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If psychedelics are illegal how come people are able to talk about their use in countries where they are illegal? I don't understand it exactly.

I have found them to be extremely motivating. Mostly because, I've seen reality from such a high state of understanding and love that I realize I HAVE to work to create an amazing life. Tripping gave me visions for my business, my values and my life purpose which is Qigong right now. I have so much passion to provide value to the world, to start earning 10k+ a month and to build systems so I don't have to trade time for money. I have shit to do and things to create... and more trips to have in the future. I love tripping, but I love creating and sharing and growing as well. I sense me and 5meodmt have a lot more to learn about one another. Also, mushrooms... theres so many to try! I've seen them make people lazy though. Or at least, overly idealistic with the pragmatics of life.

I think that the acceptance of pain is important. But, I also think that healing and awakening through pleasure is important as well. Sometimes there is pain in life, in this work. That is okay. But, there is also extreme joy, love, and pleasure if done correctly. Really, when you life is going well and you are very concious I think like is meant to be enjoyed. Siva (God) , has no preferences of whether it suffers or not. So, it created this dream for itself where it can suffer or experience pleasure and plenty of both. Create your own experience.

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I wrote a song I'll be performing this sunday that goes like.. So it didn't turn out the way you wanted Demolition sight thats where the heart is... You're ashamed of who you one were! But I don't mind no. I don't mind... at all! ... Lessons taught lessons taken Unnecessary miscommunication Please sit down please start to listen I dont mind. no I dont mind... I don't mind at all! So you didn't know you were a student Lessons never stock unless you worry That you can't or that you shouldn't Realize you don't need your eyes to see...

Or, you can be a business that runs well. Be a good capitalist.

I know how it feels to get a warning. Can be very triggering. He is just butt hurt

@JoeVolcano Are you being Saucy with me kiddo? Try to be context aware. OP doesn't need to know everything about Truth to start getting out of his apathy. It's probably more of a balance of letting go and picking up.

@Breakingthewall Sure, but you need right view. Can't just deconstruct all the walls.

@Breakingthewall He doesn't need to completely deconstuct himself. He needs to get out of this apathetic state and take action. He needs to develop a vision, and set of habits and take action on solving his problems. The apathy here, is the illusion that needs shattering.

There's part of the problem. Psychedelics aren't really drugs. (trip at your own risk. You know yourself better than I do) If you don't try them, you are keeping yourself stuck. You know how I cured my depression recently? My apathy? First of all, I meditate, do Qigong and contemplate every day/ week. Plus I work on my own business. But, I pulled myself out of a depression by doing a 2g mushroom trip. 2 weeks ago and I still feel better. Your vastly limiting yourself to thinking that your depressed, apathetic state is akin to "being sober" you are not sober if you are chronically depressed and apathetic and full of grief and doubt. That is not being sober. Build out your toolkit, and if you can... safely explore the whole buffet of techniques we discuss here. And if you don't wanna trip from time to time in a safe way. Then, take action on your dreams. I think you are completely wrong that your love for philosophy can't go hand in and hand in business. So many businesses are willing to pay thousands if not 10s of thousands for applied philosophy in a business setting. You just have to make it valuable to people.

Hmm, have you taken the life purpose course? Have you read "Letting go" by David R Hawkins?

So glad to see others tripping, doing Qigong and meditating! I think I may have a high tolerance to malt. I will begin experiments when my life is more aligned for that.

MALT does not work for me, vaped or plugged. Will try snorting?

Creation and non-existence are duality. It’s a tricky thing to talk about. God is all there is. God is prior to time or creation. God created itself, because God transcends and includes itself, existed prior to itself, is completely eternal, is infinite paradox. I remember a definition given by Leo is “God is the thing that created itself” God is a verb and a noun. God is Godding. OP has a point, how can eternity have a beginning? How can something existed for ever have a beginning? How can is choose to create and be one way over another way? Infinite intelligence. infinity “The Tao can be spoken is not the eternal Tao” - Lao Tzu This is an area I need to contemplate more and have more direct experiences of. I don’t know. Technically, the universe was created… Right now. Everything Now!

You only have your own..

It’s more about having a toolkit and balanced set of practices. He wrote the book of not knowing. You don’t know what you don’t know. Oh, I can here Vernon Howard laughing in the background about a man who agrees with another mans “truths” or “facts”

@hoodrow trillson Connor Murphy or the Qanan Shaman

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@JoeVolcano Don't preach deconstruction to people who are in a mode of construction. Just, let it go.

Seems like everyone gets shit flung on them. When you are providing so much value, it doesn't matter if a few people get turned away. Everybody gets trolls.

The king's taken back the throne The useless seed was sown When they say they're cutting off the phone Then tell 'em you're not home No place to hide You'll find there's a soldier on their side You're still a soldier in your mind But nothing's on the line You say it's money that we need As if we're the only mouths to feed I know that no matter what you say There are some debts we never pay Working for the church while your family dies You take what they give you And you keep it inside Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home Hear the soldier groan we'll got it at alone I can taste the fear Lift me up and take me out of here Don't want to fight, don't want to die Just want to hear you cry Who's gonna throw the very first stone Oh, who's gonna re set the bone Walking with your hand in a sling Wanna hear the soldier sing Working for the church while my family dies You're little baby sister's gonna lose her mind Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home Hear the soldier groan we'll got it at alone I can taste your fear It's gonna lift you up and take you out of here If the bone shot never heals I cannot make him yield You can't find me now But they're gonna get their money back somehow And when you finally disappear We'll just say you were never here Been working for the church while your life falls apart They're singing hallelujah when defeating your heart Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home Hear the soldier groan we'll got it at alone Hear the soldier groan we'll got it at alone

Hey everyone, so from time to time I can fall into depression, hopelessness, and suicidal thoughts. So I thought I would write a list of the tools I’ve learned to get out of this head space. 1. Get enough sleep. When we aren’t sleeping well our brains don’t function and getting depressed or losing control of our emotions becomes very easy. 2. Call someone. Call a friend, family member or suicide/ mental health hotline. You’d be surprised how good you feel right away. Socialize. 3. Check your diet. When your diet is poor it affects your mental health. Eat healthy foods. 4. Take action! Instead of feeling hopeless and trapped take action on what you know you need or want to do. Just doing it, even when you initially don’t feel like it makes a huge difference. 5. Vent in a forum or journal. 6. Read books about cognitive behaviour and remind yourself of your values. 7. Journal, write lists, to do’s, your values, and affirmations. 8. Move your body! Exercise. Walk, run, lift weights or do yoga or Qigong. 9. Meditate, body scan, feel present. Smile into your body. 10. Let go, surrender and accept what is. Stop smoking. Damaged lungs = chronic anxiety.

inevitable is infinity

So! In the beginning There was a hum From a poet whose pulse fell Drum drum drum! He would perform prayers and all Till one day he heard a voice call Come come come! Suspicious he moved With vicious caution Dismisses, He thinks is a little often People get held back By the void inside 'em. Yo! The void said, I'm poised to speak inside you "Rejoice then please let me invite you To evil, greed and lies too." Yeah! Confused and dazed He moved in ways He soon became "Hakuna" A knock on his door, his heart is no more A knock on his door, his soul is no more Yeah That was in the beginning As the story goes on So The poets got a proposal He would always hope but never know What it feels To be free. He would be the frozen Imposed as the chosen, All laws oppose him But it would be greed. That's got him there He's power-hungry, And proud too. People don't care, people just care Evil don't care, evil just care Yeah! That was In the beginning There was a hum. Then things changed. They say It is better to light a candle than to curse the dark in the eyes of the youth There are question marks Like freedom. Freedom for the mind and soul, We don't see them. See them for their worth at all, That's why we lead'em Lead'em to these wars And what is it we feed 'em. Feed em our impurities And who it is we treat 'em Treat em like the enemy Humanity will need'em. Need 'em like the blood we spill And we're freedom Freedom for the hearts we fill We mislead 'em. They hunger for the love we give But we cheat 'em. The guys beat him and all he wants Is his freedom, So they defeat him, Whatever spirit hes got. Beat him! And they teach him The rest of the world don't need him And he believes. In the disease that hes heathen Put up your fists if all you want is freedom Put up your fists if all you want is That was in the beginning Then things changed Yeah! And we keep holdin' on, And we keep bein' strong And we keep goin' on And on and on and on ( feel like some of the lyrics are wrong here)