’s never gonna be like “oh yeah guys I was just faking it” haha

@Hojo Either he has channeled a being or he’s deceived you and or himself. It’s my personal opinion he is deceived, or deceiving. Bashar? Different part of himself? Higher part of himself?

@integration journey Human’s have come up with that stuff. Doesn’t take an alien.

I’ve been gaining some new clarity into myself. There is a lot of healing and growing taking place. My songs are coming along well. Slowly. They can be recorded in fall. My little music vlog is poor quality. But, I may make another this week and improve on the quality though… admittedly I have a sizeable Qigong project.

@ChrisZoZo Hmm, believing Bashar, a guy who pretends to be an Alien and then assertively/ arrogantly speak with his eyes closed and fingers touched together…. I don’t see how that is against truth. I don’t really buy any of these channellers, Bashar, Abraham hicks, etc. Is Bashar real? Truthfully? Do you know this? If we are gonna talk about Truth, right now tell me… do you KNOW that Bashar is real? Or, what he is saying it true?