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Ahaha wo wo wo buddy. You can't do that. Right lung breathing is copy wrote... I'll send you an invoice.

Connor did not share awakenings but how to become totally ungrounded. He is basically an internet comedian, who jumped in too deep too soon and share it with everyone. He also lacks maturity, integrity and honesty. The way he disrespected Leo was sort of sad to see. I think had he gone slower it would have been nice to see him grow and mature. I am still interested to see how he grows and grounds and changes going forward. Not sure what to expect. It's amazing how many perspectives are out there from people. This work is ridiculously challenging. "Nobodies cold nobodies warm"

All my suffering is from my own lack of integrity and maturity. Spirituality to me has to be based in reality, wisdom, clarity and sobriety. The path to get there sure, mistakes will happen. Note on the awakening Videos: I still don't really get them. I've had similar insights in my own practice.. But, I still don't trust all of Leos insights.. That is was God talking. I mean, what does that even mean as I am God.

Dealing with things that seem trivial. It's really hard initially to know what is the right way to about personal development and spiritual work. There is a sea of opinions, interpretations tools, concepts out there. Then, I have to process that through my own foolish, selfish, biased and niave mind... I've learned that basically I just keep trying everyday, make mistakes, self reflect, course correct and persist. I will not stop until I reach the promised land!

@Nahm Woah, Love that emotion scale

I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive I know you're living in my mind It's not the same as being alive Supersymmetry Supersymmetry If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess we'll have to fight If telling the truth is not polite Then I guess we'll have to fight Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry I lived for a year, in the bed by the window Reading books, better than memories Wanna feel the seasons passing Wanna feel the spring Of supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry Supersymmetry It's been a while since I've been to see you I don't know where, but you're not with me Heard a voice, like an echo But it came from me Supersymmetry Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Supersymmetry (supersymmetry) Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Ah, lalala lala Supersymmetry Supersymmetry

I liked the spiral break down. I can relate to a lot of the insights. Though, for me they don't tend to stick simply from a trip and require lots of manual work.

I would fire him

"I am a deeply closeted gay guy"

Important read for contemplating consciousness. Though, not something to rely on as truth. I would get it and dive in tbh. Lost of good insights helped me map out the other self help books I read, and as a tool I use for understanding my own state.

Bro, just buy it or don't ask lol That is the point of the booklist as a sellable item. It's worth it

I think these are aspects of it too. It's a really sprawling question I think and response.

Emotional mastery is the ability to understand our emotions, cognitive processes, bodily reactions to our emotions, and how the mind body connection works. It means increasing our awareness, doing shadow work, improving our breath, posture, weeding out cognitive distortions and limiting beliefs and self image. It means developing your emotional intelligence, and your adversity quotient. It means developing your emotional mastery to the point where you are able to live a powerful life. Emotional Mastery is built on many foundations and incorporates many aspects and facets. Each type of emotion and our relationship to it requires its own skillset, practice, research and tools to master it. I suggest creating a reading list of books as your grow in awareness of what areas need work. Chances are each area of your emotional journey has a few books written on it. Emotional Mastery is a process and a practice that we develop slowly over time. Sometimes it means doing really well, and other times it means consciously going through a messy period where we fail to live up to our ideals. We often learn the deepest emotional mastery lessons from our roughest lows. Emotional Mastery does not mean that you are never angry, sad, depressed, horny, confused, etc. It means that you approach these emotions in a skillful and conscious way that allows you to live the life you want, reach your goals and spend more time feeling well, than feeling ill. Emotional mastery at its most developed is being able to feel well within yourself, being able to navigate the complexities of our social matrix with ease and the ability to skillfully recenter and get yourself back on track when you fall out of alignment with your values. It means feeling and accepting all your emotions. In order to master your emotions you will need to develop this definition for yourself. For me 5 things that come to mind as I write this are: 1. Ability to relate to all emotions in a skillful way 2. Total acceptance of all emotions 3. Systems for living including: Meditation, Yoga, Qigong, relaxation techniques, journaling for contemplation, self reflection, affirmations and visualization 4. Being centred, grounded, sober, calm, peaceful, content, long term thinking 5. It means exposing yourself to a wide variety of social situations, stress, positions, projects, etc 6. It means having such a high level of control, and understanding over your emotions that you are able to live the Good life. 7. Just being content with being 8. Developing a healthier relationship to fear so you can live the life you want. Are your emotions and thoughts allowing you to live a powerful, loving and creative life? Or is it hellish life sucking mess where you can't control yourself?

Yeah, these things get messy. Let it go, if you want. I would now, knowing what I know about this exact situation.

Laugh about it and turn it around on them. Own their insults to show they mean nothing to you and just be a baller

Just be yourself, come what may. People are complex, and have a lot of fantasy around who someone is, what a relationship is etc.. as that fantasy pops as it always will as we get to know the real person... People either growth together, or they go their own ways or the relationship dynamic changes whatever comes.

I've noticed this

I think infinity is much more rich than one life on repeat

What if you could become so awakened that you embody the love on infinity in your life purpose? You would be able to change the world I think. Imagine being an Infinite Mod. A lighthouse Born from Infinity to serve in the awakening of infinity to its highest love? Just like how video games have moderators what if you could awaken so deeply you basically become a reality moderator. You would have to go as deeply as you could possibly go. You would need to be more mature, grounded, skillful and loving than 99.9% of people. You would need the biggest map, biggest heart.... Thick face black heart... Main goal: Unity, Truth, Love, Holism, beauty, health, etc

Yeah, I mean you only ever serve your target audience anyway. No delusions here in some idea to awaken the whole world or something. I am already seeing the results I am having through my work. Excited to see myself and my work grow. Infinity Moderator is just an ideal I thought of... In the ocean of noise... We need lighthouses. (Global information ocean)

It's okay to cry aha You know, each partner we have teaches us about ourselves, relationships, intimacy. A lot of men are taught that crying is feminine and weak. I say... CRY LIKE A MAN! It's okay to cry. We need more men crying. More people in general crying.. "Don't wanna fight don't wanna die... Just wanna hear you cry...."

I think so

Yeah, as a human I am finite. I mean, that ain't gonna change. Instead, as a force of unity in human relations and well being... So, I am not unbiased exactly. Also, Sure it's already perfect and then nothing to be fixed. Except, there is a lot of suffering and confusion etc. On the absolute THAT IS THE PERFECTION. It's Love. Reality being perfect, for me is not a licence to be lazy and not follow what makes me passionate about life. There is paradox in the perfection. I think that is easily overlooked.

You COULD, or you could do whatever you want. Because, maybe it's perfect as it already is so whats your point? Do, don't do, whatever It maybe perfect when you are suffering from hunger But, it's still perfect when you are eating a great dinner I prefer dinner. I think most people do. It already being perfect changes nothing. But, being grounded in infinity and lack of bias is an important attribute for the next wave of powerful spiritual leaders and healers. You simply work from and for the Highest Good. Not for any selfish ego identity, like being on the left or right, etc I can see the perfection, but 99% of people can't and are lost in a dream world. (I am still working through my process obvisouly ahaha). But, an infinity Mod would see perfection and be a fountain of love.

You imagine death