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Certain substances hit different notes really well. LSD can be great 5meo is the most consistent I find for deep self love..

Interesting… I used to get full brain orgasms when walking to open mics to sing and I get a lot of third eye action doing Qigong three treasures work on the upper Dan tian but not that!

I feel like my take away is: enjoy everything now! Stop wanting and craving.

What steps could I take to be so grounded in my truth it doesn't matter what people say, treat me, or what happens in my life I am happy and continue toward my goals.

another one is dwelling in imperfect creative output instead of just continuing to create… I could be years more advanced!

@Flowerfaeiry

I also wish I had known how good looking I was in my teens and early 20s. Now that I am balding at 26... It's not damn.. lease I look good bald but I liked me hair. Even though I smoked weed I always did really well in school. Also deleting my old channel after a severe ego backlash... But, I really like where I am right now in my life. I think I am making something great happen and will continue to work.

@PurpleTree Yeah, a bunch of them.. Weed is one of them I think, maybe quitting swimming when I was 12, or maybe not making more music through jr high and high school. I would have liked to have socialized more in highschool, dated more girls, avoided toxic relationships, knew I was lovable the whole time, been more social with student council, done better in math... made more art... smoked weed in a responsible way with people... I think my biggest regret is simply not loving myself more. Regrets though don't really make sense.... All these things were part of my process to becoming who I am becoming. In my darkest of days I dwell on a lot of regrets but they don't have much room where I am going except to be fully felt and integrated. If it wasn't for trauma and dysfunctional parenting a lot of those things wouldn't have happened... So I take it easy on myself.. Love my mistakes to death.

no ragrets

"It's all just me"

Jesus is an idea

Seems like he is just blaming everyone and being a victim... Spirituality or pursuing success looks different for everyone. Not everyone can escape slave labour thats just a fact. It's a harsh reality... But, still... people can improve their lives I think. Anyway, go provide some value if you want to. You don't need to do what other people want you to do. No shame in having a job no matter what it is. Love what is. But, listen to your intuition if you want to improve your situation. Sadly... Even the most educated doctors, nurses and architects are pretty privileged..

20 Reasons To Forgive Yourself Love to know what you think.

@somegirl Ahaha, I never even think about Virgins... I'd prefer to find a good lover first and foremost.

Okay I re-uploaded it and it should be about 50% louder. That is all I am doing for it. Future episodes will be louder.

Wondering if the audio is too low to watch it? Should I re-upload it in your opinion?

Thank you for your feedback! Noted on the Audio. I noticed that as well.

Depends I think it can be deeply spiritual and healing

It's not like sex isn't as good the second time you have it lol

I mean, it’s not obvious to me what you mean. Maybe it’s more implicit than I can grok i think my understanding of shame is more nuanced than thinking I’m less than reality. but, I’m sure that’s part of it or maybe even part of the existential basis for other aspects.

What does you being part of reality do for curing your shame? what about enlightenment is connected to healing ego trauma?

Sex is Sacred... waiting until marriage for sex is bad... what if you two aren't a sexual match? You need to figure out what types of sex there are and what you like before you settle down forever.