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@Javfly33 In my experience bigger isn't always better.

1. Wake up 2. Glass of Water 3. Qigong 4. Morning Pages 5. Planning 6. Music practice The fabulous app is great for designing your morning routine.

"People like yooooou, think the devil lives on a hollywood movie studio set, thats made to look like a world war 2 fighter jet who just lounges around all day, getting baked, and calling his friends and hanging up on em"

@BipolarGrowth Okay I wasn't sure if some of the nn DMT vape packs had an MAOI, maybe that is a Changa concern. Sounds good, just do due diligence I suppose. But really I don't think mixing them is worth while. Have you done either of them yet?

Personally love it, but I can see how it is scary for people. Trust your intuition, sounds like going slow is a good idea.

is there an maoi risk? something to be mindful of.

What do you mean?

I love you guys

"I woke up with the power out not really something to shout about ice is covered on my parents hands, don't have any dreams don't have any plans I went out into the night, I went out to find some light kids were swinging from the power lines nobody's home so nobody minds I woke up on the darkest night neighbours all shouting they they found the light! (We found the light) Shadows jumping all over the wall some of the big some of them small I went out into the night I went out to pick a fight with anyone! Light a candle for the kids jesus christ don't keep it hid!"

" and a man who knows a thing knows he knows not a damn damn thing at all" Not knowing is where we all start. Congratulations brother.

@Fredodoow And here when we say "well my life was hard too" is true, and part of the complexity we are dealing with. To me this is a stage yellow realization that things in life are not black and white, yes and no. I haven't had an easy life with an alocoholic uneducated and abusive father and family. It's about dealing with nuances and making distinctions and developing a more inclusive nuanced perspective. There is a lot of pain, in a lot of ways. They aren't saying that your life has been perfect and theirs isn't. They are saying , there are things actually taken place where there shit is happening to them because of their black skin. I welcome you on this journey. Don't let the pain make you look away. Keep asking and asking and asking. I had some big insights over the summer where I threw up and cried a bit. It is worth it. I saw God as a black man on a trip and recontextualized my whole reality. It was amazing. Now I know God is not a black man, but it was a worthwhile trip

They are loving, but they owe us nothing in my opinion. They don't feel good, for them it is life or death. Feel into that pain and discomfort. Look at what you fathers have done. I am willing to listen. Thank you for pointing out that I can listen better.

@Fredodoow Okay. I hear you, what do you want me to hear? I know this subject is hard for everyone involved. It's a real hard world. ignorance isn't an attack either, its a truth. We are still a young species. Ignorances is the perfect place to start for us as white people when it comes to understanding the lives of our black brothers and sisters. I will hone back a bit, I got a little emotional. A lot of my friends deal with racism, and it is painful for me.

The pain, trauma, hurt, etc etc etc these people have gone through whites can't imagine. And though they make you uncomfortable there is so much to learn about love from these people. Not many people in general are very loving. But, to my if we are going to be sages we can try to understand them.

@Fredodoow Pretty fucking deep man. Read some books on black lives and come back. Don't be selfish.

Your privilege makes you blind. If you actually checked your privilege you would see what you are saying, and wouldn't say this. I am white. White fragility! ahaha. Yeah I feel that pain too. I worked with a lot of hip hop artists and I have boiled in a lot of guilt even though I didn't do anything. White history is kind of shameful, we do benefit from it. Look at the red lining, for profit jails, years of history, environmental racism, slavery, and all the other blatantly racist shit that goes on around the world and in the west. Boohoo they make you feel bad. to them its ACTUALLY LIFE OR FUCKING DEATH. Get over yourself. check your privilage and toughen up. These are your brothers and sisters. Shit has been fucked on this planet for a long time because of white people. You don't need to feel guilty, but its important to try to really see it from their perspective. Its more than just privilege, its also seeing things from a black, brown and yellow perspective. When it comes to race relations, you can't just say "Well it wasn't me". They know it wasn't you. That isn't the point. How deep is your love?

@IAmReallyImportant God is gay

@sleep find out.

Just cuz it's conciousness doesn't mean it all fairies and uniorns. Infinite dream, not ice cream... reading the into to Labyrinths of reason... spooky.

depends how you yourself are relating to it, why you use it and your motivation behind it.

Tantra festivals, I post them all the time on the forum.

my devilry and stupidity being raised by addicts and idiots Not knowing how to love or trust burning too many bridges not seeing my blessings impatience prejudice etc etc etc

id have to have it happen to experience it. it would be a true test of my spiritually maturity...

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