Thought Art

If the brain is just full of chemicals. Then, you have nothing to fear…. I mean it makes sense that if you work on doing inner alchemy then you can develop an inner sweetness. Inside you exists heaven for eternity. You’ve been born in a dark age of deep sickness. Sickness and suffering is not how reality is supposed to be. You are infinite love. The social matrix we are a part of is deeply ignorant and sick. Consuming alcohol and various other neurotoxins has deeply poisoned us. Drinking alcohol and binge drinking in our youth is a very dangerous and bad idea. However, this goes far beyond simply drinking but layers of trauma, bad epistemology, and group think that lead us into complete stupidity and sickness. Our media is full of toxic ideas and imagery, and many of those who raised us programmed us with toxic ideas and limiting beliefs. There are totally different epistemological frameworks and ways of being that are possible for humans that have not yet been discovered or mass adopted. We live in a deeply sick and toxic culture. Stop looking to others as an example of how reality is supposed to be. Suffering, guilt, shame, fear, sickness, confusion, hate, self hate, ignorance, addiction, pain, etc are all false and a sign you are deeply caught in your own nightmare. Your true nature is whole, total health, goodness and perfect self love. Anything less than perfect health, perfect self love and perfect alignment with the principles of living a good life is compete bull shit. What I am saying might not make sense today. However, begin to slowly ask more and more questions. Why is there so much dysfunction in our society? Why are there mental health epidemics? Why do so many men and women struggle to have quality relationships? Why does true happiness seem so elusive? Why do people believe that reality is suffering? Why have religions like Christianity resulted in things like sexual abuse, genocide, and other outrageous crimes against humanity? Why is there so much trauma in our culture? Why do we have things like opioid epidemics in certain communities? Why are we so afraid to feel our emotions? Why do we cover over our feelings with food, porn, drugs and endless entertainment? This is not a culture you want to blindly accept. This is a darkness that permeates all cultures on earth. To feel well, whole, safe, loving, loved, good, content, whole, successful, healthy, capable, joyful, relaxed, calm, creative, aligned, happy, present, to be open to feeling negative emotions as well with loving, yet objective open minded kindness…. This is closer to a clear, healthy and sober mind. Not living in fear, judging others, petty human nonsense, shaming others, guilting others, us back them, separation etc… nor all the negative emotions we point at ourselves… This is my rant against feeling like shit. I envision a world of healthy, happy, grounded and emotionally mature human beings sharing the world in peace and balance.

Not my song but, a mood and lyrics I’ve been contemplating to. —— Who are you to wave your finger? You must have been outta your head Eye hole deep in muddy waters You practically raised the dead Rob the grave to snow the cradle Then burn the evidence down Soapbox house of cards and glass so Don't go tossin' your stones around You must have been high You must have been high You must have been Foot in mouth and head up ass-hole Whatcha talkin' 'bout? Difficult to dance 'round this one 'Til you pull it out, boy You must have been so high You must have been so high Steal, borrow, refer, save your shady inference Kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye When you pissed all over my black kettle You must have been high-high You must have been high-high Who are you to wave your finger? So full of it Eyeballs deep in muddy waters Fuckin' hypocrite Liar, lawyer; mirror show me, what's the difference? Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye, eye When you pissed all over my black kettle You must've been- So who are you to wave your finger? Who are you to wave your fatty fingers at me? You must have been out your mind Weepin' shades of indigo Trapped without a reason Weepin' shades of indigo Liar, lawyer; mirror for ya', what's the difference? Kangaroo be stoned. He's guilty as the government Now you're weeping shades of cozened indigo Got lemon juice up in your eye, eye Now when you pissed all over my black kettle You must've been High High High High Eyeballs deep in muddy waters Your balls deep in muddy waters Ganja, please You must have been out your mind

This was a flow of thought that came to me after a moderate 5meo experience. I realized that I am infinite love in the face of all these toxic ‘external’ influences. These states of deep selfless wholeness are great for orienting you within the realm of experiences. To ground yourself in wholeness, to be mature healthy and whole. To increase your consciousness and to overcome the undertoe of society. Man, so many of my songs ring true to what I said here. I’ve been writing songs about this stuff since my early 20’s.

@Eternal Unity Rant is okay sometimes

A good leader knows when to do nothing

@jimwell Leo is a big boy ahaha, he is welcome to ask for a lesson when ever he wants. I trust in his sovereignty and intelligence to do what is best for him. Qigong is a great practice. Happy to hear you have had such good experiences with it.

@Eternal Unity Because I am studying our toxic culture. I am putting my foot down that I will live a life well lived and not waste life in addiction, suffering, trauma and pettiness. Life is to be lived well.

Anyway, just one particular rant. I don’t normally rant.

@Fluran Well, are you saying or doing?

It’s a good goal to heal your trauma and develop healthy motivation. The life purpose covers stuff around healthy motivation. Trauma can be healed through many ways.

@Eternal Unity crucified by the romans not his own disciples

@Eternal Unity Not counting Judas I guess. But, I also know little about Jesus’s death

@Eternal Unity it wasn’t his followers who did jesus in

9. Use high quality communication and conflict resolution skills 10. Have a deep understanding and implementation of critical thinking and systems thinking skills 11. They are an apprentice of life and human nature. They are always learning 13. They take 100% responsibility for their lives. 14. They lead through example 15. They know how to be decisive 16. They have a clear, sober, grounded and mature mind. They have a high level of emotional mastery. 17. They use long term thinking. 18. They have a sovereign mind 19. When everyone is is complaining, moaning, addicted, traumatized, self deceived, corrupt, devilish, petty, etc they focus on purifying themselves, developing a clear sober mind and deep roots in their understanding and embodying of the highest principles. Once achieved they see others for what they are and are unmoved and unphased by the fools around them. 20. A good leader has a deep acceptance of reality. Deeply loving, willing to see truths others fear or shy from. Rooted in truth, oriented towards truth, embodying truth.

Different situations, contexts require different leadership styles. There are many different leadership styles out there and I suggest you take time to discover what your leadership type is. Here is a video sharing some potential types/ categories of leadership styles. I am going to list some qualities I think make a good leader. However, what a leader is can range from big and grand, to mundane and ordinary. To study and explore leadership is a caste area of study and contemplation and I recommend you make an effort to lead yourself in this regard. Small list (still in progress will be edited over time today) 1. Someone who is a visionary. They see something others don't. They are a creator not a competitor. A leader is self motivated A good leader is aware of his own self deception mechanisms and potential for corruption and actively works to self correct. A good leader self reflects A good leader see the potential in others a good leader has developed a level of integrity and wisdom and is an example to others a good leader makes decisions with imperfect information a good leader is a starter finisher, and a closer. This means they begin and finish tasks without having to be told or reminded. A closer is someone who is able to win the game, or bring a project to completion while others are scrambling. They close. A good leader leads others through the desert. (more coming)

Some fears are not important, others are part of wisdom is knowing the difference and how the mind works

I don’t know. Some of the deepest awakenings are so profound and paradoxical I still don’t know what to say about it. Everything you see is your creation already.

@mmKay What’s the difference?

Locking. Remember to be respectful guys. When you create a thread you are offering something to the forum. If all you wanna do is bully, cause drama, swear at others then just take a break. You aren’t fooling anyone.

People are going to live their lives however they want, grow at their own pace. To really build a life takes time. It’s a young community. It’s hard to gauge what people do when aren’t on forum. A good sign that someone is mature and developed to me personally is when they display their wisdom through how they embody themselves and how they see the potential in others.

@Nilsi Try not to put other forum members down. Why not lift others up instead of putting yourself on a platter. Why don’t YOU go do something beautiful instead of trolling here, putting others down? I don’t get it.

Acquired taste

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@StarStruck You are creating a good life by being competitive right now that’s good