Thought Art

I've recently had some amazing experiences while doing ISTA online Tantric festivals. It seems like a great path in spirituality for: Healing sexual/ relationship trauma, increasing your experience of sex, developing greater understanding of how ecstatic dance and movements work the energies in the body. I don't 100% vibe with the community but, if you attend one of these festivals or in person expect some incredible spiritual experiences and awakenings. And women messaging you for eye gazing, and conscious sexual healing. Have you had experience with ISTA or any other other Tantra/ Shamanic festivals or practices?

@Leo Gura @Forestluv Just want to clarify I respect the substance. However, I am not afraid of it. You know... Martin Ball did it like 3 times a day for 7 years. Forestluv, what was your emotional state prior to the tinnitus? Also, I still don't understand you're insane asylum statements. Are you making a recontextualization of being on planet earth? My tinnitus also came out of nowhere, I have no hearing damage. It think it is a vein or something. I am not sure I understand its nature.

@Forestluv I also have tinnitus. Sending love!

@The0Self I think I am becoming a Universal Human. I have only experienced reality from my own perspective. I know that I am Leo Gura, even though he is flying a duality flag. I also know I am everyone on the forum and the field holding it all together. I mean, you don't have to be a genius to know you are the whole universe. However, insights take time and happen over time. Waking up to me being Leo, or being Trump, or Hitler all happened at different occasians and the understanding is of course partial to my perspective. But, there are so many lenses to look through. I wish I could hold them all at once but the forgetfulness is a challenge. I get so many insights I am working day and night to actualized, integrate and root myself in God.

@The0Self No, I find my love just keeps growing. "I thought... I found a way to enter... It's just a refletkor...." Maybe if you do too much you just become the Flower and Song ahaha reflection of a reflection of a reflection of a reflection

@The0Self See, I am not really interested in tripping, or whatever. I really want to become the more aware and conscious being so I can awaken the species. I will burn the world down to figure out how to do this. I am learning more about my body and my consciousness at the Tantric festival than I have in years of working on my own shit. I am open minded. Sometimes on 5meodmt I probably do lose my footing, but because of the nature of this beast I am willing to trip. I am patient. I grew up as a cyclist, swimmer and a triathlete. You don't know how deep I've gone in terms of suffering. Plus, I write super great poems on my trips ahaha @Leo Gura I appreciate you brother. Be patient with me. I love you.

@Forestluv You mean like most peoples realities right now? Look, I have gone into Hellish voids on 5meo-Dipt. Both beautiful and terrifying. Luckily I had a spirit guide. I am not fucking around. I want the truth, I want my brothers and sisters to be happy and healthy. The church, the white race and 2 world wars plus has fucked us.... Just want to remind everyone reading this that these substances can be very dangerous and to be very careful doing them. I take responsibility for my experiences.

@The0Self See, I really don't know how far along I am with any psychs because of the given nature of infinity and implicit understanding. LSD has awakened me to a LOT of things. But, I haven't gone deep enough. I do 1p-LSD and I do not get any visuals. I will awaken. Last time I was on DMT God gave me the thumbs up. Honestly DMT is a great time ahahah. Well, I gave it to myself.

@Red-White-Light DMT is like opening you up to an impossible realm LSD I find makes me more creative and insightful 5Meodmt is like this: "I thought... I found a way to enter... It was just a Refletkor! Psychs are a dead end unless you begin engaging with an actual spiritual community. The non-linear nature of reality is such that the amount of information that currently exists means that things like Tantric festivals (the one I am attending has 150 of the best teachers from around the world) are teaching me things about my emotional, energetic and non-dual natures I never even thought possible. The forum and videos have massive pedagogical limitations that I am sure Leo has mentioned. I believe we need to Weave in all the multidimensional-ness of reality. The vibration here might be low. I don't know. It's not the same as face to face interaction.

@Forestluv I am sure of this, I don't know yet how bad it can get. But, my experiences have been very good. I am realizing that none of use have context of what one another knows. I am not trying to prove or disprove anything. I am sharing my direct experience. I love and respect you all. Thank you for working to keeping me safe. I am ready to wake up. I have Self Selected. Do you mean places that are outside of the physical realm or places that are insights into the state of the world and human experience?

@The0Self Yeah, I don't know how deep it goes. But, my direct experience of 5Meodmt has been very positive overall... The insights I get are improving my life.

@The0Self Hmmm, I will be wary of this. If I start noticing myself going crazy I will slow down. However, I am realizing the nature of insights that it is sowing together a massive non-linear puzzle.

@electroBeam I don't know where Leo is in his mind right now. What are you afraid of Leo? @Leo Gura I am working like 10 hours a day doing Yoga, attending Tantric festivals, buying the best apps, eating the best foods, doing psychs, etc There is so much I would say to you but can't if your ego is in the way. But, I know you are protecting me somehow. I don't want to slip. But, I really don't find 5meodmt to be that big of a deal.

@Leo Gura Well... Look around you. I love myself so deeply I will go to the depths of hell. This format of communication is too limited. I have self selected. I will strive to find the right balance. But I can only learn what 5meodmt is from exploring and gaining the direct insights. I feel like I am waking up in a Zombies Body. A dead body. I am now getting it in proper working order. I will weave all the teachings together and create Art or a some way of explaining this. We need Wisdom now more than ever.

This is such a useless comment from my implicit understanding. I've been exploring these realms. I am not tough... I am smart, open minded and loving. Also, aware of the pedagogical limitations of this medium.

@Leo Gura I will trust my intuition. I am not going to kill the vessel. But, I will awaken. I am still learning. Remember the difference between implicit and explicit understanding. When I say I am you, I am not lying. I am aware of the duality Leo.... But, I am also aware of the state of the world. I will stop at nothing. I have Self Selected.

@Leo Gura I am you. I am ready to die to realize the truth.

Society is a web of trauma and I forgive you You don’t know what poetry is You don’t know how to teach You don’t know how to eat You don’t know how to be honest You don’t know how to be credible You don’t know where you came from You don’t know what trees are You don’t know what food is You don’t know what drink is You don’t know what water is You don’t know what sex is You don’t know what Art is You don’t know what Love is You don’t know what time is You don’t know what experience is You don’t know what awareness is You don’t know what money is You don’t know what credit is You don’t know what accounting is You don’t know what cooperation is You don’t know what trust is You don’t know what community is You don’t know what roads are You don’t know what you mean to me You don’t know what black people are You don’t know what white people are You don’t know what brown people are You don’t know what consciousness is You don’t know what God is You don’t know who you are You don’t know right from wrong You don’t know up from down You don’t know the implications of mass institutionalization and mass trauma and stupidity You don’t understand absolute pedagogy You don’t understand absolute now You don’t understand change You don’t understand you are wrong You don’t understand when to quit You don’t understand your in hell You don’t understand how to feel You don’t know what truth is You don’t know where we are in the universe You don’t know what relativity is You don’t know what infinity is You don’t know what language is You don’t know what words are You don’t know the difference between implicit and explicit understanding You don’t know what countries are You don’t know how psychology works You don’t know what the news is You don’t what what information is You don’t know what light is You don’t know what magic is You don’t know what programming is You don’t know what peace is You don’t know what your body is You don’t know what your spine is You don’t know what your feet are You don’t know what your hands are You don’t know what you brain is You don’t know what your genitals are You don’t know what your heart is for You don’t know what your emotions are You don’t know what your energies are You don’t know what your doctor is You don’t know what aging is You don’t know what immortality is You don’t know what space is You don’t know what authority is You don’t know what responsibility is You don’t know what healthy relating is You don’t know what wars are You don’t know what death is You don’t know what drugs are You don’t know what they aren’t You don’t know what medicine is You don’t know how cognitive dissonance works You don’t know what temperature is You don’t know what climate is You don’t know what the sun is You don’t know what the moon is You don’t know what gravity is You don’t know what the ocean is You don’t know what touch is You don’t know what life is You don’t know what value is You don’t know what miracles are You don’t know what music is You don’t know what heaven is You don’t know what religions are You don’t know what science is You don’t know what mysticism is You don’t know what people are You don’t know what I am You don’t know what it’s like to feel safe You don’t know what it’s like to live without addiction You don’t know how bad it really is And when you see it You will puke and scream and cry and shake and vomit and scream and kick and beg and beg Until you learn to love it. Love it. Love it. Accept your stupidity humanity I’m learning to I’m learning to accept my stupidity We are ass backwards. Turn around Look yourself in the eye Before it is too late I believe in myself I believe in my planet I will wake you up. I hugged you And never stopped But you stayed asleep in your nightmare I let you sleep But the sun is rising And we’ve got work to do today - Let me know what you think God, Free me. I am deserving of Freedom.

I both tortured and was tortured for 10 years. And I deserve to forgive myself and be loved, to heal, to forget, to move on, to be reborn, to be loved and trusted by those around me. Forever. I have to look in the mirror as an idiot, a torturer, a rapist, a killer, a false hood, I had to endure your ignorance and double standards and lack of love for all the time and I STILL love you. From the infinite perspective it's a crucial lesson in understand and forgiving Foreverness.

@Javfly33 Do it! for like 100-200 bucks I am doing sessions after session with the leading teachers in the world! Magic is real! I am having tantric full body orgasms, learning to fix my body energies, new meditation technics, yogic techniques, reclaiming my sexuality etc! This festival is 7+ days!

@spicy_pickles They work, So do mantras and rituals and candles and sex magic

That is why I am here

doesn't get better than this

@Javfly33 It's an on going process. I am at a tantric festival right now. I still have a lot of spiritual growth to learn. Leo is an amazing pillar. But there is so much more. I had a bigger awakening during a sexual shamanic ritual than any 5meo or psych... but tbh I am still learning Magic is real, Tantra is real, God is real https://www.tantrafestival.online/

@Nahm My hand is infinite. Of course there is more ahah. I am so selfless I would be everyone involved in this terrible situation Omar found himself in. Thought Art isn't, but God is. Thought Art is trembling underneath the Love.