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I also think part of how I’m feeling is… I’m realizing my youth is officially behind me. Now I’m on my way to old age and death. I don’t feel like I’ve fully honoured my life. Sort of scary quarter life crisis.

I tend to go back and forth on it. Ambiguity. But, on my last date it totally fucked with my head. I think I used to find myself attractive and my hair made sleeping with girls pretty easy. Now, I have to relearn that people see me different.

@Tefikos I think part of it is that I was always good looking and women often complimented on my cute hair and face. I guess I’m just going through the grief of realizing I didn’t capitalize on it enough. It’s not the end of the world. I just liked having hair. Looking I’m the mirror I see this old fart lol

@StarStruck I can get a girl and customers with out. But, I personally don't like my baldy bald bald. I will get less girls and less customers because I am bald. Thats just how it works apparently.

The best part about shrooms is when your whole heart opens up "OH yeaaah, I forgot about this"

How much money would you recommend someone have before they start pickup?

@Gesundheit2 Don't you know all I want is prestige, power and green letters? Think of the potential pickups when I tell girls I am an actualized mod? You're not thinking long term enough. jk, I just am here often and thought maybe just maybe I was Mod material. BUT NO! wahahaha

What? I don't smell? *Sniff Sniff* jk I haven't smoked in 3 months wooot

Sounds worth it to me

@Heraclitus That ain't him

Mental Illness

Cry away

@Tefikos I fear I will be unattractive to them compared to my head full of hair. My inner voice says "who wants to watch this bald guy to Qigong?" Probably just a limiting belief.

@eggopm3 Yesss, I totally thought of this also

Watercrest

this is one of my favourite musicians, He's bald AF but keeps the hair

@Leo Gura Like, women aren't hiding they wear makeup, or even wigs, hair extensions, eye lashes, nails etc. Look, I am just working through my process here. Teaching Qigong I've been worrying a bit also that my ball head might lose me customers.

Why another thread?

@Leo Gura I’m not trying to hide that I’m bald, but to look like I have hair Anyway, I’m shaving it for now.

Rather God than Mod anyway ?

Me me me

@AtheisticNonduality He didn’t just murder other people, it was a mass murder of children. It’s also not about resources for me. I think he should be killed for committing a mass murder. It’s just that simple, if you commit a mass murder of children you die. I don’t care who he will be in 60 years. There’s billions of us who don’t commit mass murder. There are probably people he affected who will commit suicide as a direct result of his actions, people who may end up homeless and on drugs, people who in 60 years are shells of what they could of been. Who knows? in 60 years his victims will still be dead. Let’s care more about Cruz though. Jk, I know you aren’t caring more about the mass murderer than all his victims and their families and communities. And ultimately, if he spends his life in prison, who knows. Maybe he will find a way to contribute. I still think he deserves death for what he took from everyone else.

@AtheisticNonduality I’m not wanting to punish Cruz, I want to delete him. There’s no rehabilitation for someone who murdered 14 children. Game over. Give him back to God. He is immortal anyway.

Wow, that’s funny how your opinion that your smarter and see reality from a higher perspective than all the idiots who think someone who murdered 17 people deserves to die. What’s it like being so smart? So, people who think the death sentence is reasonable are blind eh? That’s funny and a bit odd. Maybe we should just let Cruz go back to school like nothing happened. Meanwhile the families and communities morn and the hundreds or thousands of kids who went to school with Cruz have PTSD for the rest of their lives. It’s not about revenge. I also doubt studying him beyond what they already know will do any good. We have plenty of research on the criminal mind. Nothing brought up in his defence was new. Not trying to be a dick. It’s just when people lump an opinion I have into the “blind idiot masses” I tend not to be as nice.