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@Breakingthewall you believe

‘Free’ just make sure your a Christian

Maybe I shoulda went this route

Experiencing some suicidal thoughts and self doubts. I’m very foolish. I don’t know how many more days I can take the bus to jobs that mean nothing. everything I pursue scares me and I want to quit Im weak as fuck

I don't think I am strong enough...

I am realizing I am not special, I am getting older and I am not wise. I am going to get a second job, cut my losses and focus on building a normal career. Fuck life purpose. That is for rich people or people who started young. I will enjoy my life, but I am not here to do anything special.

"the act or offense of speaking sacrilegiously about God or sacred things; profane talk." - Oxford Languages Zen Devilry

Yea. Creating distance from ego. But also, be yourself

I think most people in the US and Canada don't really like their job. I think a lot of people have a lot of stress but enjoy aspects of life.

Give yourself a hug Cry a little bit say "Thank you" "I am Sorry" "I am glad you are here"

Laws of human nature is amazing. Lots of practical and even spiritual insights in that book.

RIP

I like that

Ben is definitely blue orange. It's easy to smell other's bullshit.

I can't get younger but I can age well, and create a mature beautiful and balanced life. I still have some subtle dark thoughts, suicidal thoughts. I have suffered greatly in my life. However, I know many others suffer as well. So in that case I am a warrior. I have come a long way. I am smart and capable. I have the vision. I am taking action every single day. Let's making something work. So many people fail. Failure is the norm. I must overcome all my challenges and limitations. I want to help to destress the world.

Can't wait to look back on where I am in 5 years... Still sober, successful, financially free. Ill be 31... Older and older we go. Can't go back in time. Have to no longer identify as the young man I was, with the opportunities I had. I wish I could be 20 again with the knowledge I now have. However, I obviously simply have to make due with the life I have. I would like more friends who are interested in Yoga, Qigong, meditation, music and wellness. No more stoners and losers. As my past few roommates were. I only want leaders, creators and great people in my life. I felt like for awhile I was meeting a lot of these people but I was pretty under developed. Life can be really beautiful, but it can also be hellish. I want to make something beautiful. I don't need to be famous.

@Fearless_Bum Huperzine? I ordered some, waiting for it.

How do you love all this shit and make a good life despite it all and see all the love that is here How do you love the darkness Can you light a candle?

Feeling some vulnerablility today. Feeling a bit of self doubt. I've had a lot of success this past year, graduating school, finding a job that pays higher than I initially thought possible. I've invested in some online courses I hope they will pay me dividends. About to graduate my Qigong program Can afford to live on my own... Overcoming limiting beliefs. Putting Leo's "Life is imaginary" bullshit in proper perspective... Quiting smoking week Things are looking good. I am getting older, I experienced some big failures over the past few years. Just gotta keep going. Set backs will happen but I am still alive, still have opportunities if I am willing to work. Work.Work.Work.Work.Work.

Success is a long term strategy. Go slow, be strategic, keep learning from mistakes and correct but don’t quit. there’s nothing else to do.

He’s a healer

@RMQualtrough Yea? Moving a little bit of energy with your hand isn't that big of a deal. Not sure what a million bucks has to do with what we are talking about. I tipped over a bin... Qi is real. Don't know how it works at that level yet but I've done it once when I knocked over that bin. Most of my Qi work though is more for healing and charging up, clearing my Tan Tians. Not saying people can just fly objects around the room but you can do some cool stuff with Qi.

First off, don't give anyone your authority Second off, I too have shot energy out of my finger tips soooo I don't doubt Leos experience.