Thought Art

Just the tip? ahah some girls like a little booty action. Doesn’t need to be your cock

True hmm

The conscious the world is run by everyone given their perspective and relationship to the whole

Love looks a lot like indifference and cruelty sometimes

I’ve done the same thing in the past. It’s almost like these public intellectuals I listen to are acting as a pseudo connection. Fake breast milk from nestle I’m trying to use as the real thing. Same with books, pot, porn none of it is human connection and the depth of love and connection that is possible

Hope you are well

Focus on being practical, long term thinking, and building a work ethic and foundation of education and experience. Leo has videos for young people and the life purpose course. The spiritual stuff… isn’t until you are older.

Work,

I would avoid the deep spiritual stuff. Screwed me up in my early 20s. Now, I’m trying to recover. The practical stuff helped. But, some of the deeper stuff totally confused me. I made poor choices based on it.

God is truth

@Identity I can’t live without money and she clearly has a boyfriend so, I need to move on anyway

I want to feel loved, held, connected, understood, seen, and to hold and feel connected to someone else. I want to touch skin. These feels like it’s years away. I’m getting older. What kind of God doesn’t love while it’s young? What kind of God dreams a dream like this Women are so beautiful. I’d like to get to know and be with one I find beautiful. I’d like to be the man I know I can be.

I’ve had so many egos, feelings, emotions since that networking event. I think only more socialization and then time to integrate, learn etc is going to do I feel frozen, angry, memories and thoughts pass through my mind.. ”Did she or god just fuck with me? I’ve never seen her before in my life and then she walks by with him?”.. she’s so cute How can I see my potential for secure attachment and mature love despite this? I feel like I can’t focus right now. How lonely have I been? What is love? What is emotional mastery? What is secure attachment? What is love? What is being aware and conscious? What is my ability for secure attachment present at times and not at others

She literally just walked by holding another guys hand ?? what the literal fuck universe Here I am studying secure intimacy thinking about these feelings she stirred in me and then she walks by the cafe holding some guys hand fuck all I can do is laugh

This is gonna take some time. I wish I could love and just have a secure attachment style. The only option is to work through it. It shouldn’t be this hard or scary…. Lol

Ahah, I think she is pretty grounded actually. I have attachment issues TO the groundedness and maturity of the person. These are my reactions to her. I think she’s pretty social and secure. @puporing I think you are right. My triggers are from my past and things I have not healed and transcended. I feel totally fine being alone and prefer it. However, I know being in a relationship can bring a lot of love and additional quality to my existence. But, I have to go slowly.

I like relative love for people and the infinite stuff

Let’s talk about that. Chances are this isn’t really helping and you need to go out and socialize, act in what you are learning and really just take action. Stop filling your head with ideas and go get some direct experience.

Last 20?

Some people listen and listen and listen and take no action, get confused and depressed don’t be that guy

Enjoying life and survival

When the 5meo hits

Potential straw man

I sort of felt like… maybe he doesn’t know what he is talking about in this episode. Made me question his understanding of solipsism, of minds, of materialism, of self deception. im sort of branching out and really just listening to Leo for some motivation and interesting ideas but… Im weighing my own direct experience beyond Leo there is only one bubble of experience

Use all the tools at your disposal my friendos