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I think it set me back in life. Though hard to say that "It" was the cause. I had lots of trauma and anxiety that lead me to using it for self medicating. It also helped me in lots of ways too. But, reality is better without it. Or it used extremely rarely. I am going 1 year without smoking. Currently 2 months in.

Mushrooms cured my depression (in combination with reading, qigong, working on my life and eating/ sleeping well) 5meo fell me in love with the forgiveness and understanding of all beings no real reason to take them. There are dangers as well. Like confusion and momentary short term stupidity/ forgetting so social norms. So, be careful. It’s gets better once you realize what they are actually doing.

@Leo Gura

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I’m going to find a way out that is not just “find better wage slavery” ? Im going deep into contemplation with my current resources and my marketing program I paid for. I think the way out is with this program. I just need to stop resisting and moaning about it’s probably price tag. Freedom isn’t cheap.

@Godhead Yeah It is. Or, to develop a healthy stage orange set of habits for business, life style and skill development. Orange core with green skin

@caesar13 aha, I have read and may reread it. But that’s not a book on escaping wage slavery. Not in the sense I’m going to do it. We had to read it in high school. If only I had been wiser then to realize what gold it was.

@Godhead Vishen’s book is really good too

@Kross I fall into this. It’s almost always there a little bit. I find I just have to take action regards. I also find meditate, Qigong, journaling… when I do it in that order I find when I journal I start to think more positively. Not sure why yet. Also, a decent mushroom trip once a month to shed the cobwebs. I also accept that this feeling, or these thoughts happen and I express them to myself or here. I find venting helps in some way. Then I just keep moving forward.

@Nilsi oops, I meant what age was he when he wrote the book in which it had a 400 page bibliography. It’s not an insane amount given his age either nor given his works. ive probably got about 200 books right now… @gettoeflThats somewhat true. It really depends I think. Some fields are complex enough that things still take time to integrate. Also, the last chapter thing is nonsense. I’ve read enough books where the last chapter is a stand alone point that I wouldn’t do that. I would rather instead read the table of contents then skim through the book reading all the headers and sub headers, tables and any text boxes. That’s a better way to get a rough outline at least. Even then, you only what what a book says when I you read it.

@Nilsi Eitherway he is brilliant. His autobiography was written at what age? As a writer of his caliber you naturally read more than an average… which, now that I think of it isn’t hard as most don’t read.

@LordFall ahah you wouldn’t even think it possible likely Hell, maybe you’d be the owner

You can’t read a complex book in a day and understand it.

@ThePoint yup all the time. I know more about it now than before. I use a remarkable 1, what do you use?

@ThePoint had I had an ego backlash after shamanic breathing. Deleted it all and went back to school. Though, maybe I’ll do it again. Ive got to find some way of escaping and doing what I like that helps the world. I think I am in a better place. I’m considering starting again. I regret deleting what I had. But, anyway.

@Nilsi ahah, not whole books

@Nilsi something like 200 if you read one a week. He probably doesn’t read them cover to cover

Ask him lol

That’s bullshit. Maybes that’s for them. My work won’t even let me wear a hat when I’m cold at my own desk. Fuck that.

I had a YouTube channel teaching people journaling, affirmation and contemplation techniques specifically for e-ink tablets. I had done some simple organic marketing and had a few potential buys. But due to some other circumstances and my own immaturity I deleted the channel and pages and went back to school to study accounting to get a more solid “base”. I am going to escape wage slavery somehow. I need to stop looking at this marketing course as just a mistake and a debt load and instead look at it as learning ti hunt and escape trading all my time for fucking pennies. Plus, having to work around people I have to hide my true self from is so annoying. People are retarded. I’m finding a way out or I’m killing myself. I’m not gonna be a slave for this entire life. Or, that’s that’s what I have to be then I’d rather die.

@Hello from Russia ha ha Except the only my way out is to become extremely valuable or suicide.

@Leo Gura Sure feels that way when ur a wage slave

“So, what personal development topics are there to talk about? - Leo Gura

@Fluran don’t?

Make friends with one. They are really good listeners.