Thought Art

@Leo Gura You are an artist

@B222 Homeostasis

@integral could be part of it. a lot of people just go years of the ego holding tension in the muscle system. When it releases the body can relax energetically.

Sounds like you went a little too high dose. But, totally agree on the release stuff!

The Fine Art of Problem Solving I wonder if this book is relevant

1. So, how many doses did you take during these deep 5meodmt trips? I don't understand how you tripped or so long unless you are using some kind of other chemical 2. Why even tell us this? Why tell us about your madness, your suicidal thoughts, your loaded gun, etc it almost seems like TMI Was this super high consciousness or madness or your inability to handle such high states? This sounds like a losing of grip on reality... or illness or instability. 3. So when you come back to normal reality... whats going on? 4. This information and experience you had would send most people into a mental institution if they try to do what you do. I know you know this. 5. I resonated with your story/ poem... I can relate to it. It made sense to me yet, idk. Anyway, be careful. I have to contemplate your leadership, and your sanity after some of what you said in this video as well. It sounds like you did some dangerous and reckless things while tripping I struggle with. I've essentially cured my own suicidal/ depression thoughts by taking direct action to face my fears in life and through using of sacred plants..., yet I can relate to what you went through. Anyway, listened, glad you are safe. I simply don't know what to think about your experiences. I've experienced deep states that are similar. Anyway, this is a post to begin thinking about this episode. Let's see what comes up in the future. Sorry if this seems half baked.

I don’t really know your sexuality. @at_anchor I’ve just realized through study, contemplation that humans are horny as fuck and it’s not fitting the social box we imagine exists. You need to be careful, mature and responsible…

Sounds like your stewing on ideas and concepts instead of making up your mind to live a powerful and happy life.

Still processing. It seems everyone is capable of sexual misconduct. I’m working on improving my life. I had a dream of being a musician but, that’s since faded. Now, this is the knife in the coffin for me. I lay in bed yesterday after work. Trying to figure out why I am living my life. Even my hero’s are capable of these things. Feeling a bit hurt, and confused. I don’t really feel safe in society. I can’t ground myself in anything. Other than, working on my life and trying to be well and happy and working in my own principles. Though I am working on my life everyday and working to honour my life, I also feel increasingly “Done” with life and human society.

Good books titles (can’t remember authors but you can find them on Amazon) 1. Healing the shame that binds you -? 2. Total self forgiveness -? 3. Shadow dance - David Richi and ‘When the Past is Present’ by him too 4. the Tao of fully feeling - ? 5. Mirror mask and shadow - Sheldon Kopp 6. The Body Keeps the Score - ? I find reading and journaling to be powerful for shadow work. Qigong can be used to regulate the nervous system

God is imperfect? God is actually perfect. Shiva is equally okay with pain or pleasure, joy or sadness. That’s part of the perfection. will watch later in full

Hmm the band is still doing there world tour. radio stations in Canada are stopping playing them interesting to follow what happens… something tells me they will ride the storm.

Odaly dodaly

“Let’s ask 3 people out of 300 million what they think”

Sometimes I wonder… what is the mastery of life? And is that the more meaningful contemplation when we find ourself in financial straits. Perhaps deep contemplation and execution on the pragmatically of life is more important.

@BipolarGrowth Your lungs play a role in your mood and thoughts. If you don’t respect them and your other organs it’s gonna make healing to disorder more challenging.

The point is… your sexuality likely won’t fit the box ? society imagines is normal. You yourself have to explore, discovery and accept yourself and develop a healthy and safe sexual expression.

No. You worked hard for it.

Nope. Maybe right after. if you wanna do that find a psychedelic therapist

“Wasting infinity” what a thought

@Raze @Raze hmm, that’s true Sounds more like the power dynamic, poor sense of boundaries etc People who got hurt

Not a fan but also didn’t listen to him much

@Danioover9000 Yeah, I just have carried so much fear and this band has inspired me so much. I hope the band survives this as well. I have a lot of respect for Win Butler. I know he is more than his mistakes. Same with Michael and all humans for that matter…

Lol God must be hoarding infinity for itself God is selfless because it is all things. Finite resources and “earth” is just a dream you as God is having.

Currently ordering tones of books on logic, finance, Qigong, data science, business, sales and marketing. Everyone and everything I’ve ever loved has let me down. Yet, I will meet this day with love in my heart.