Thought Art

Very interesting! It shows the method is so important and how science can be blind to its own limitations. But, also how it progresses.

I don’t want to let my ego run wild. When I face survival challenges I notice how hard it is to be conscious. But, I also feel that I could use a bit more brutishness in my survival area of life. The challenge is finding balance. Self deception is so powerful sometimes what feels like pushing through an obstacle is actually creating one. Reality has been humbling me lately. It doesn’t mean I am weak, or dumb, or bad. It just means that I’m facing some brick walls, challenges and having to navigate around them. Also, using each challenge and setback to be stronger and wiser, more emotionally even and aligned with my values of honesty, non-violence, and maturity. Frankly, I do fall shot sometimes.

In life we must brace uncertainty and confusion head on. Get up again.

@Elliott Yes. Life is disappointing to me right now. Time for bed. 🛏️ Dint mean to be a downer. I really don’t know what will happen. But, it feels bad what IS happening and what it suggests. Humans can’t fix what we are doing. We have to maintain what we have.

@Elliott Heat waves have been happening all over. Now we have El Niño!!!

@Elliott It’s getting hottttt

This is not accurate. We are already seeing heat waves in the UK and up north. Climate is too complicated to predict as he does.

@Elliott I am feeling a deep hopelessness. Enjoy each moment.

@Elliott No.. when they melt the jet stream and ocean currents collapses which sends the whole globe in chaos. We have no models for when this happens. Repairing these systems is likely impossible. They need to be maintained and nurtured. But, with trump and all the survival pressures and distractions and poor education of humanity… We can’t win unless we all go all in together. Earth will not be survivable on the surface anywhere long enough to establish civilization. Constant deadly storms, heatwaves, mega storms. We have a very fragile system. Basically, because humans lie this is happening. Any hope requires turning off fossil fuels completely. Even then, we’ve created a green house effect so suddenly it’s insane. Our economy, culture and population size…. There’s not stopping us now. Humanity needs to be united and we need global balance. Every human and government should be stewards of earth… not GDP.

@Elliott Yeah, I’m not sure. When I look at what the climate will likely do I think this is a first for humanity. Maybe not our ancestors going back millions of years. Humanity I think is just gonna keep burning fossil fuels to the end. I don’t see us stopping. We are basically hooked like a monkey who grabbed the sugar trap. What is happening is nightmare beyond nightmare. Gonna be insane. I actually suspect it’s already too late. We are hot enough the artic is melting which means it’s just a ticking time bomb.

@Elliott Yeah, it’s gonna be one hell of a thousand years…

@Elliott Thanks. I’m worried something big is coming.

I’ve been evacuated from my work area due to the forest fires. I’ve been in a state of climate gloom the last few days and weeks. The heat waves, El Niño, forest fires and then seeing the competence in governments like the US I worry about a climate catastrophe. I am staying strong through the waves of grief and fear. I’m still planning in accordance with my vision.

Back from my exile.

If someone did awaken to realize they were God, in a complete state of omnipresent consciousness… they would be the most conscious thing in the universe. If anyone did this, that would be true. This is only true if it’s possible, if that’s the true nature of reality, consciousness and if you are truly God. Only by actually becoming God, can someone truly know God due to its ontological nature. This does not negate non-duality. For those who have studied non-dual shiva tantra or even Taoism they would know from the Tao, or from Shiva… God, which is perfect union with itself totally awake and eternal… comes all our finite reality. If God is true, and the big bang is not then the true science would have to include God, Awakening and Infinity. I have not seen a single person completely strongman the big bang. They always say “nothing existed, but if we bring in X…. Then they changes everything”….. True understanding would have to close the gap between consciousness and the origin of consciousness. Reality that created itself would have to remerge into to completely understand and awaken to itself that its what it is and always has been. Then, if someone had done more philosophical work at a deeper, more broad level awakened and then returned to human consciousness they would be able to articulate this Oneness, this omnipresent truth of the fundamental nature of reality to others who are still in the dream. But, they could only communicate with with their finite psychology, limited human understanding, biases, imperfections, survival considerations, social contexts, etc. Other humans with no deep philosophical, meditative, and awakening experience would find that individual extremely threatening. They would accuse him of all sorts of things. If this is possible. But belief or disbelief isn’t good enough. If this is true, that it’s possible and can be done by most humans… but, we have never considered this widely as a species it’s surely going to be controversial because it threatens everything we know to be true. Humans literally kill and bomb over this. Humans kill for survival and to defend their relative walled garden of partial truths or even falsehoods. To me this would suggest that reality is by design not to expose us to our true nature as God. Though, over time it was built in to awaken of those who chose to do this. If it’s true. I can see that being the case. There is clearly an intelligent design to human life with lots of relative spiritual teachings, beliefs, states, religions, etc. All this is good. Finite relative reality is good. Being God all the time, being totally aware of this isn’t all it’s cut out to be forever. It’s good to sleep because I, we, have forever…. Forever. So, enjoy the dream of being human, of debating, of trying to make sense of everything and the drama. It’s all here for us to experience. But, if it’s not possible then it’s false. And, someone could think they experienced this but didn’t and it could still ultimately be true or it could be false. This is very confusing. But, how do we know what is true about the fundamental nature of reality, mind, consciousness, the origin of existence, the meaning of life, etc? Can we take any other humans word for this? Even Leo’s? No. No symbolic system is good enough. No authority in another human. If only we could directly experience what is true…. If we don’t want to pick up beliefs than we simply can’t know. So what is true that requires not believing? How does state of consciousness, which is prior to belief play into that? With regards to Leo… Expecting a guy on YouTube to be a saint, to never make a mistake, to make you feel good, when he admits to being an asshole makes no sense. He has never hidden that he is a jerk and even has a video on it. Plus, you guys are often jerks to him. So, watch for hypocrisy. I am a fan of the videos. I’m not convinced of it all being accurate. But, it’s pretty good. It helps me avoid a lot of illusion, make sense of how to approach the big picture. But, it’s a human doing it. Sooo…. I don’t expect perfection. These videos and these interactions with one man, can’t be how you go about spirituality in its entirety. Reality is brutish, it’s twisted its kind and loving but also war and bombs and sickness. You have to contend with this brutal, twisted reality we all share. All humans are in this game of survival and all by definition of being finite will have limitations, corruptions, ego, times when they aren’t kind to you, times when they don’t tickle you. Yes, many spiritual teachers are more sweet, kind, and considerate in how they speak. Leo is not like that. He has never been like that. Yet, you choose on your own free will to interact with him. Why? There is a whole mountain range of spiritual teachings out there. Explore them. Explore science explore meditation, yoga, Qigong, various mystical texts. Explore this wondering world of human knowledge and potential. I am okay with people being offended by Leo. I don’t really care about that. His actions aren’t malicious in my view. People may never agree with me, and I’m fine with that. But, if you think I’m not a warrior you are wrong. I’m kind, I’m considerate. But, I am not nice. This is a moment in time. Humans are not fully evolved. We still have religions and belief systems held together by survival, symbolic understanding and feelings emotions and comfort. None of that is true. We have a science full of corruption, religions developed by ancient tribes who still hold human kind. Is human evolution some sweet and pretty little thing? Is that how you expect it to go? No. It’s going to be ugly and confusing and challenging. Painful. Scary. Brutish often. Even in this work, people have to have backbones against those with gross double standards.

I want to say thank you to everyone for over the years. I apologize for whenever I was a rude to you. Thanks Leo for all the work and for the video catalogue over the years.

The blog has become immature, disrespectful and petty. I think it’s time I stop following it, stop posting here and just move on. Bye bye guys….

I came back for a bit. Unfortunately, Leo’s tone in the blog, the forum itself and how it’s a waste of time means I’ll be leaving.

@Elliott Not crazy. I’ve done bungee jumping, fly helicopters for work, ski doo, etc. My life has enough adventure Wing suit is too risky BASE jumping too risky . To me. Maybe to you it’s awesome. That’s life! Haha

This https://www.instagram.com/reel/DURw8EDEtSV/?igsh=bzk3ZWZ3ZXhoZm04

Remind me not to parachute

Maybe we need to be strong to love.

This is really sad. I’m a big fan of a couple of his songs. https://www.theguardian.com/world/2026/jun/14/musician-oliver-tree-32-killed-in-helicopter-crash-in-brazil