Thought Art

She literally just walked by holding another guys hand ?? what the literal fuck universe Here I am studying secure intimacy thinking about these feelings she stirred in me and then she walks by the cafe holding some guys hand fuck all I can do is laugh

This is gonna take some time. I wish I could love and just have a secure attachment style. The only option is to work through it. It shouldn’t be this hard or scary…. Lol

Ahah, I think she is pretty grounded actually. I have attachment issues TO the groundedness and maturity of the person. These are my reactions to her. I think she’s pretty social and secure. @puporing I think you are right. My triggers are from my past and things I have not healed and transcended. I feel totally fine being alone and prefer it. However, I know being in a relationship can bring a lot of love and additional quality to my existence. But, I have to go slowly.

I like relative love for people and the infinite stuff

Let’s talk about that. Chances are this isn’t really helping and you need to go out and socialize, act in what you are learning and really just take action. Stop filling your head with ideas and go get some direct experience.

Last 20?

Some people listen and listen and listen and take no action, get confused and depressed don’t be that guy

Enjoying life and survival

When the 5meo hits

Potential straw man

I sort of felt like… maybe he doesn’t know what he is talking about in this episode. Made me question his understanding of solipsism, of minds, of materialism, of self deception. im sort of branching out and really just listening to Leo for some motivation and interesting ideas but… Im weighing my own direct experience beyond Leo there is only one bubble of experience

Use all the tools at your disposal my friendos

https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9lbnRoZW9nZW5pYy5wb2RvbWF0aWMuY29tL3JzczIueG1s/episode/aHR0cHM6Ly9lbnRoZW9nZW5pYy5wb2RvbWF0aWMuY29tL2VudHJ5LzIwMjItMDUtMTZUMTBfMDBfMDAtMDdfMDA?hl=en-CA&ved=2ahUKEwjEzLPN2ef3AhXhkYkEHSDuDrEQjrkEegQIChAF&ep=6 Let me know what you think. I love Rak and Martin and have spoken to them both a few times. Cool to see the Bridging Heaven and Earth project. If I could afford I would apply.

@Preety_India oh rly? I like Oolong. It's cozy and the kind I have is almost like chocolate. I tried one from india I think on the weekend when I was studying at a tea house. Taste radically different I don't even know how they call it an Oolong.

When I can afford it im gonna become the biggest tea head

@Preety_India Same, I’m excited and I’ve been exploring Puerh, Oolong, Sencha, long Jing, etc… when I can afford it I will order the backpack with the travel gong fu brewing for my outdoor study, Qigong and gongfu tea sessions throw in an OP1 and we are in heaven

@Preety_India nice ahah he has a great personality. He makes take very exciting

JP is very practical for most people on getting their life together.

Infinity would suggests infinite Gods... The cup that over flows...

I think it’s worth say that… learn from ralston and attending his retreats is very valuable to your development. So would be trying Leo’s techniques. your teachers don’t need to agree and can both be useful

Welcome to Actualized.org

I think social media, Twitter mobs, mainstream media and politics, cancel culture has made me paranoid. Im working on it. I think this is why sometimes I am extra disagreeable on purpose on the forum because I am tired of living in fear of peoples opinions. I think that the more i identity with the whole of reality, hard truths, and multiple interpretations the more I can get in trouble with highly emotional and opinionated people. I think it may backfire if I’m not careful. There is a balance of not caring, and being healthily cautious I think.

Looking for more books or resources on consent! Share below… Going to buy a book called “Know my name”