Thought Art

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  1. Totally agree. A lot of people in society are in denial of this. A lot of propaganda has spread..
  2. Gods nonbiased ahah
  3. @Matthew85 It's all we are doing... I have been teaching my father and many friends Qigong as well. People are excited to feel relaxed for the first time in a long time. It's a major part of my life purpose now. I'll be a certified teacher in a month or two. Just a Reflektor
  4. @Matthew85 My roommate used to smoke a lot too but now we are doing Qigong every night instead. It's really amazing. He is going through a major healing process as well.
  5. Ahaha, it just seemed like a direct quote of Leo's or something which is fine. No worries. Just my interpretation. I am in the way of not knowing atm. My awakenings are still being integrated and I have more to do.
  6. Why wouldn't I love my creation?
  7. Ahaha, Alright Leo I am not saying it isn't. " a word about gnosis... It ain't gonna buy the groceries"
  8. The Third Wave website has a pdf you can download explaining how
  9. Not for the above symptoms. They need 1 on 1 talking and guidance.
  10. Yeah sure, for the 20 minutes you realize that. But, God is stubborn you still have bills to pay and you can feel the suffering of some shit job etc.. No amount of awakening is going to change the physical relative truths of surviving in the relative domain. These teachers may as well be real, even is just relatively so.
  11. I also think being awakened and grown up is living in truth. So, it's having all these questions answered. During an awakening process however, I think its okay to be confused, make epistomology/ metaphysical errors. It's your one life... So take full responsibility for it. Mistakes are OKAY. The shame I've been carrying the last few years about my mistakes... One thing I love about 5meo is that it tells me everything is okay. I didn't know what love really was, or what peace was, or what total self acceptance was until I tried this substance. So, learning to respect it has been a bit hard. My ego wanted awakening to be a manipulation of reality... but it is a surrender. However, I am maturing every single day. I now have really solid protocols with 5meodmt... But I HAD to learn for myself what it was and how to use it. It's my life, I will learn through my own process and I don't need to be sorry about that. I am taking on one of the most challenging things a human can do: Seeking truth. In a world of self deception, and with my rough and painful upbringing I am proud of myself for everything I have done. Qigong (which 5meodmt showed me somehow) has been so grounding, that with my journaling and meditation. Qigong is my way of sharing my 5meo experiences with others who wouldn't try it. It's an extension of what I consider the highest love. Notice how the existential truth it... It's just this bubble of experience. That is all it will ever be for your whole life. So, take full responsibility for it and retake your soverignty. Accept the risks associated with stepping out into the dark because there are many. Zen Devilry, misunderstanding, mistakes, etc are going to HAPPEN!!! So, Love yourself more and more everyday and use each day to more away from self deception and toward Truth. I still have so many questions. Life is a grand mystery and adventure. I've lived with anxiety for like 10-15 years. So, I am so grateful for 5meo helping me with my addictions, and Leo and all my mistakes and everything helping me to mature into a clear minded and grounded person. I am excited to try malt here in a month or 2. I am just sitting on it until my life is more stable as I am just finishing up school and my Qigong certification and don't wanna risk trying something new atm. In the end, look for clarity, happiness, love, well being, integrity, wisdom, good habits, clear thinking, sobriety, forgiveness of self and others and acting in alignment with your highest values. How reality was before awakening it will be after awakening. Just, different. Same same but different.
  12. I still don't buy this If all that exists is a dream with a limited set of rules/ laws You might as well call it real However, if you awaken to To God that is fine But, the imaginary is real.. It is absolute truth.
  13. Support the man! I send him money as donations not through patreon from time to time
  14. Yeah, that is tough. I think you simply serve within your niche, refer people to the right specialists if something happens like that.
  15. There is no shame in being confused. When we are taking a deep existential inventory and asking deep questions it's totally normal imo. Then, as you reach the shore after a long night in the crashing waves... you become a lighthouse for others.
  16. Actually, I think in some of your videos you make it seem like it would. At least it could be easily construed that way. Had me confused for a minute as I considered the possibility. I didn't buy it, but I was like... What? What the hell am I being told by this person? Like, maybe you don't make it clear which You/you you mean when you speak. So, for me I am still wondering wondering if God realization is just a neat thing you can do for fun vs just living anyway. I guess you need to pursue truth for it's own sake. The ego wants to be able to manipulate etc Upon rewatching maybe I'll see them differently but it was a little confusing at times. Like, maybe do a video on what a grounded path to awakening would be like to smooth out the edges.
  17. I enjoy Rumi. Reading the Essential Rumi a year or two ago was very insightful.
  18. It's full of a lot of references to different symbols! You could spend hours learning about each one. The star on the left there:
  19. "I can't get my head around it.. I thought I found it... But I found out I don't know shit.."