Thought Art

People do say wild things here haha. The video runs an odd dialogue. It’s a public forum not private one. Um, People say all kinds of contradictory things and argue with Leo all the time. Leo has interacted on his own forum for years it makes sense he has more posts than others. The video assumes intent, malicious behaviour etc which I haven’t seen. Most of his posts are pretty casual and stupid. They aren’t his actively asserting some dogma on everyone. People ultimately have to do philosophy on their own and come to their own conclusions is central to Actualized teachings… Not, believe Leo. Anyone here believing Leo or taking psychedelics just because Leo said so is an idiot. Believe it or not Psychedelics are also part of our modern cultural zeitgeist… Leo has opinions about his own understanding and intellect which are extreme. But, also find someone else with a body of work like his? So, I don’t know. I’ve disagreed with, insulted and be rude to Leo many times. I’ve left and come back to the forum at my own free will. I see mods, and many people here disagree with Leo about his views on God and even psychedelics use. The video isn’t painting a fair image of what has happened here. Leo as at timed tried to push us a bit with his God stuff, but… It’s not authorative or rigid. It’s like he’s made a scientific discovery and is trying to help others discover it. Being God, is true or it isn’t true. Doesn’t make your life that different other than changing the context of the situation. Being God is an understanding shared by many people not just something Leo came up with. 5meodmt is not illegal everywhere are there are retreat centres people go too. 5meodmt has been called the “God Molecule” by many members of the psychedelic community. Not just Leo. Many people say when they take 5meodmt they experience infinity, or a state of consciousness they describe as God, Love, fundamental reality etc. The legality of it in one country doesn’t address the legitimacy of this substance. There is a huge surging movement for these substances and people like Logan Paul, Mike Tyson, Tony Robins, Bryan Johnson and many others have openly talked about their experiences using 5meodmt in legal settings. Has there been a direct link to 5meodmt and the deaths of those members? I followed this closely and it’s not clear. The maker of this video strings it together as if it was this substance that directly resulted in those deaths (I thought it was 2 not 3). Which is sloppy. Psychedelics are dangerous, this is known and Leo has made videos dedicated to the danger of spiritual work and these substances. No one should be taking them if they are mentally ill or having suicidal thoughts. Everyone knows there are risks with them. This video is interesting, but I am curious about its truthfulness or its intention. I think demonizing Leo is not fair, and demonizing and making people on this forum to be morons is not cool. The maker of the video also doesn’t know if THEY are or are not God. What does being God even mean? What does being made of atoms mean? What does it mean to exist at all? Be careful constructing a narrative.

I’ve been recovering my sleep from working 100 days in a row, going throw another round of maranuana withdrawals after relapsing while working on the contract. Differing time zones and short nights here this time of year. I enjoy tracking my sleep and I can see the trend of recovery and improvement as I recover from over 8 hours sleep debt. Today I had the craziest nap of my life. This set me back a back for my work but I’ll get to it this evening for 2 hours. My coach is helping me break down my goals and block time more effectively. As my sleep heals I’ll be more effective. While I can as well I’ll block 1 hour a day for a nap.

Completed the fitmind meditation program 💪

My YouTube thumbnails suck lol

In putting on some weight, uh ohhhh lol But, I’m also building up my workout schedule now after recovering from working 100 days in a row…. Not happy with my body but I can put some work in here

Yeah, authority is tricky. I recall uncovering the epistemics of the DSM and population based treatments on essentially fictional diagnosis with “science”…. It’s a joke.

I left your house this mornin' About a quarter after nine Could have been the Willie Nelson Could have been the wine When I left your house this mornin' It was a little after nine It was in Bobcaygeon, I saw the constellations Reveal themselves one star at a time Drove back to town this mornin' With workin' on my mind I thought of maybe quittin' I thought of leavin' it behind I went back to bed this mornin' And as I'm pullin' down the blind Yeah, the sky was dull, and hypothetical And fallin' one cloud at a time That night in Toronto With its checkerboard floors Riding on horseback And keepin' order restored 'Til the men, they couldn't hang Stepped to the mic and sang And their voices rang With that Aryan twang I got to your house this mornin' Just a little after nine In the middle of that riot Couldn't get you off my mind So I'm at your house this mornin' Just a little after nine 'Cause it was in Bobcaygeon where I saw the constellations Reveal themselves one star at a time

@integral Yeah haha

Haha, I didn’t get it myself

Starting working with a coach through strawberry. 🍓 I highly recommend working with a coach.

And I will not, Grow tired, Of crayon stars and fire. The sunlight, Has punctured tiny holes, Of light. I closed my eyes, I held my breath, I prayed for life, And gasped for oxygen, It wasn't there. I couldn't see, I prayed for light, To scare the shadow out of me, I couldn't sleep.

When the DMT vape hits

The archaeologists found Some winged boy's remains (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) Stained by the fire and clouds (Don't speak to me now, don't speak to me now) In the belly of a whale The day the lightning came (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale Packed up and shipped to London (Discard, discard the rotted parts) Preserve the heart and lungs (Ahh, ah, ah. Ahh, ah, ah, ah) The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale The belly of a whale

I want to understand anger and resentment more. My contemplations, trying to forgive etc work at times but also leave things feeling open. Sometimes though, when I tell someone how I really feel, essentially for them to fuck off… I feel better and it’s easier to let go. I’m sure there is an intelligence behind my emotions, but perhaps I am creating things I don’t know how yet.

The truth cuts through all human opinions.

The map is not the territory, also. Feeling good and being healthy is prior to intellectual knowledge and scientific consensus. Health, goodness, truth, love, and actuality is prior to any human conception. Every single public intellectual is wrong. All of human society is asleep. And essentially retarded.

I found a letter they read Our existence has serious side effects Turned on, turned on the television And it's telling me the world is collapsing I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers of an infinite Yes And I don't know why it is Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad And my therapist said We've evolved through a series of accidents There's been talk of chemical imbalances Restless sense of detachment, nausea and more violence I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers from an infinite Yes And I don't know why it is I feel it coming, I think it's really significant I think, I think, I think a little too often That's what my therapist said We're alone in this wilderness Left to choke on the pills and to feed on the viruses I think it's coming, oh and it comes so fast I think it's coming and it comes so fast I'm hearing whispers of an infinite past Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad Our bodies are dead and why you look so sad

Good sleep, good relationships, wealth, creativity, spirituality, nature, good nutrition, good exercise, good meditation.

I should be banned

Had a nap! Sleep is king. Mood is beyond personality and is dependent on your health and habits.

I know I want wealth, power, and fame for my work but not personal fame. I want a long term relationship. I have a good paying job and take home 6k a month. But, it requires me to go on contracts and work deep in the woods and that makes it hard to grow roots. Also, I’m okay. I have enough, I’m already whole and… My sleep wasn’t good last night. The sun is up at like 4am and goes down at like 8… and at 8