Thought Art

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  1. Interesting mix of scientific and spiritual appeals very passionate. I sympathize with her feeling this way given the information streams that exist. "I know a time is coming... All words will lose their meaning..." Arcadefire
  2. @Windappreciator Yes I am also a real person with real flaws. I heal through Qigong atm. I am on my own path, the wounded healer...
  3. Oh my name it ain't nothin' My age it means less The country I come from Is called the Midwest I was taught and brought up there The laws to abide And that land that I live in Has God on its side Oh, the history books tell it They tell it so well The cavalries charged The Indians fell The cavalries charged The Indians died Oh, the country was young With God on its side The Spanish-American War had its day And the Civil War, too Was soon laid away And the names of the heroes I was made to memorize With guns in their hands And God on their side The First World War, boys It came and it went The reason for fighting I never did get But I learned to accept it Accept it with pride For you don't count the dead When God's on your side The Second World War Came to an end We forgave the Germans And then we were friends Though they murdered six million In the ovens they fried The Germans now, too Have God on their side I've learned to hate the Russians All through my whole life If another war comes It's them we must fight To hate them and fear them To run and to hide And accept it all bravely With God on my side But now we got weapons Of chemical dust If fire them, we're forced to Then fire, them we must One push of the button And a shot the world wide And you never ask questions When God's on your side Through many a dark hour I've been thinkin' about this That Jesus Christ was Betrayed by a kiss But I can't think for you You'll have to decide Whether Judas Iscariot Had God on his side. So now as I'm leavin' I'm weary as Hell The confusion I'm feelin' Ain't no tongue can tell The words fill my head And fall to the floor That if God's on our side He'll stop the next war I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive Supersymmetry Supersymmetry If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess you'll have to fight If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess we'll have to fight Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry I lived for a year, in the bed by the window Reading books, better than memories Wanna feel the seasons passing Wanna feel the spring Of supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry It's been a while since I've been to see you I don't know where, but you're not with me Heard a voice, like an echo But it came from me Supersymmetry Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Supersymmetry Supersymmetry
  4. up to you and the amount of time and energy you have. How can anyone answer that for you?
  5. @asifarahim Yup! This https://www.yogaanytime.com/px/Ashtanga-2&wickedsource=google&wickedid=Cj0KCQjwssyJBhDXARIsAK98ITQ2-1CxJXx4HPqF8eNnU572jzR0ToNeUUVklfzoGqo88DsNTv5iNpgaAskuEALw_wcB&wickedid={creative}&wv=3.1?wickedsource=google&wv=3.1 and plenty of others. I didn't realize how lucky I was to have an ashtanga teacher when I was young who let me train for free.
  6. Online is fine too Pros and cons depending on your needs and wants. I've been doing Ashtanga yoga and tonnes of sports since I was 9 so I know my body pretty well. Online is great because you can do it whenever you want for as long as you want. You can also book online sessions with teachers to talk about technique etc.
  7. Yup. There is medical, spiritual and martial Qigong. Kung Fu is a type of Qigong.
  8. After 2 weeks it's 40 dollars a month. You could also just buy one or two videos of his and do thing throughout the week. You can also see some free videos on youtube. There are plenty of books with poses, theories and sequences and others schools of Qigong. Personally I found it worth the investment I have purchased the subscription, many of the workshops and I am doing teacher training and it's been very rewarding. Don't need to commit to anything. If you like it and want to keep going, then go ahead but theres lots in of techniques in spiritual practice an we can't do them all at once so find something you enjoy and put a year or two into I think. If you don't invest money into your growth, you wont grow.
  9. I sense I am both a bit wise, but also rather foolish in my life... I am wise in that I am embracing life long learning and I realize the importance of developing my wisdom during my 20's and over the rest of my life. I think in some levels I am wise beyond my years, or culture. Yet, in other ways I am still a child. I read everyday I realize the importance of life long learning I realize the importance of infinite love and understanding I realize the Goodness of Gods grace I realize the importance of integrity, wisdom, self love and holism I realize the importance of psychedelics, yoga, qigong, journaling and contemplation I realize the importance of a clear mind, sharp intellect and strong grasp of mathmatical concepts, I realize the importance of developing hard and soft skills I realize the importance of developing my own soverneigty I realize that I am God and I am pure consciousness. I realize that the only thing to do in the universe is to increase your consciousness, to love more and serve more and more selflessly to others I realize the importance of taking full responsibility for my actions, my state, my decisions and any consequences that arrise I realize that aspects of life, including certain success or harm cannot be undone I am beginning to accept death as I no long think it is possible I invest in education, mental health, spiritual development I am learning to be kind to myself, to forgive myself for my mistakes and to let go of the past I am learning to have proper priorities I am realize how I construct meaning around me and how mechanical I have lived up until now I am realizing that my biggest enemy in life is a lack of wisdom, integrity and maturity. This is the cause of all my suffering and the harm I have caused to others in my life. I realize that I am absolutely nothing and that I am immortal. But, maybe I am playing this weird game with myself in this dualistic domain. I realize the different between implicit and explicit understanding of reality I have a strong taste for infinity. I am foolish in that I am Impulsive Short sighted Addicted Fearful Assume too much I don't have a strong enough grasp on metaphysics and epistemology I lie to myself and others I sometimes do dangerous and reckless things I have a weak financial psychology I don't always do what I say I am going to do and I often pay the price for this I don't plan well enough yet I often neglect my sleeping routine though I am seeing improvement I don't have self trust because I often break my own word I can be jealous, selfish, petty, paranoid, angry, toxic, fearful, unconscious I think over the next 5-10 years a lot of growth will be happening. I feel like I am now just beginning to wrap my head around Leo's work and my recent enlightenment experiences are slowly but surely being integrated into practicality and survival. I don't fully trust myself. My biggest fears are hurting others or myself because I over look something, or act foolishly ( I think a large percentage of my life has been this foolishness. God gave me so potential at birth. A beatuiful olympian quality body, a safe beautiful place to life, privilege... Yet, I couldn't see the gift I was given . I really don't want to fuck this up, so please God. Allow me to become wise and self actualize without totally fucking this up. I fully realize that I can fuck this up, end up in jail or harm others if I am not careful. There is nothing special about Jared. He is just a human, ignorant and prone to impulsive decision making. He also has a deep profound love for all beings. I would like to be peace, love, forgiveness, understanding and health. I would like to become a reflector of Gods highest joy and love and to lead others. However, I am not leader. Not yet. I am still a fucking fool. But, I love myself more and more and I know I have the capacity to be wise. How many years will it take to become more wise? How many more mistakes will I have to make? How many more times will I potentially hurt myself or others? Or lose out on promising opportunities? How much longer will I be a child of illusion, lost in my own mind not being able to see reality as it is? How can I make higher quality distinctions? How can I rest in infinite love regardless of external circumstances? How many blind spots and areas of ignorance do I have? How can I ACTUALLY become wise. I can sense I am bit by bit. I also know the future it unknown and anything could happen in the next second.
  10. I watched a lot of Oprah as a kid when at my grandmothers. I think she is a good woman! Her booklist shares books with Leo's
  11. Lol, stop being a pussy and stop labeling things like that
  12. Did you run the numbers? If you got a lot for education maybe you can do both.
  13. @john1 In my opinion I think it's really important. The long term health benefits are huge. It has both practical health benefits and spiritual benefits. It will be up to you to decide. If you practice regularly you will be developing a healthier spine, clearer mind, develop you Qi and life force energy and really from my research it's one of the best investments into longevity. I find it balances perfectly with my yoga, meditation and psychedelic routine. I have mystical experiences quite often on Qigong such especially in my energy body and heart. Also, its great because you open up the energy flow in the body for a higher enlightened baseline state. Qi circulation is a crucial aspect for health and spiritual integrity. In Qigong we say, add years to your life and life to your years. It's a powerful ancient Art and I would like to hear from more people their experiences on the forum. I think you will be surprised how when you activate you life force energy the things you will discover. I will be offering 1 on 1 sessions and weekly classes here in the coming months.
  14. Parents helped him at first?
  15. I am wondering if one of the biggest dangers of 5meodmt is actually the feeling of infinity! or being invincible when you aren't.
  16. https://www.holdenqigong.com/ 2 weeks free no card required
  17. Honestly, psychedelics like 5meodmt require a lot of maturity. People going slow is best. There is nothing to prove here, other than being safe and happy with people you love. The thing is, 5meodmt show you infinity and goodness. But, to bring that back into our dualistic reality is a challenge. I think anyone pursuing this deserves a lot of respect. I give my hat to those who take that plunge. Don't under estimate it, stay grounded and be careful. Don't get cocky, take proper protocol! And, I personally don't think tripping alone is wise. Though, some people may find that useful.
  18. Damn, I've had this! I will contemplate my experiences more.
  19. What is that? Can you define it?