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@Apple Juice Look man, change is constant. The problem may be that you've constructed an identity of who you are. That was just a mask you were wearing and identified with. If it changed, then that wasn't really who you are. That is a painful lesson for a lot of people but, in the end its gonna free you up for more and more joy and freedom than you can currently imagine.

No, God completely understands. However, you are here to experience the duality, to experience the fear and the suffering and the ignorance and then to develop yourself, transcend it and then maybe if. you choose to inspire and help others through your example. Light a candle... Be a lighthouse. Your work is Gods work. God loves that you suffer and fight for Good. To one day be free of all the suffering.

@BenG I love the book "Code of the Extraordinary Mind" By Vishen Laikiani. I mean, liberation is different for others. Who am I to judge.

Don't compare yourself to others. Build the proper life systems and be intelligent about survival needs. AND, you can also liberate yourself. Truth liberation is done intelligently within the systems you are in, given the resources you currently have.

I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive Supersymmetry Supersymmetry If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess you'll have to fight If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess we'll have to fight Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry I lived for a year, in the bed by the window Reading books, better than memories Wanna feel the seasons passing Wanna feel the spring Of supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry It's been a while since I've been to see you I don't know where, but you're not with me Heard a voice, like an echo But it came from me Supersymmetry Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Supersymmetry Supersymmetry

I agree. Leo, be responsible. I am sure you are but.. be safe my guy.

@Breakingthewall The goal of my journey is infinite beauty and love. Whatever it takes.

Yeah, my deepest awakenings I realized: 1. Absolute Safety 2. Absolute Love 3. Eternity 4. Infinity 5. Oneness 6. Love and forgiveness of all people 7. Freedom of taboo of the body and nudity/ touching 8. Total Self forgiveness 9. Perfect Peace 10. That reality IS love. 11. Total Freedom 12. This present moment as absolute truth.. When sober there is a lot of questions, ego accumulations etc that need working on. And, I still think I need to have more stable awakenings to really dive deeper and learn more. Then there was the possibility of me being in a slumber and hiding from my true powers.

My deepest awakenings I felt like I understood why every human has done anything they ever did and I realized it was Love. But, love with ignorance. I love and forgive everyone in my highest awakened states. Forever. This is why I teach Qigong and I will be studying and teaching high level Sacred Sexuality, breath work, high level journaling/ contemplation and inner work/ shadow work... in the future. Embodying Infinite Love. It's my ego and cognitive behaviour now, in my day to day that I am improving and I will continue to grow deeply over the next 5 years. I still have a tonne of fears, doubts, uncertainties I am working through. Trying to wrap my head around human behaviour, survival and the social matrix and my own mind. Each day I increase my awareness.

Wait, you wanna kill yourself for feeling masculine? You should speak to a psychologist. Just give it time. It sounds like there is something else going on with you. Just be patient and relax. Call a suicide help line and speak to them. I've had plenty of suicidal thoughts in my life I know it well. I now call the help line right away when it happens so I am not alone with those thoughts. You are loved, and perfect.

Understanding only seems like part of the puzzle.

Do you feel an ego boost or something knowing more than me? just kidding. Take care for now.

So, me realizing I am God. That changes nothing about the human experience though. How many times do I have to say I get that I am God before I am believed around here? Clearly I have had some awakenings I am still integrating. There is degrees to the realizations and I assume there are many more for me to have. Not sure how deep it goes though in this finite realm. Okay is this me tricking myself into thinking Jacfly33 actually is somewhere on the forum? Huh huh? There must be a difference between 'knowing' or 'thinking' I am God compared to a total God realization. If it is just me, then why didn't 5meomalt work?

Okay Leo. When I get it, we got it. It just being me imagining the forum, you, all your videos, all my life experiences and just imaging that a bubble of experience exists out side of this. Then, all my suffering, mistakes, confusion, success, love, adventures etc were all me imagining this adventure I've been on. That is hilarious to me. So, I created Leo and Arcadefire to lead me to awakening.

Alright alright. You already know I get it. You just aren't sure yet because you're having fun in the process of awakening. You are just talking to yourself right? You are me waking up me. If that was true, you would already know exactly why I am unsure, and haven't awakened because YOU are God too. Don't forget we are inseparable. Don't forget who made you I can stomach it. I just don't wanna be self deceived. So, it's in my bag of possibilities. If it's true, it's true. I look forward to an awakening that lasts.

Um, I think you may need to read up a bit more on the Buddha... The fable is that he literally sat under the bodhi tree until and wouldn't move until he became enlightened.

It makes me feel a bit stressed at time, but also conscious. Like, if you are trying to do a 90 day video challenge posting a video everyday.. and you miss a day you failed the challenge. So it exists. You can fail a quiz a relationship can fail business can fail etc... It's just how do you relate and contextualize those failures. However, its only finite and not a that big of a problem.

How does one reconcile you are telling that to someone else. The only way I can do that, given what I think you are pointing to, assuming it is correct... Is that God is Imagining you exist somewhere and are telling another person some where else that their consciousness is absolute... From my perspective I am imaging you two talking about something. Mu can't have his own bubble nor can you if what you are saying is true. So, I am imagining everything and I created Leo and even my own 'ignorance'. The problem here is that the language is just too sloppy. Either your playing some fucked up mind games with people, or It's just me. This infinite bubble.

Hey man, take some time.. or a lot of time away from God, non-duality etc and just focus on getting mentally healthy. Worrying about all these ideas can be dangerous. Just chill and get healthy. I don't know what you are going through. But, ground yourself. I see you posting these one sentence threads and stuff. People are worried about you. Don't let this stuff screw up your life. Just be a real person. Solipsism isn't true. These ideas can damage you if you are not mentally stable. So, focus on building that foundation first. Sounds like you may have some things going on that need to be addressed. Consider talking to a professional.

A deep trip can bring you into some paradoxical realizations that you imagine vipassana. deep trips blow vipassana out of the water but I’m sure they have synergy

@Girzo it just sounds like stupidity

I don’t see it that way. If everything is your imagination… enjoy it. It’s all alone and the only thing that exists… so take care of it. It’s special. Self love. I also wonder if what you are saying is really a correct interpretation of Buddhism.

@Jacob Morres I think mindfulness is a piece of the puzzle. But, stress and anxiety come from many different aspects of the human accumulation. for example with Qigong, meditation and journaling I’m able to calm down 70-80%. However, my cognitive behavioural problems, transference, trauma AQ, emotional mastery etc… all these things are related. I think mental/ physical health is really a holistic endeavour. I still feel fear and worry myself. I’m making a lot of progress but I myself still have work to do. Even if you want to change to put your partner through your trauma is just unfair. IMO. I still don’t deal with certain fears, traumas, setbacks, etc in a high quality high AQ way. But, because I understand the building blocks of AQ I get better and stronger, resilient with each adversity. to me mindfulness is the Meta skill that allows you to use other skills, frameworks and practices to achieve the desired emotional, physical and cognitive states/ processes that allow you to live a life that is in congruence with your goals and well being. mindfulness can even be more challenging when you start to feel all the strong emotions, fears, traumas and shadows you have long covered up with drugs and distractions .

It’s unlimited

I think failure is a concept. Some failures are good others screw you if you wanna play in the social matrix. Your life can totally be ruined if you end up in jail or get socially ostracized. But, good list.