Thought Art

Idk, people say it's bad for you. IF you like her, why not try cutting it out and focus on having amazing sex with her?

How would she know if you don't tell her? Are you like, bringing it up?

I've read some of the greatest geniuses really knew how to bust a nut

I feel like this is a good example of the trap of clinging to much to the deep unitive experiences when you return to human existence early on in spiritual journey.

I am very inspired by this channel!

The sad thing is Love is the ultimate truth he says heheh

Seems silly on surface

Seems 5meos are being made harder to get in Canada. May be on its way to being outlawed.

@Michael569 I teach Qigong online and at wellness centres. But, I am really new to it. I've made like 800 dollars over the past 6 months. It's something, but not enough to live on. So, I am focusing on Qigong, studying stress and studying finance. Music will be there when I am 30 and have 30 grand saved and a higher paying job than I have right now. I can't force reality. All I can do right now is develop the best possible habits and vision for myself that is realistic and pragmatic and learn to enjoy being a nobody. Just, do my thing.

Thanks. I just got a new job and start in a little over a week. I plan on getting a second job to pay off debt and save 6 months worth of expenses. My free time will go into eating well, studying finance/ wealth building/ accounting and Qigong. I may dabble in some relationships once the debt and loan are paid off. My main goal right now is simply to save up a lot of money. I am only 26. I think I will become a world class Qigong teacher and stress coach. I will continue to release music on Tiktok on a casualy basis and try to practice at least 20 minutes a day. But, really. I wanted to be a real artist and when I see it just being a hobby I would rather study wealth building and deep relaxation.

I've decided that I enjoy music. But, I want to be rich. So, going to focus on that the next 5-10 years. I will continue to build my Qigong business on the side. When I am rich and have more free time. I will make lots of music. We will see how time goes. But, right now for the next 2 or 3 years at least... Life purpose foundation is being set with personal finances being fleshed out. I am tired as fuck of struggling. I have been reading books on finance and stress reduction and Qigong. Because, frankly thats all the makes sense to do right now. This gives me a sense of joy because I know I am building stability in body, mind and wallet. If I do that... many things become much easier. Plus, it will keep me biologically young. I got a new job since being laid off, and looking to get a second in the industrial park for when I get off work. Focusing on killing debt and loans and saving 6 month expenses. I may save a bit toward marketing my webinar and Qigong course I've created as well to start collecting more data. Just, I am in a phase of building my foundation and balancing many things.

So, about 5 years ago I found myself extremely passionate about music. I became basically obsessed with the questions like 1. How do I write really good songs? 2. How do I play shows? 3. How to I get over my stage fright etc. And, I've done a lot of those things. I can write songs, I've played festivals, and I don't normally have stage fright. But, this week for example I tried going out to a few local shows and I found the bands to be really bad/ boring. I also find the music to loud to really socialize well. I used to really enjoy busking at a local famers market, but today I felt like... ashamed of what I was doing. Like a beggar or something. Plus, at this market you can't use sound equipment and people can barely here you. I had a 2 hour block to play, but I talked myself out of it after like 15-20 minutes just packed up my stuff and now I am at the library to do some work on my business, to study and contemplate. After leaving the market I feel sort of a pain in my chest. I feel a bit confused. Should I have stayed and just tried to get into it? But, it didn't feel right. I felt embarrassed to be a busker. I want to be a real musician on a stage ACTUALLY making an impact on the world with my art. Maybe I am maturing and growing out of a childish fantasy? Maybe I am going through sort of a building phase in other areas of my life (finance, foundation etc) and a limbo phase in another (my art/ music). Life without music feels strange. I used to love writing poetry and music and it was an ecstatic experience. But, I am so tired of being poor I am putting all my focus on higher paying accounting jobs and building my business. It's painful and boring. Plus, my tinnitus really confuses me as well. I notice when I get back into song writing mode I think of it more and then I feel afraid of writing or playing. Music on some level is my biggest passion. But, I also find it confusing. I sense making money from it will be a challenge and there is years of foundational work on my personal finance and my Qigong business as well I need to focus on. I have no idea if I can make a sustainable Qigong business and I am working through a marketing course... we will see. I used to love music, the lyrics, the sonics, and the beautiful insights I would discover lyrically and musically. But, all my old songs feel dated now to me personally. I need a new phase of song writing or something. I just don't feel inspired like I used to. I have many courses I want to pay for to help me become a better song writer and producer. But, there is also equipment I want to buy. I am just too fucking broke right now to do anything other than find better paying work and building my business. I will have to contemplate... 1. Have I outgrown music in my life? 2. What can I do to reignite the passion? 3. Do I just need to get my finances and these foundations more fleshed out and then the passion will return? 4. Is it my tinnitus which is causing to much fear for me to pursue this seriously? 5. Have I realized that without the pursuit of pride that music isn't something I am interested in? 6. If I am not smoking weed, do I even enjoy making music? 7. Why was I too embarrassed to busk? Is it pride or a realization I am not going to play for pennies and dime? I will take time later today to contemplate this myself. My dream was to be a successful artist. I think that, my tinnitus and the financial realities have lead to some of my recent suicidal thoughts. Which, luckily I cured with a mushroom trip. For me living a passionate life is important. I don't wanna just survive in my life. I wish there was a way to cure my ringing brain. Music, am I passionate enough about you? God, why you do this.

@OBEler Why not have her check out Kristine Marelle, Holistic Song writing and Michael Walker? Also, should should read and listen to the audiobook "The Addiction Formula" (Applying this will set her apart) And, she should read The Artists way if she hasn't already.

@Realms of Wonder O rly

His eyes are like pure in love to me. He is even smiling! ahaha

@puporing I was thinking the pen would have about 10 break throughs on it. But, I will have to experiment.

Seems I have to try a new type of ROE. Anyone buy the 5MeoDMT vape pens? They seem expensive but. Saved up gonna try it. Are they strong?

@OBEler Also, look... She should take the Life purpose course or something similar. Don't expect it to do all the work for you.

LSD

Try 1g one month. 1.5 another month... Make sure you know the strain. What strain do you have?

Leo posts pictures of his legs World loses mind

You like what you like... Once I said I had a preference for a certain kind of woman and people called me racist. Silly. You like what you like.

Yeah lol I literally read it in his voice I don’t think the Instagram posts are gonna hurt anyone

I felt like it was a duality of love post or something

I think they are fine “no fear”