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Hello Everyone! I've been watching Leos Videos and working toward self actualization for the past 3 or 4 years. I started from a really rotten low place: Mental health problems, no habits, smoking pot, ADHD etc and Ive come so so so far! Leo of course is partly to thank as other influencers and plenty of books, apps and techniques. How do you guys handle backsliding, or reality showing you how much work you have to do. The focus of this thread is dealing with things like: Impulsivity, drug use, negative thinking, resentment and Devilry. Honestly, I am a leader working toward self actualization. I get huge downloads, visions, and mystical experiences. However, still I backslide from time to time and demonize others. My mind creates stories about others and how bad they are, even though really maybe its me thats being a devil. Or am just as much as a devil. I recently lost my best friend and business partner to my self deceptions, neediness etc. I am interested in speaking with people about: - Transference, backsliding, relationship issues, shadow work, devilry, being in positions of power, ego, survival, self deception, mentors, etc Looking forward to speaking to you Devils

@Surfingthewave Thank you! How are you dealing with your own devilry? Self love is important, really grateful for Leo's last video. I am aware that backsliding is a part of it. And when I came out of my resentful devil, make believe bull shit I was spewing on my 'friend' It was too late and I have now further pushed them away. I am hoping to heal things, but when I deceive myself and make things worse, it can make self love harder. Though, more and more as I work through my heart wall, and open my my bodies energies I experience more self love. Which, as you have said now that I think of it... During each of my last back lashes I experienced flashes of intense self love, and even visions for my purpose.

What confuses me is the "Generous minds" I like your interpretation. "brute beasts of the intellectual domain" Yes, sure this is a fact. A paradigm, something to be tamed through open awareness and openness to information and new maps of reality.

I think Leo does present his message in a way that encourages you to find your own truth. I've watched nearly all of Leos video at this point and I think to really understand him is to realize that he means no dogmas or paradigms of any kind and to read from diverse sources. Here is how Leo wants you to use the videos: Be reading diverse books based on what YOU want to learn about and develop during the week. Be experimenting with habits, nutrition, spiritual techniques, therapies. His videos are like a candy, or a snack on top of the work that YOU should be doing to find what YOUR truth is. Or, ultimate truth. I find again and again that what Leo is teaching is present in all types of self help books. Leo reads tonnes of books, and its now obvious to me he at least teaches from these books. So, his world view is pretty extensive. But like the saying goes. "If you meet Buddha in the middle of the Road, Kill Him". However, Leo should make this more clear... However, he isn't like your daddy or something ahahah

For examples: Through mindfulness I often observe that I have multiple opinions and drives over situations. Especially when my ego is threatened I can see my higher and lower self. It feels so right to give into the shenpa, resentment, greed, lust or devilry. The fact that these lower impulses are so convincing and powerful has me really wary of putting myself into a leadership position. I am highly aware that, yes, I am corruptible.

I recommened checking out the App called "The Fabulous"! https://www.thefabulous.co/

For me this song screams self Actualization and the Hero's Journey

Here is Music I make!

Thank you! This is a major part of my work. As a highly sensitize person shame is something I deal with...

I read Thinking in Systems by Donella H. Meadows and it was amazing! very short, and great for minds that have not been extensively accustomed to advanced mathematics! A great intro!

I think Psychocybernetics by Maxwell Maltz touches upon this really well!