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Yeah I worked with a fat girl who was so awful she was the reason I left that job.

@Dauntment Those hogs destroy ecosystems and are very dangerous to humans. Kill ‘em all

The x looks so bad… Twitter looked way better. Though I never used the platform.

@not-a-faerie I fall into the same trap. I’m an over sharer. I sort of think it just takes practice. Often times we can say less than we think. It’s often wise to do so in human affairs. Keep practicing. Maybe set a very intentional goal.

Can’t explain that sorta thing

@UnbornTao Boi oh boi

@Ulax I Will do thé worksheet and process tomorrow on this marketing company. The way I’m going about it, and the debt I have is severely affecting my well being. The sooner I do the work the better. Not just the poverty I find myself in, but the way I’m perceiving it is worse. Really, I’m not so bad off. I have everything but food and freedom really. But, I can fix it. I’ll be all the wiser for it. I’m not letting my parents give me money either. I’M A GROWN MAN. I’m 28 years old and I will fix my own damn life and make it work. The most valuable thing I can develop is a mature, wise, balanced patient, and educated mind with lots of experience. From this, my success with develop over the long term. This problem will take time to fix. Honestly, I can be debt free from a single tree planting season so that’s what I’m gonna do. Fuck this marketing company and their scalping practices. But, god damnit they won’t torture me for one more day. I won’t torture myself. I won’t scalp myself. I’ve been sort of unbalanced the last week or so. But, I can see myself maturing through it.

@UnbornTao are you a Buddhist beggar? I am not Buddhist but I like the teachings for what they are. The maps especially. Also Buddhist Qigong is cool, though maybe not as full at Toaist Qigong - thinking out loud

True, fatness is culturally relative in how it is perceived. There are some cultures where being fat is so ideal women at a young age are forced fed milk to fatten them up so they are sexually appealing. There is a different tribe elsewhere that the men will leave for months at a time and eat loads of fat so they can get themselves a wife. In ancient times fatness was a sign of wealth and education.

@Carl-Richard haha, I don’t drink that nasty stuff. Pepsi all the way. My momma always told me. If you drink Diet Pepsi it cancels out all the sugar from ur chocolate bars.

It’s possible for sure that I do that. Also, it’s a forum.

@Carl-Richard Bro, I eat like everyone else it's my metabolism.

Idk, I could look at a fat person and think "wow, so lazy and doesn't respect their body". Maybe they have deep suicidal depression and binge eating is their current coping mechanism... idk I just think, yes. If I see a smelly man with a large beard who smells like poop, feet and mouthwash sleeping on a park bench I'd assume he is homeless, and an addict. But, often times our assumptions about others are wrong. That man on the park bench could be an eccentric CEO.

@Leo Gura Don't misgender me you pig.

@StarStruck Sure, but the conclusions you draw are assumptions. As to the reasons why someone may be fat.

What if they are extremely hard working but also suffer and use food as a pain killer? What if they don’t care they are fat? What if they just don’t understand nutrition?

Lovely day https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=QCgeitX5xg0&si=HNXqdoxgtV3j-0wn

I doubt they are Alien. Mushrooms are all over the earth. I heard his brother talking in an interview about how Terence after some trips had these big deep ideas which were just flat out false. Be wary of believing everything Terence says. I do think by now it's obvious that to a mature user psychedelics can be powerful tools for personal and spiritual growth. But, they can also delude you. So, be careful.

@UnbornTao I sort of think my aggression towards them comes when I come out of my feeling of helplessness. The anger I feel has a power in it that is more life affirming that just being some victim who these people encouraged to do something dumb. I trusted them, which was my first mistake. I bought their stupid mentorship program like a week before Leo put out his "How to avoid getting scammed and screwed in life" video. Which, sort of sucked but also helped me reflect so I can avoid this in the future. Specifically to Byron Katies work its worth finding out what is true. I will allow myself to write the reviews because they are my current experience and perspective. But, to save myself from needless stress and anguish I should do the work to begin healing. I can forgive these people for being selfish scam artist scalpers, and I can take responsibility by getting out of debt and practicing mature financial practices. They aren't opposites I think.

Pseudo parts

I know I need to take 100% responsibility, but i feel wronged. i feel like a victim. Am I wrong? I need to sit down and really do the work here. I’ve been avoiding doing it deeply and truly.

@Bazooka Jesus What is the link to?

That’s the whole point I guess. Ego wants complexity. But, he says just be here now. If you want complexity you’re going about his work wrong. though, I do think in reality it’s more complex then he teaches. Well-being is as simple as being here now. Or is it?

I see this as hypocritical nonsense your just said. If only you reflect on your own logic.

I find it just takes being sober more and realizing it's actually pretty great