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@Leo Gura Do you still believe DPT can be used to heal your body through imagination? I mean, in Qigong we use imagination in combination with sounds, posture and movements to heal ourselves so it makes sense on that level! Still haven't tried DPT seems like one for down the road. I am still way less 1% conscious of my own body and of reality ...

Enjoy what you learn

@Space The intro could even be the standard into or something akin to it

It brought up a lot of baggage this week Idk why, huge ego backlashes... I had some really deep experience and discovered some transrational possibilities about how the universe works. But, after that yeah... ego backlashes.. However, I feel like I shed a lot of stuff and found more clarity today. Actually had a really great day of studying and taking naps in between. Cutting out social media and youtube and just being in silence until I can ground into actuality and calculated strategic moves for the rest of my life. I am 25, I can awaken more slowly as I mature and master my survival has been my lesson for this week.

I am assuming that being educated is a relative notion. However, in the name of wisdom and living a good life when are we educated? Is it when we are adequate to life? When we are able to feel loving for ourselves? Achieve our goals? Live a good life? Act holistically? I am taking an accounting program right now which is only 8 months. It isn't the hardest thing in the world but it also isn't easy. I am realizing that everything in life must be like this. The challenge is always what we are working on in that moment. I feel a sense of shame or something similar that I am not a well educated Phd. I feel like I am on to something with actuazlized.org teachers and my Qigong certifications, my accounting degree. But, I also realize that I am ignorant as well. There is so much information in the world, so much potential skill, so much potential depth and nuance to understanding reality. It seems impossible to be able to see truth in all things in reality when each field, area of expertise and inquiry is so deep, nuanced and specialized. I sense I have knowledge and relative wisdom, but I am also largely ignorant and uneducated. There is a direct relationship between time spent working on something ,learning something, putting in the emotional labour on something, talking to, reading and learning from direct sources and then testing your knowledge of what you are learning. To me this is amazing. We can only do one thing at once. It's no wonder so many of us are fools. Reality is deep and sprawling and each of us only has so much time to learn anything. Accounting is taking up a lot of my time. Specialization is important but also an unfortunate aspect of reality. We only get one life yet, we waste it doing these specialized tasks. We only can eat a few flavours of ice-cream in this life. I sense I have skills and ability which have done me well in the past. But I also have a lot of foolishness and neurosis that hold me back. What does it mean to be educated? Does that mean to have integrity, wisdom and an adequate level of knowledge and skill to act masterfully in whatever relative domain you operate in? Would that also incorporate a more sprawling and deep holistic wisdom? Being educated is clearly not a singular thing. Wisdom is clearly not a singular thing. We can't develop infinite understanding of reality and it seems that we wouldn't want to. But we want to make sure the quality of finite understanding we have is heavily based in the highest truth. (not well edited my bad)

I've watched these a few times. I think I am starting to get how fear works but lately I have been hit with so many fears I can't handle the suffering anymore.... I have been a fool in the past and now I fear I will be a fool or failure in the future. I would like to become a successful person who is well respected by others. a person a truth. Because of this identity now I suffer a lot of fear. I am afraid about what people will say about me if I become successful. I am afraid of success being taken away but I am also afraid of just giving into my fear and not trying to improve me life... I feel trapped in an existential hole.

@Leo Gura It could help and inspire the editor more than anything. I am sure they have lots of time on his hands to go through things. I watch your videos and listen to them a lot ahaha... I am pretty nerdy! I wonder what some guidelines would be for the thread... Really loving the integrity clip! Glad to see this one..

Are you willing to accept prompts of good sections in a thread for your editor? Sometimes I come across really powerful things I would put into a clip. 1. Time Stamp 2. Reason ? They look good!

1. Patience 2. Clarity 3. Financial mastery 4. unattachment 5. Self love 6. proper expectation

You've had one hell of a life yah weirdo. I hope you are not doing too many psychedelics right now and that you are finding balance.

Happy Birthday! Thank you for being here for me.

@Sempiternity See, that doesn't happen for me. I realize if existence is all the exists it's not really a miracle but just something that is infinitely ordinary. I suffer a lot, I find my awakenings don't see seem to make a long enough difference. I have more work to do. I am just an ordinary person with ordinary problems. Maybe even less than ordinary in some ways. I do not feel very good at life.

I think I fear life more than death. I fear having to live a stupid existence.

We live in such a complex place... I am humbled and confused. I embrace not knowing. Should I just begin ignoring the media? Because I am not going to get truth there clearly. It's all just fragmented perspective. What are stats? what are emotions? What is reality? Obviously shouldn't ignore the media, but I need to reality the structures that are taking place. I have to be able to deal with ambiguity and simply let my political opinions be humble, and live by my own personal value system of equality. so, when I hear someone like this speaking on the news, I admit to myself I know so little about the stats in the states that I can't believe him. I can't believe anyone. Everything outside of my direct experience is not actuality but believe and concept. How do I create a healthier relationship to belief and concept? Though, low quality post

Especially as we are maturing what seems important can change. I think the important part if that you find a balance. Sometimes I will jump through a few books, but when it resonates I consume it in a week. As long as you are consistent with you life long learning and skill building and are honest with yourself it should balance out.

You don't need to read a whole book. You can read a book, take what you need and then go to another book. Books are large investments in time. For example you could find a book you want, and read 3 or 4 crucial chapters from it and leave the rest. Or you can read the whole book. I tend to read a few books at once because sometimes a single chapter takes a long to to integrate and to digest. There is nothing wrong with picking up a book, reading it and then deciding your time is better spent in another book. I sometimes read a book, put it down for awhile because something else seems more practical or import for the time. Then I come back to it later on and finish it. Totally up to you to figure out what works though. Just because you pick up a new book doesn't mean you instantly forget the other book. I don't find self help to be like non-fiction in that way.

@Carl-Richard If it comes to that. However, right now I am going for a man bun. I shaved my head over the summer. It's alright ahahah

@Valwyndir Ooooh, I'll take you up on the scalp treatment, I wanna make sure I keep my hair full

Which one?

It's part of his Schit. The channeling waits for nobody.

Is it just me is is this man a fraud? He isn't wise for being some kind of super advanced alien. Maybe he is just channeling a basic alien. Also, I don't believe anyone anymore. People are all too fragmented and full of shit. I am just gonna look at my hand and make my spine feel nice and get my life together before I waste time with bashar.

psychedelics bing illegal is a crime against humanity

@Podie45 It sounds like you should get a life coach. If you are being fired frequently there must be a reason. Do some self reflecting. No you don't need to be a wage slave or do 10 years a school. Though depending on your situation school might be involved. I don't think you need 10 years of school to earn 100K. You just need to be smart about it. I believe in you.

Congrats, what do you do?