Thought Art

@vishnusavestheday That’s none sense. It’s an internal experience. Yeah, fetal position, move how you like. Do whatever you want when you trip. Deep trips don’t look anything special. You definitely should not go rock climbing while tripping.

@Javfly33 Me? Come on try to be respectful. I just posted a very powerful contemplation list and all you guys do is leave me trash responses. If you don’t resonate with it, keep your snotty remarks to yourself. If you are interested in personal develop and taking your life to the highest levels.. then it’s worth contemplating each on these things. “For me, what would my most ideal, perfect level of development be in each area of my life? Why would I settle for what doesn’t make me feel aligned with my highest vision in life?” Again, not to be neurotic about it. But, making it explicit to yourself is worthwhile.

I am basically pointing to a vision of getting everything into alignment.

@Michael Jackson Perfect Paradox

@Someone here I wasn’t pointing to knowing all the finite stuff that’s not possible because it’s infinite. You can however Grok was reality is as a whole.

@Someone here You tell me

@OBEler hahahaha no. I trip for no witness

@OBEler I have done them let the Qi floooow i also just rub my face in my pillow and do the impossible gesture

This

I also got value from: Vernon Howard David Richo Osho Robert Greene Lee Holden Mantak Chia Dr. Yang Jwing Ming

Yeah, I really like Martin. But, the movements, the voice and some of his rules and concepts around 5meodmt.. even Leos experiences. I only really give my own direct experience authority.

Maybe, consciousness is absolute and imagines all that stuff. Consciousness is nowhere and uncaused. What you provided is a sort of materialist theory that involves neurons, and an exterior world. All that is imagined by consciousness. Leo had a good recent blog post on this. https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-023

Various new feeds. I like Democracy Now, and various channels.

@Leo Gura Okay. Just wanted to be sure. I don’t really see the difference exactly.

@Leo Gura Huh, I have no idea. Time will tell. I feel bad for those who end up feeling mangled and stuck in some kind of twisted limbo. Happy for those who feel successful though. If your gender seemed fluid once why wouldn’t it be fluid twice?

@OBEler I am very open to it. Just the sharing of links not so much.

@OBEler It's a grey area and pretty contentious. Time will tell. Anyway, all my points on that are made. All good, healthy conflict.

@OBEler A which sells you their drug over the internet. Hey, It's up to Leo and the other Mods. I am just saying if sourcing isn't allowed here I don't think that link is allowed. It is a shopping link to an online store to buy drugs. It may be a church, but their only thing uniting them is that drug. Those people sharing drug dealing links on videos are also breaking youtube guidelines, which are eventually cleaned up by mods and algorithms.. I am just trying to follow forum guidelines. Is there another way you can share information about them without directly linking to a source?

I saw a video of a very stressed out 16 girl who transitioned to be a boy who was regretting her decision, and was unfortunately balding… I have a nuanced perspective. There is no undoing it. And, it’s never really a “transition” more of a “modification”. We need to be very careful. It’s about being balance, slow and wise. Why the rush? When it comes to young people.. I don’t get why you need physical intervention.

Keep both eyes on the road tonight 'Cause I'm driving home to you Terrible song on the radio Baby, what else is new? You don't want to talk You don't want to touch You don't even want to watch TV You say I can't see the forest full of trees So burn it all down, and bring the ashes to me Keep both eyes on the road tonight 'Cause God knows where I've been Officer please, don't check my breath That ain't my only sin You don't want to talk You don't want to touch You don't even want to watch TV If you can't see the forest full of trees Just burn it all down, and bring the ashes to me Keep you waiting, hour after hour Every night, in your lonely tower Looking down at all of the wreckage When we met, you'd never expect this And you said, maybe we don't deserve love Maybe we don't deserve love Maybe we don't deserve love We don't deserve We don't deserve love Maybe we don't deserve love Keep both eyes on the road tonight 'Cause I'm driving home to you Terrible song on the radio Baby what else is new? Been hiding my scars in broad daylight bars Behind life tracks on TV If you can't see, the forest full of trees Just burn it all down, and bring the ashes to me Keep you waiting, hour after hour Every night, in your lonely tower Looking down at all the wreckage When we met you'd never expect this And you say, maybe we don't deserve love Keep you waiting, hour after hour Every night, in your lonely tower Looking down at all the wreckage When we met you'd never expect this And you say, maybe we don't deserve love Maybe we don't deserve love Maybe we don't deserve love We don't deserve We don't deserve love (We don't deserve love) Mary, roll away the stone The men that you love Always leave you alone Well go on Mary Roll away the stone The men you love always leave you alone You hear your mother screaming You hear your daddy shouting You try to figure it out You never figured it out Your mother's screaming That you don't deserve love If you don't deserve love And if I don't deserve love Could we deserve? Come down off your cross And tell me It's always the Christ-types Mary, roll away the stone The one that you love Always gonna leave you alone Particularly the Christ-types Mary, roll away the stone The one you love Always leaves you alone It's always the Christ-types You're waiting on Verse 1: Win Butler] Heaven is so cold I don't wanna go Father in heaven's sleeping Somebody delete me Hardy har-har Chinese throwing star Lamborghini Countach Maserati sports car [Chorus: Win Butler, Régine Chassagne, & Both] Rabbit hole (Yeah) Plastic Soul (Yeah) It's a real rabbit hole, yeah Rabbit hole, yeah, yeah, yeah [Post-Chorus: Win Butler] Yeah [Verse 2: Win Butler & Régine Chassagne] Dad built the labyrinth And we were born in it Blowing on the cartridge Of Kid Icarus Born into the abyss New phone, who’s this? A silver thread, a french kiss Arcadia apocalypse [Chorus: Win Butler, & Win Butler with Régine Chassagne] Rabbit hole Plastic soul Rabbit hole, yeah Rabbit hole, yeah, yeah, yeah Rabbit hole Plastic soul It's a real rabbit hole, yeah Rabbit hole, yeah, yeah, yeah [Post-Chorus: Win Butler] Yeah [Verse 3: Win Butler] Fell asleep to the television, yeah Wake up sleepyhead, yeah Acropolis is burning, yeah In the poster over your bed, yeah [Chorus: Win Butler, & Win Butler with Régine Chassagne] Rabbit hole Plastic soul Down we go, yeah Rabbit hole, yeah, yeah, yeah [Refrain: Régine Chassagne] Nothing ever can replace it When it's gone you can still taste it Going on this trip together Rabbit hole goes on forever Nothing ever can replace it When it's gone you can still taste it Going on this trip together Rabbit hole goes on forever [Bridge: Win Butler] 'Til the world is made whole One body, one soul 'Til the world is made whole One body, one soul 'Til the world is made whole One body one soul 'Til the world is made whole One body one soul [Refrain: Régine Chassagne, Win Butler, Both] Nothing ever can replace it When it's gone you can still taste it Going on this trip together Rabbit hole goes on forever Nothing ever can replace it When it's gone you can still taste it Going on this trip together Rabbit hole goes on forever Nothing ever can replace it (Rabbit hole, yeah) When it's gone you can still taste it [(Plastic soul, yeah)](25748569) Going on this trip together (Rabbit hole, yeah, rabbit hole) Rabbit hole goes on forever (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Nothing ever can replace it (Rabbit hole, yeah) When it's gone you can still taste it [(Plastic soul, yeah)](25748569) Going on this trip together (It's a real rabbit hole, yeah, rabbit hole) Rabbit hole goes on forever (Yeah, yeah, yeah) The king's taken back the throne The useless seed is sown When they say they're cutting off the phone I tell 'em you're not home No place to hide You were fighting as a soldier on their side You're still a soldier in your mind Though nothing's on the line You say it's money that we need As if we're only mouths to feed I know no matter what you say There are some debts you'll never pay Working for the church while your family dies You take what they give you and you keep it inside Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home Hear the soldier groan, We'll go at it alone I can taste the fear Lift me up and take me out of here Don't wanna fight, don't wanna die Just wanna hear you cry Who's going to throw the very first stone? Oh, who's going to reset the bone? Walking with your head in a sling Want to hear the soldiers sing "Been working for the church while my family dies Your little baby sister's gonna lose her mind Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home" Hear the soldier groan, We'll go at it alone I can taste your fear It's gonna lift you up and take you out of here And the bone shall never heal I care not if you kneel We can't find you now But they're gonna get their money back somehow And when you finally disappear We'll say you were never here Been working for the church while your life falls apart Been singing hallelujah with the fear in your heart Every spark of friendship and love will die without a home Hear the soldier groan, We'll go at it alone Hear the soldier groan, We'll go at it alone

I don’t know if this is a conspiracy or not. However, I care deeply about this epidemic and think it would be an incredible thing to help people recover and be sober. There is a problem when you can earn money from destroying communities and lives. I think the economy of the future should not allow this in my opinion. I don’t know if a pain killer is inherently a bad thing… but when you know your medication is destroying the lives of entire communities there is something wrong. A question I ask… how we people profiteering of these life destroying drugs, but we demonize magic much rooms? It’s challenging, but has a er of hypocrisy. I wish well for anyone and all communities suffering from these substances.

We live in a toxic, traumatized and ill culture where addiction is omnipresent. It just depends in the form it takes. I’m not free of them. Maybe a bit of food and phone addiction to be addressed. I smoked weed for many years and it was an addiction. I also have dealt with anxious avoidant attachment style, so. I was using that drug, and even music and life purpose to chase the love I felt I couldn’t find. @Danioover9000 I don’t know man. I had to think about it when he asked. But, decided I would as I value the health of the forum too. Just keep contributing as you are. It doesn’t matter. I used to want to be a moderator and sometimes felt the same when I say others get mod status. I almost said no… I want to do it for the right reason. We will see how it goes. I want to be in integrity and humility. As long as I sense this is maintaining I will happily be a mod. Yeah, painkillers can be useful. I used basic pain killer… Tylenol cold when I had Covid. Went three days no Tylenol and it was hell. I am not against painkillers, but interested in solving crisis that destroy entire towns and parts of cities. It’s likely not just the drugs themselves but… our toxic culture. So much pain, loneliness, and people who have no sense of feeling connected or loved. If there was more love, connection, holistic health in our society I don’t think these crisis would happen. - the video is also interesting when you think about systems thinking. When the company who made Oxy made the drugs harder to snort and inject it actually led people to more dangerous street drugs. Solutions to these problems needs to be holistic. It’s also a symptom of a spiritual crisis in the west. From indigenous in Canada dealing with the abuse of colonization and residential schools, to the 1/3 of Americans who were sexually abused, to the young men and women who grew up with an incarcerated parent… there is a lot of pain out there, a lot of people looking for love and wholeness. People fall into drugs, addictions, distractions, cults, following influencers like Tate, ideologies etc… trying to find Love, to find a footing on reality. People are looking for love, truth, beauty, connection, meaning, clarity, freedom from suffering, community, purpose, to feel good, etc… Are people looking for God? I have a song “ Cuz you wanna buy a home, just like you wanna buy true love…But baby, you don’t know what love is, and maybe you don’t know what truth is…” People are looking for truth and love, or at least clinging to whatever golden calf they find. “Please, just take away the pain”

Qigong can help

@bensenbiz no, similar but different as well

You will tend to want to fall back to what you are used to. It’s a pretty common feeling. Try doing daily visualization of you successfully doing this. It will feel weird but sit and just visualize for 5 minutes a day you learning to code. Also try this short 30 minute exercise: Write out all the part of the failure mind set then, write out all the parts of the mindset you know will let you succeed. The ego gets pleasure holding onto being a failure. You are getting something by failing which is the pleasure of “ I could have it is I tried because maybe you fear the responsibility. It’s easier to imagine how smart we are, then to face daily just how much work is ahead of us. Do not quit. Consider getting a life coach.