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@thierry Hey, I can understand that life is very hard at times during our lives and that you may be looking for answers that one day everything is guaranteed to be okay. I relate to that. However, please reach out to some professional services to talk about what you are going through. That is what I do. I am 28, and I do suffer from depression and hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. It's challenging but I was traumatized and I've made foolish decisions so I have to work twice as hard as most people just to really be functional. However, I invest in myself ways of regulating my nervous system, my thoughts, me emotions, my responses. I am not always successful but I do see myself growing stronger. So, I get it. Just remember that this too shall pass. There is no proof that the crap you've been through means your whole life has to suck.

Yeah, you can do some personal and spiritual development with the bible. Sort of depends on you. Quantum mechanics, not in my opinion is it enough to base ones life on... Personally think there is most growth when you are willing to learn from many schools...

Iboga does look interesting I know some retreat centers offer Iboga followed by 5meodmt the next day or 2. But, you really need to just do some simple research on that I think.

@shree Does that vape get hot?

@shree How did you take the medicine? Were you vaping? Sometimes the body does things when you trip... It's hard to remember if you take too much at once. Part of the risk of tripping alone.

@koops Good list. Wishing you well with your work. @An young being try not to quote such large amounts like that.

Is there a risk and over listening to Leo and not enough contemplation and creating a story in your mind about you and Leo. He doesn’t know you.

Once when I tripped I saw infinity in spec or dirt under one of my finger nails. Then I realized my hands lay outside that infinity.

Are you contemplating, setting clear goals and planning?

Hi Everyone, I am looking for book recommendations on understanding war. When I look at the wars taking place right now I find it very hard to see the whole picture when I see people from both sides caught up in various biases. What’s some good books for understanding war and this sort of conflicts at a higher level?

Money is number 1 as long as you save it up and don’t waste it. I regret pursuing art and spirituality and life purpose. First, money first. Developing maturity, wisdom, work ethic and marketable skills. I think it’s a good thing. Money and mental health are the most important thing for a human. The rest is mostly stupidity. Like, spirituality art and life purpose are beautiful things in theory. But, there is a brutal reality that so many people want to earn a living from that. But, reality doesn’t reward 99% of us that try. So it’s dumb. Art and spirituality should be done for their own sake. (sorry I’m venting haha).

@at_anchor how old are you?

@vibv or do you?

@Happy Lizard DMT? Or 5meodmt? Ive read some people find it help them relax their body. Can’t really offer advice though.

Anything outside of infinity or consciousness that you could become conscious of is inside

I think you focus on finding out what’s true

@Happy Lizard pens with a torch? I don’t understand

I don’t know, but I do think you should practice leading and deciding.

I think you have more value than you realize. Though right now, you don’t understand how women are attracted. Keep working on your self love and self esteem and simply enjoy life and being you more. Women work differently than you think. Focus on cleaning up your mindset, and having more fun with life.

Only alone cuz your so together

Why are you wasting out time? ”I joined a cult, what do I do?” Well, if you joined a cult after being a student of Leo what’s there to say? You’re just goofing around.

Pretty sure all of reality is an expression of the highest intelligence. Though, I don’t know with certainty if it’s true I like when God says that we decide our lives at a super conscious level. So, even the morons are just an expression of infinite wisdom.

What is your suffering? take a break…

I try to use suffering in myself and others as a means to love more. I try to use each experience to increase my understanding of the world.