Thought Art

The more I meditate, the more I self reflect, the more I look at the world and what other men and women do now, and have done throughout history I realize that I am fully capable of committing evil. In fact anyone is. Each of has has committed evil, or knowingly or unknowingly benefited from it in some way. My spiritual work is bringing me further away from identifying with anything, and instead identifying with everyone and everything. From this absolute identity I realize that, me as the human race, as the planet and as God am so many disgusting and evil things. And, I now begin to fully accept it all as myself. It isn't easy. But, I think it's important for my life purpose that I step up to the task as God to fully see, accept and understand the evil that I am capable of. Just know that as you are going through your shadow work, and discovering these painful truths about yourself , I as the God in all things I am right by your side and I love you unconditionally. I will be your friend forever. I personally as Thought Art, Love those who take this walk through their shadow because I intuit the fruits it will bring humanity and future generations. I understand. I know. I love you and I forgive you. Forever. I think when I started to get into spirituality I thought it would be all flowers and roses. But I see now that is not the case. That shadow work and radical self honesty is very risky and challenging. You might discover aspects of yourself that you wish you could keep hidden. There are many risks and rewards with radical self honesty. We have so many aspects of ourselves that we hide from. I am beginning to see that all of society has a massive shadow, so much suffering, secrets, past mistakes etc that people carry around. It's sort of disheartening sometimes. As I am trying to understand the nature of God, and trying to reconcile Leo teachings and the idea of this whole thing being infinite love I struggle to fully understand the nature of love. It at times brings to me my knees. I want to see myself as a good person, but I realize that if I am everything... There are really no good people. Just humans. Just God. When I look at my past mistakes, my previous toxic relationships, the mean or careless things I have done to others... Sometimes I feel weak, and fully of a deep self hatred. How could I have been so foolish? How could I have hurt this person? Maybe I don't deserve love after all and I will live a life of suffering.. Maybe that is all we deserve?.... My compassion for humanity grows I think to a level that most people would consider evil or insane.. This whole situation that humans are in is sort of overwhelming. There is so much evil, abuse, lying, suffering, wage slavery, sweat shops, wars, rapes, child trafficking etc... As I realize that this is the current state of many of God's behaviour on the planet it takes me back. Clearly all this evil exists, and the capacity for committing evil is in me just as it is in anyone... It really is humbling me and making me realize that each day and each second my of life is precious. I don't think we as a society fully realize how complex this whole situation is. How many people are suffering with secret lusts, fears, self hatreds, mistakes, crimes they hide from others, the deep and quiet desperation that fills humanity. We spend so much time as a culture hating and judging outward when the worst devil is really the one sitting there. You. You are the only devil there is. I understand now that people are very selfish and weak. That anyone is capable of self deception and committing evil to others. We are such a young species. We don't understand our emotions, our sexuality, our power! We understand so little, and are fucking selfish. What does it mean to really love humanity? What does it mean to really love God? I think so many people think they 'Love God' or 'Love humanity' or want the planet to be 'One Love, One Heart' But, you only say that to the point that it serves your selfish ego. I am sensing more and more the importance of being radically open, self reflective and honest with myself to accept all aspects of my lower self and animal nature because if I don't, then that shadow could harm others. I don't think people realize how deep spiritual and shadow work goes. How isolating it can feel at times when you are coming to terms with aspects of yourself, that though to may have never expressed are there within you. This to me is some of that hardest aspects of spiritual work to talk about but some of the most important. I think that the more people who are able to fully own the evil of humanity, and to see that capacity within themselves the better. We need to be real people. Not wear masks of good people. But, we are so scared of societies hatred and judgement there is no room for people to do this work. I want to create a way for people to be able to develop a radical self love that shatters through all of this. I want the planet to work towards owning it's shadow so we can end all this evil and abuse. For me if a spiritual path is going to be cleared for people. It has to be cleared for real people. The same people who inhabit this earth, who make these mistakes etc. I know not everyone on the planet is a criminal, I don't consider myself to be one. But I know we all have the capacity to do so. We simply don't or haven't yet acted on things because we are decent enough and care enough about the well being of others and our own survival. It really starts with me. Starts with you. How deep is your love? As I fully embrace myself as God, as the infinite potential for all things good or bad... I see myself in everyone in every situations and sometimes my heart cries. I want to be the eternal friend. (some people think I am calling everyone evil, and if anyone does something good they are wearing a mask. That is not what I am saying at all. This is a limited post specifically focusing on the shadow of humanity. Shadow work is a good thing good people do. Don't project what isn't said here on to me as if I am saying things I am not) Good People do shadow work. Good people are willing to be real people instead of defend and fight anyone who would question their goodness.

@Vrubel ahah duh lol... from the little I've seen it looks normal. But, maybe you can ask someone who knows, like where you got it.

What was the abuse?

@Godishere I don't think there is anything wrong with survival or lying etc. For me the point is to see and embrace that it's happening and happens. I think the point of the post is "at least be honest with yourself". It may just keep you out of trouble as well. Instead of having some shadow express itself that gets you into trouble. etc

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This is spiritual bypassing imo. Sure, it's divinity but is the killing of indigenousness children by residential schools, with like 3000 graves found just this year 'divine'? Yea, sure on the absolute scale. But that, is evil my friend. Killing children is evil, at least on the relative scale. We need to balance relativity and absolute in a profound way imo. Of course, from the absolute there is no evil. Which is a useful insight I actually used in part of this post. But, on the relative sense when you see the suffering people go through and how long and slow and dragged out life is on a relative level.. Well, the absolute means nothing when you are experiencing hell.

And everyone else thinks they should be able to catch up to the west and are doing their best I think to do so. We have set a bad example for the rest of the world. Imagine looking up to devils as an example for modernization? Ha! Lol, there are thousands of people dying all around the world from lack of access to fresh water. Doesn't matter how much water there is in the world if you have none around you. 99% of it is undrinkable as it is. Can humanity survive in general climate change? Probably, but many will die.

I agree. Add this to what I say above. In fact, I think by the very nature of my post I say this exact thing. There is genuine Goodness, and that is to be Godlike. God is willing to admit and totally accept all aspects of itself. This post is focused on our capacity for evil and devilry. But, of course strung throughout it is that there are good people of course doing good work from good hearts. When these 'Good people' do shadow work, as I would assume they would do if they are 'good'... Then they will likely find hidden aspects that we generally consider 'bad'. That is shadow work and I think all 'good' people need to do that. Some less than others I am sure, I don't know most people in the world you know. But, I see world events happening and I have met enough liars in my life and people who can't properly self reflect, people who have been abused and abused etc to know that... People carry a lot of shit. But, I am sure even they have guilts and shames. No one is free from this I think. But, maybe there are 'perfect' people out there. I haven't met one yet. So, surprise me. People are not a simply ' on or off switch' of good and bad. Most people are complex imo and contain in them varying degrees of good and bad. You can do good works out of the genuine good aspects of your heart but still have shadows and make mistakes in other areas of your life. I would say that is normal for most people.

What do you mean? @Preety_India I am not playing ego games with you. Sorry dear. If you can't handle nuance then I can't help you. I consider myself a 'good person' too. But, I realize that I could have been born anyone at any time. That I am my brothers and sisters which includes even the ones who were bad. But, also the good ones too. Jeez, do you even follow the work here? What does being God mean to you? Just being special little you? I am not threatened by anyone. The post is a love letter to everyone. Regardless of who you are. It's also a call to action, for those who resonate with it that your shadow work might bring up uncomfortable truths, or difficult aspects of self acceptance along your path. Just know I am right there with you. Whoever you are, I am your eternal friend as God. Maybe not as my limited ego, but I know God is love everyone.

@Preety_India I'm sure you are just perfect. The point is. Your true self goes beyond your limited identity and includes the whole planet. I don't know you. Stop making everything about you. Self reflect. I don't consider you a good person because I don't know you. You don't need my approval. I am sorry, but I don't appreciate this response as it comes off as really selfish and misguided. I just made a post proposing my love to all humanity despite their faults and evil. Which, if you looked outside yourself for 10 minutes you would see a lot of people suffering with fears and self hatreds. Whether personally or on an identity level.

@Terell Kirby Honestly, enlightenment is a loaded term for me at this point. God realization, becoming awake, etc. I am still early on my path. There seems to be a mountain range with many peeks. Discovery the absolute truth for one, will change you a lot. This is not really possible to explain with language though so, just bla bla bla

I think you'll open up more to the paradox as you go. You don't exactly end up where you began.

Don't take it personally. Just, keep asking, keep doing the work if it interests and resonates with you... I think Leo has hours and hours of content if you really want his thoughts on it.

A big part of this work is being sovereign in your own investigation Keep asking questions, Leo tends to be very relaxed on the forum imo We need schools and teachings of course, asking questions is important. I think there will be many times along the path we ask questions as things recontextualize. Maybe there is wisdom behind what he is saying too.. "It ain't for you.." The ego wants something... So, it aint for you ego.

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It's hidden technology I don't know anything beyond that it exists. My boss claims he used one to cure lyme disease. But, I am not trying to spread conspiracies or anything. So, Reichian machine?

I know someone who cured their lyme disease with a riekian machine They are illegal for some reason. I don't know how to get one. But, they exist and he should get one.

Everything Now!

Wow, is that one sentence? I see what you mean. Yeah, all this stuff is hard to reconcile and to balance. We have to come to terms with all of this in our own way.

Yeah, once you realize infinite love, self acceptance and perfect unity you want to share it with others. But, that requires the right container and not everyone is ready to let go of their suffering. People really hold on to it. They will even demonize you, and call you a Zen Devil and gaslight you. People are scared of love. But, for those who are ready and in their own way, and depending on how you serve them. You will find people to help. I by no means perfectly embody these realizations I have had. I am working on it everyday. The more mature you are spiritually well, the thicker your skin will need to be. Jealous, envious egos will look for any excuse as to point our your faults and how you aren't enlightened or a good person. I know because I have been on of them. This is why I promote being a real person. I know people are starting to come to me for wisdom and Qigong, and other things... It feels really good and I am up for the challenge. Seeing people have breakthroughs, catharsis, and ease of pain into relaxation is so rewarding for me.

Salvia seems interesting. I will pick Martin Balls brain and read a tonne on it before even considering to try it. They are all powerful and deserve respect.

See, I don't know about that. I don't really know if I understand you tbh, I will re-read here shortly. Personally, imo I have thoughts, a body and nervous system that make up a lot of the elements of my experiences. And, ideally I develop thoughts, a state of being, a physical quality based on nutrition, proper skeletal alignment, and body awareness etc. The learning and developing mastery over ones thoughts, mind, body, behaviours, habits, etc I think are great for enjoying the experience while here as a human. There may be a groundless ground, a no self, a true self, God, non-duality and a nobody as the truth of the experience. But, I still would like to master these dualistic elements because I see that as being important personally. I don't know if I am understanding you, I think we have very different types of seeing and being. I am trying to develop a nuanced and integrated understanding of reality, and admit I am still just getting started.

Yes, always so much love and appreciation for Leo! Love you Leo. You inspire me everyday. You are my hero, tbh. I want to thank you and the universe by serving humanity in a positive way. We don't need to agree or always get along to appreciate one another.

I know that societies around the globe are overall maturing and becoming more unified and loving. I also see a lot of backlashes. There are so many factors in the future. Who will lead? Who will lead the countries? Will they be able to balance the survival of their own populations with the needs of the globe? Will we see more conservative ego backlash if the asks for climate are too large? New technologies are being created all the time. I suspect in the next 10 years some kind of fungi will replace most single use plastics, more and more cities are going to go green and promote walking, cycling, the bus etc... More and more people are going plant based, new technologies are popping up and we new have 'New Power' with the internect which means social movements can happen AT ONCE, in many countries all around the world. The problem is, can we even agree on what we are seeing? It's impossible to measure what is going to happen as new platforms are being created and trust in the social sphere is more and more eroding... This is all just projection and thought ultimately. Just concepts and ideas. But, for my life purpose I have to try to fit it into the bigger picture. I wish I could use a psychedelic to go suuuuuper meta... I wish the universal intelligence could use me as a vessel for this new age ahahah... They will at least help me grow as a person into some more wise and loving.

Devil of the day award goes toooooo