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I also think being awakened and grown up is living in truth. So, it's having all these questions answered. During an awakening process however, I think its okay to be confused, make epistomology/ metaphysical errors. It's your one life... So take full responsibility for it. Mistakes are OKAY. The shame I've been carrying the last few years about my mistakes... One thing I love about 5meo is that it tells me everything is okay. I didn't know what love really was, or what peace was, or what total self acceptance was until I tried this substance. So, learning to respect it has been a bit hard. My ego wanted awakening to be a manipulation of reality... but it is a surrender. However, I am maturing every single day. I now have really solid protocols with 5meodmt... But I HAD to learn for myself what it was and how to use it. It's my life, I will learn through my own process and I don't need to be sorry about that. I am taking on one of the most challenging things a human can do: Seeking truth. In a world of self deception, and with my rough and painful upbringing I am proud of myself for everything I have done. Qigong (which 5meodmt showed me somehow) has been so grounding, that with my journaling and meditation. Qigong is my way of sharing my 5meo experiences with others who wouldn't try it. It's an extension of what I consider the highest love. Notice how the existential truth it... It's just this bubble of experience. That is all it will ever be for your whole life. So, take full responsibility for it and retake your soverignty. Accept the risks associated with stepping out into the dark because there are many. Zen Devilry, misunderstanding, mistakes, etc are going to HAPPEN!!! So, Love yourself more and more everyday and use each day to more away from self deception and toward Truth. I still have so many questions. Life is a grand mystery and adventure. I've lived with anxiety for like 10-15 years. So, I am so grateful for 5meo helping me with my addictions, and Leo and all my mistakes and everything helping me to mature into a clear minded and grounded person. I am excited to try malt here in a month or 2. I am just sitting on it until my life is more stable as I am just finishing up school and my Qigong certification and don't wanna risk trying something new atm. In the end, look for clarity, happiness, love, well being, integrity, wisdom, good habits, clear thinking, sobriety, forgiveness of self and others and acting in alignment with your highest values. How reality was before awakening it will be after awakening. Just, different. Same same but different.

I still don't buy this If all that exists is a dream with a limited set of rules/ laws You might as well call it real However, if you awaken to To God that is fine But, the imaginary is real.. It is absolute truth.

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Yeah, that is tough. I think you simply serve within your niche, refer people to the right specialists if something happens like that.

Great video, very very grounding

There is no shame in being confused. When we are taking a deep existential inventory and asking deep questions it's totally normal imo. Then, as you reach the shore after a long night in the crashing waves... you become a lighthouse for others.

Actually, I think in some of your videos you make it seem like it would. At least it could be easily construed that way. Had me confused for a minute as I considered the possibility. I didn't buy it, but I was like... What? What the hell am I being told by this person? Like, maybe you don't make it clear which You/you you mean when you speak. So, for me I am still wondering wondering if God realization is just a neat thing you can do for fun vs just living anyway. I guess you need to pursue truth for it's own sake. The ego wants to be able to manipulate etc Upon rewatching maybe I'll see them differently but it was a little confusing at times. Like, maybe do a video on what a grounded path to awakening would be like to smooth out the edges.

I enjoy Rumi. Reading the Essential Rumi a year or two ago was very insightful.

It's full of a lot of references to different symbols! You could spend hours learning about each one. The star on the left there:

"I can't get my head around it.. I thought I found it... But I found out I don't know shit.."

Legendary

I am still wrapping my head around it. You say Love, which maybe I am slowly groking.

Do You I am biased towards learning the hard and soft skills of certified experts. But there is no NEED it just helps imo

It is worth learning some of the meditation techniques, guided visualizations, etc to give people a well tested toolkit. But, it's sort of up to you. It's a wild west. https://mindisthemaster.com/the-5-best-online-meditation-teacher-courses/

Depends on how you go about teaching... Can you create real tangible, positive results in someones life consistently? Are you grounded, and in integrity? Are you knowledgeable? You don't need to be certified, but are you? You can teach what you know... and learn as you teach.

Sounds about right Namaste

God's a freak! Look at how praying mantis do. God has no sexual bias because it is all sex acts possible.

Mr. Nobody

I know you are in the psychedelic awakening space right now. I am just wondering how much you have read about Taoism as am I really resonating with it. I love the Yin Yang theory, and the views on consciousness and holistic health approach. It seems to confirm a lot of your insights and teachings. Wondering if you recommend any books also.

Yeah, maybe when I wanna become a table I'll smoke it... But, I am interested in infinity and love, and being free of the ego. It's more ideal for my work. I am still learning about it.

@Endangered-EGO Man, are you being responsible right now? This guy has been spending time in a psych ward, people are worried about him. He has bipolar disorder, and who knows what else. There should be no feeding of this persons Ego. He has nothing to teach but his on delusions of granduer and immaturity, or psychosis. It's just parroting at this point. Let's let the guy recover. He is no teacher. I think this should simply be locked.

I've never said it... but maybe ill let you know one day. Maybe it depends on your goals. From the trip reports, it's qualitative elements are not of interest or priority atm for me. Also, can this please be a dick free zone? We are not comparing our psychedelic dicks for sport rght?

I actually don't know much about Saliva. Will read later. I am saying that we should try other substances and gain direct experience instead of being closed minded. He is claming to know what others know, but he himself has no reference experiences of these other substances. I've only really read Martin Ball's opinion on it and a friends trip report. Which, he said was like being brain dead ahaha I will read soon.