Thought Art

It's all good. I mean, Mastery by Robert Greene is sort of a science book in many of it's chapters. Great for the right mindset. Just bought one of those "very short intros" on philosophy of science.

Same to you? if thats what you feel like you gotta do? Don't play the game you judge the other for play? what? You want me to be like someone else? That's a little weird. I am just saying, she misinterpreted me. Your not gonna tell me other wise. I don't give you any authority in this context. This whole thing is full of hypocrasy Nahm... which is fine it you gotta do that.

I wasn't describing the absolute nor the God head. Simply a list of 10 things I personally discovered through my own interpretive process and mystical experiences.

Lol your not gonna tell me what to do. Judy is wrong. And so are you.

Alright water everything down. wrong is a belief, as is your interpretation of the situation, as is hers, as are mine. water it all down… until it’s meaningless. She misunderstood my post. I’m learning to just let other people’s interpretations go. I was listing metaphysical insights gained from mystical experience… not projections or whatever she said. she also said descriptions are not part of the absolute… which is true but also false and dualistic. On Judy being present tense - actually she’s not. She’s sitting at a computer somewhere imagining she’s interpreting symbols on a forum properly projecting she understood my points. That was not truly being or grocking anything. nothing about the forum is really accurate, or present tense. It’s all mostly projection to a certain extent. So what she’s saying is obvious. your implicitly (I think) calling my direct experiences and my memories of those direct experience more false than her reading text on a forum. That makes no sense to me.

Are those really science books? ive read the entire mastery by Robert Greene, I guess it’s a science book. trying to keep thread focused on books surrounding philosophy of science. Maybe even books not on Leo’s list.

with regards to what? My own direct experiences? She is flat out wrong in her interpretation of my post… I’ve had mystrical experiences and listed them and then she told me they aren’t direct experiences which is wrong. She misunderstood the context of what I’m saying. Then told me they were just concepts and projections without understanding or asking me to clarify anything. don’t go patting people on the back like that giving one person the all good when you yourself might even be wrong.

Congrats by the sounds of it.

@Gregory1 yeah, I know what you mean but. God isn't big. Big is a duality. God is One. Will read trip report later.. just replied to title.

God ain't big bro you just small

Yeah, I was having a conversation in a youtube comment section and I realized that a lot of my understanding of words is implicit, intuitive and colloquial which doesn't hold up when speaking to more rational, scientific types. I mean, for example when I studied accounting if those concepts and words weren't clearly defined entire nations couldn't operate. In order to actualize on my LP of course creation and when I get to my Thought Art project ( which will take time and needs to be built off the foundation of my other projects... (like the Effortless Work Week)) I need to have a much more solid foundation of definition in each field I partake in, and of science, psychology, and existential vocabulary. Reading books isn't enough, I need to be defining these terms in my own words.

I realize I have never really done this. New OneNote project has now started... I think it's also important to define words in any categories in which you work.

Ultimately, you are responsible for you. Also, there is risk to everything. Statistically the condition you have is pretty rare. It's also a side effect of covid itself right?

@Judy2 Lol, dang! Just kidding.

Please take a break. These ideas have nothing to do with your life. Go, relax, take a break from all this stuff. Go talk to friends and family. Take a break from all things Actualized.org for awhile. Infinity doesn't mean you will end up here again and again... It means things can be new and interesting and fun for ever. Not the same thing again and again. You are misapplying the ideas which is stressing you out. These ideas should make life more fun and enjoyable. Your doing it wrong. So, go relax and be normal. Chill, enjoy some nice tea etc. Your just a guy or girl... You are living your life, just like the rest of us. Relax, chill, go play some video games, read a book. This phase you are in will end in time. It's alright.

I took it and I am fine.

Well, they clearly exist so that is false on some level. Description is part of the Absolute itself. But, they aren't the same as Grokking it in its totality. But, what you are saying is obvious to me. I think I explain this in my response. Well, we do. 5meodmt and others... I mean, that at least sky rockets you if used properly. However, yeah. I got my Qigong 'grind' still, and meditation. So, you aren't wrong imo. But, we have technologies that can allows us to grow much faster than in the past.

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But is that really the highest emobodimemt of Gods love? sounds more like a lack of technology

@Apple Juice I get you. Just be patient. I can’t really relate because audios don’t have that strong effect on me… but good luck with everything.

Take a break

Wondering what you think? 1. Not learning to deal with failure 2. Not taking life serisouly 3. Half assing life 4. Letting yourself be distracted 5. Not being willing to really look at how your behavior is shaping your life 6. Not enjoying what is...

No, actually you need to make the distinction between reading my list, and the reference experiences I am pulling from from my mystical experiences. there are many facets to awakening not sure what you are talking about. even infinity is finite… obviously a list of words is just a list of words. But, what they point to (my direct mystical experiences) were actual things I realized in some of my deepest states… the list is a pointer… and a post on a forum. hmmmm, symbolic pointers will always be important when communicating these things to ‘others’…. As is all of Leo’s work or any sacred text for example. That is the key point of implicit vs explicitly understanding. Awakenings are implicit, lists are explicit. and, frankly though I’ve had deep mystical experiences I have many more to come… also lots more embodiment, and integration and maturing to do. other guys list is a different context I think… maybe that is more projection…

I think his work is pretty good embodiment of this… I am very grateful for Leo’s work. I assume he is pointing to his work. It’s pretty fucking amazing IMO. not to blow smoke up your ass Leo. Leo is a reflektor in my books.

I think it’s more like… Classically, women embody more feminine energy while men embody more masculine energy. As part of the Yin and Yang, manifestation of all aspects of reality there is divine masculine and divine feminine traits running all through nature… I have to study this more but… right now I think these are archetypes, metaphors for explaining these polarities. There is also like shakti and sheeva this is also a concept I hear about in a lot of tantric and sacred sexuality teachings and circles when teaching high level sexuality and intimacy… I will note to do more research here.