Thought Art

Imagine be a "highly atualized yellow janitor" That seems like a paradox... Knowing so much and then just mopping the fucking floor... jeez. Nothing wrong with being a Janitor it's a really important job. Just, not ideal. Why put a bird in a cage? You can't really reach yellow if that is how you are living.

"It's just a reflection of a reflection of a reflection of a reflection, ahhh, will I see you on the other side?"

@4201 Nice response. I am just responding naturally not trying to be combative. Tell this to a person with autism or down syndrome or ADHD or a brain injury. Or someone with mercury or heavy metal toxicity in the brain... Or a donkey, bird, dolphin, plant, ant... Your neurochemistry, brain type, etc plays a massive role in how you perceive reality and affect your thoughts. As a human right now you can change your thinking and intention and change both your neurochemistry and your bodies nervous system and physiology. Okay, your brain is not a computer. Not every brain can run the same programs. Nor can a brain in one state understand/ perceive another brain in another state. Not all computers, if I even use that analogy can run the same games because they have difference specs. The software has to be compatible with the hardware. If you're saying all is "Thought" from a non-dual, or infinite mind perspective its not the level I am speaking at. Yes, I am thinking or imagining my brain chemistry. However... Your neurochemistry and neurophysiology totally affects and limits and influences what you can or can't think. Thus, psychedelics, meditation, nootropics etc. I actually think, you may be creating a false duality between thoughts and the brain even though you are trying to merge them. You said brain chemistry is the result of thought... do you mean thinking? or how are you using the word thought. What is thought to you in this context? You can rewire your brain, you can use cognitive behavioural exercises to change the way you think which affects your brain. But, this is hard to do if you don't get enough sleep, eat properly, have heavy metal toxicity, smoke too much weed or are a donkey. Your thoughts can change your brain chemistry, and your brain chemistry/ neurology can change your thinking/ thoughts.

Pretty sure most place only charge for possession? The major concern is drug trafficking. Don't do that. Go to a place where it is legal, or just take care. So so so many people do psychedelics, talk about it online.. they don't arrest you for having done something. I say, do it legally. Personally this is my approach.

Qigong modo from Lee Holden "No pain, No pain"

Good point. I am not promoting anything.

There is actually a back and forth interplay and its nuanced and non-linear.

@fopylo I personally found that using the Head Space App to be really useful for developing this skillset. Though, it requires up keep. It has helped me a-lot. I usually get up in the morning, drink a hot herbal tea to get the jing warmed up. Sit for 15-20 minutes then do a 20 minute Qigong set. My daily morning meditation uses the skillset learned from training with this for a year or 2. This app got me from not being able to sit for 3 minutes to sitting for hours.

I am happy about my success recently, my spiritual practice. I am unhappy about my lack of money and intimate relationship. Though, income recently doubled it's going toward education. I want more disposable income. @Javfly33 Funny how we can love our misery... ego is a funny thing.

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Music, Qigong, Brazilian Jiu Jitsu, Hiking, Intimate Relationships, Envisioning powerful creations. Love

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From "Cosmic Nutrition" By Mantak Chia and William U. Wei Yin Feminie Qualitys are balance by Yang Masculine Qualities and vice Versa. Feminine Vs Masculine "Feeling is balanced by Intellect Love is balanced by Wisdom Meekness is balanced by Self- Value Caution Is balanced by Courage Freedom is balanced by Responsibility Patience is balance by Aggressiveness Tenderness is balanced by Stability Joy is balanced by Moderation Faith is balanced by understanding Gentleness is balanced by Strength Intuition is balanced by Logical Reasoning Generosity is balanced by Economy Repose is balanced by Energy Zeal is balanced by Reflection Ambition is balanced by Unselfishness Charity is balanced by Justice Candor is balanced by Tactfulness Aspiration is balanced by Judgement Benevolence is balanced by Discrimination Liberty is balanced by Obedience to law

I've got this vision... I am a sailer... I must prove my ability to navigate the seas of life. Find that balance.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0CeLRrBAI60

My first Albums artwork and poster! It was such a fun yet scary and stressful time pushing myself to complete my first creative vision.

This song has always inspired me. I don't wanna work in a building downtown No, I don't wanna work in a building downtown I don't know what I'm gonna do Cause the planes keep crashing always two by two I don't wanna work in a building downtown No, I don't wanna see when the planes hit the ground I don't wanna work in a building downtown I don't wanna work in a building downtown Parking their cars in the underground Their voices when they scream, they make no sound I wanna see the cities rust And the trouble makers riding on the back of the bus Dear God, I'm a good Christian man In your glory, I know you understand That you gotta work hard and you gotta get paid My girl's thirteen, but she don't act her age She can sing like a bird in a cage Oh Lord, if you could see her when she's up on that stage You know that I'm a God fearing man You know that I'm a God fearing man But I just gotta know if it's part of your plan To seat my daughters there by your right hand I know that you'll do what is right, Lord For they are the lanterns, and you are the light Now I'm overcome By the light of day My lips are near, but my heart is far away Tell me what to say I'll be your mouthpiece! Into the light of a bridge that burns As I drive from the city with the money that I earned Into the black of a starless sky I'm staring into nothing, and I'm asking you why Lord, will you make her a star? So the world can see who you really are Little girl, you're old enough to understand That you'll always be a stranger in a strange, strange land The men are gonna come while you're fast asleep So you better just stay close and hold on to me If my little mocking bird don't sing Then daddy won't buy her no diamond ring Dear God, would you send me a child? Oh God, would you send me a child? Cause I wanna put it up on the TV screen So the world can see what your true word means Lord, would you just send me a sign? Cause I just gotta know if I'm wasting my time Now I'm overcome By the light of day My lips are near, but my heart is far away Now the war is won How come nothing tastes good? You're such a sensitive child Oh, you're such a sensitive child I know you're tired, but it's alright I just need you to sing for me tonight You're gonna have your day in the sun You know God loves the sensitive ones Oh, my little bird in a cage Oh, my little bird in a cage I need you to get up for me, up on that stage And show the men that you're old for your age Now ain't the time for fear But if you don't take it, it'll disappear Oh, my little mockingbird, sing Oh, my little mockingbird, sing I need you to get up on that stage for me, honey And show the men it's not about the money Wanna hold a mirror up to the world So that they can see themselves inside my little girl Do you know where I was at your age? Any idea where I was at your age? I was working downtown for the minimum wage And I'm not gonna let you just throw it all away I'm through being cute, I'm through being nice Oh, tell me, Lord, am I the Antichrist?

Engramn -" All is well, all is forgiven. This moment is perfect. Forever." Engramn - "Dance around the Fire light symphony, where everybody loves you that you see. They put their loving arounds around you 'Believe me I've been through it too'" The Album art is actually a Qigong standing posture. I did not know this at the time of it's creation. It's based on the cover page of this book: It's a posture for protecting your heart energy. I also felt like it was Jesus taken down from the cross. Or, the opposite of crucifiction.

My initial idea for this project was to create relaxing folk pop music that is inspiring and interesting. But, I didn't want to create just another folk singer. I wanted Engramn to feel like it was it's own universe.

My current project and my "One Thing" is The Effortless Workweek. An online business focused on teaching and coaching busy professional with skills for relaxation, more energy, mindfulness and greater physical comfort to enjoy their work weeks with joy.

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