Thought Art

@itachi uchiha lol

ooooooooooooo, lol got you there thats the simplest explanation instead of ending up with infinite feedback loops

One authority to another though right? Overly well thought out post. Some of it seems a bit strange. I consider Leo a nihilist and someone who loves science. Cool to read someones perspectives. I personally find that science and spirituality are both important and have enough juice to excite me for the rest of my life. I personally don't know Leo but I feel like his videos opened my up to learning about all perspectives and not defending my own. I find it interesting when people accuse Leo of this, when he teaches others to be open. And, yeah, Why would he speak to Rob (Adeptus) when he frequently makes videos about him in a negative light. It's wisest to just do your thing in those situations. I personally like Robs content. I am personally not a buddhist, but I love buddhist teachings. Lots of juicy stuff in that. I personally am not into having "Faith" in a teaching. But learning from as many as possible over the course of my life. Buddhism has a lot of great stuff in it.

I will attend one of these one day.

Maybe focus on building rapid skill acquisition instead of mastery if is just a hobby. Here is a book I enjoyed on the subject. The First 20 Hours

https://www.actualized.org/forum/forum/2-self-actualization/

Sober or high, ya can be very mislead But, sometimes you are closer to the truth.

@Sigitas You can message him on the forum in a personal message

Making a video about my contemplations of high quality decision making

"Baby you try but you can't deny... chemistry!"

Yes but, don’t make more stress than necessary. Learn to enjoy everyday as it is. Make small steps. Feel.

I personally think we have no way around work. So, it’s good we find a way to lower the suffering through whatever process that is. I personally find I suffer more from growing, and the ego backlashes associated with seeing the truth. Suffering can be good if we must go through it. Your here to become passionate about life. If your 20, decide right now to orient yourself to finding it creating work you enjoy. It’s out there. Waiting for you. Find a way to cure the depression. Find your passion so you know that when you go to school you are building a powerful life for yourself. I dealt with anxiety and depression most of my life so I can understand you. But, life can be very beautiful.

I think I don’t care about views or subscribers but my own relationship with myself in putting out creative work. I will post at least 1 short a day for the rest of 2022. Let’s see where this goes. ?

I’m going to face the truth instead of cower away from it.

For me right now what matters most: 1. Maintaining healthy finances and developing a greater savings 2. Paying down debts 3. Developing better mental health and self esteem and curing myself of the traumatic backlashes and suicidal thoughts I get from time to time 4. Deepening my Qigong and meditation practice 5. Possibily finding a second job for the next year or two Being easy on myself. Letting myself be where I am.

Addressing and working through our trauma and being honest about it, and actually healing is better than popularity. I will be myself warts and all. YouTube is just for fun anyway.

Just lost 2 subscribers on my YouTube channel. Oh well lol

I feel a lot of pain at this time. I will go home, meditate and do Qigong. Drink herbal tea and go to bed.

I have many times feared this would happen and often do. my father used to scream at me for forgetting to wash the dishes. I had ADHD growing up and would forget everyday.

People who judge my flashbacks or regressions are simply uneducated.

I am going to feel all my emotions, good or bad, healthy or unhealthy, harmonious or discordant.

“In fact, feelings are best regarded as roadside pointers toward lessons we need to learn on our path. Each time there is something we are really angry about or scared of, there is a powerful lesson to be learned. It is usually something we have withdrawn from in the past that we are now getting the opportunity to embrace” - Gay Hendrix, Learning To Love Yourself