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@Carl-Richard Yeah, Punching a guy to death with a brass ring isn’t it though. Totally good to be angry Healthy anger is a rather nuanced thing, can’t get into here

Listen to this audiobook

Keep looking for a good psychologist. Ideally one that listens, that helps you grow, challenges you a bit. A psychologist can push and challenge you. Sometimes someone calling you on your shit is healing. But, sounds like she was a bit too forward. I actually don’t fully believe it. Shop around…. Decide you will get well. Not all psychologists are the same. Not all are psychoanalytic who just listen to your story, try to u cover past traumas etc. Though, her behaviour is strange for a first session. Some of the quotes you provide seem a bit odd.

Healthy anger is the ideal here, as opposed to unhealthy, toxic anger or repression or suppression.

@EugeneTheSage Interesting. I don’t fully understand these things, how much is placebo, how much is energetic. I know that Sadhguru is very energetically powerful. I used to do his consecrated singing at one point and felt things I never had. It’s hard to remove placebo from things. But, we are the placebo Having certain materials on the body is likely to affect your Qi as Sadhguru says in other words. The Ring finger is the liver meridian, may be worth reading here. https://sage-answers.com/what-meridian-is-the-ring-finger/ And this https://www.yogapedia.com/definition/11621/ring-finger-energy anyway just glancing over this

Here is a great talk about addiction, low integrity and then becoming a person of integrity. Where ever you are right now, keep walking your path.

Always take safety precautions

Idk, I don’t think you’ll die from a trip permanently. That fear may hold you back from your deepest experiences.

@KH2 Man of your word

Waiting

Yes

Smoke a gram of DMT over the next 12 months. Obviously dosing safely.

Do you keep a commonplace book?

Read the richest man in babylon

There are interviews where he admits a lot of this, or at least suggests a lot of this. He talks about how the girls aren't allowed to leave, how he had to hide his phone and delete things last time he was raded etc... I think he will go to jail.

It's cool to wear brass rings in theory until you kill someone then spend the rest of your life behind bars.

One rejection at one school says nothing of what is to come next. Keep trying.

Wooooow

@Jehovah increases Basically. You can and have been dreaming forever because reality is dream Reality is my dream. Challenging immersive RPG. but, could be anything. God could dream itself as an infinite whirling twirling orgasm if it wants. life could be dream life could be dream

@Jehovah increases oh, I thought you were really asking ahah Seems like reality is absolute. It’s a sturdy ol gal, not gonna go anywhere

@Jehovah increases I’ve never committed suicide so I can’t really say the difference. a strong 5meo trip is like… gives me a sense of what suicide is because of the nature of what THIS is. if final death is anything like a 5meotrip…. ?

My two biggest fears: Death and pain/suffering though, death is really what I desire. Not suicide though.

Know thy self Who cares what he says

Read Scroll 5 of the Greatest Salesman in The World

Do you brush your teeth? Not eating food can also add flavor to mouth