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Also, it’s really important to be careful when it comes to getting scammed, scalped and taken advantage of. This happened to me. After this, I’ve now found many similar courses, programs and resources that I paid $10,000 for that are free, or for a much more reasonable price. Do I think the course that scalped memay be worth 10k$? Perhaps yes for some people. But, they lied about the timeline, their success rate, etc and basically fucked me over by encouraging to take out a loan. Once I got into the program and saw they had lied, like 7 days in I resented them so much but tried ti make it work. They, in all honesty did their best and I think want their clients to succeed. But, the damage was done. Also, there is a level of personal responsibility on my end. I should have done more due diligence to study the space, see what alternatives exist, and taken more precautions that the course may not work out. My decision to join their program was done out of a desperation.Why lie, when obviously the person once in the program sees you lied… like, so dumb. It was probably the worst experience of my life. After that experience I know how I want to market my courses a little better. I know I don’t want to lie and exaggerate in my marketing or scam people (especially young people trying to develop themselves as in my case). It’s shameful and sad the things people do to others for money. Make sure you watch this before buying marketing courses, etc.

Man, sex is one of the best parts of being alive. Enjoy your sexual energy. Not everyone who makes porn sees it in the same way. However, I personally think watching less porn is better. Go meet women. You can make any product or service in a high quality legal way, or an exploitive disgusting way. There are people who love sex, and enjoy making porn. Everyone is different. But, it is obvious that Porn and sex industries have a lot of corruption and abuse.

Will eat pussy for fun haha, As long as conditions are met

@Applegarden8 Yea, I’m just focused on getting out and getting the hours of experience in.

Last night I went out to the Salsa dancing event again on the waterfront. It was a lot of fun. Though, at the beginning I was all tense and annoyed I arrived late. I stood watching the people dancing feeling stuck in my head and grumpy. I almost left but remembered Leo talking about how you should stick it out once you go out to meet people. So, I stayed and ended up meeting a really nice woman who was older, and it didn't lead to sex but it felt good to go out, dance, meet someone, and I also observed how my state changes. I was still uptight throughout it, but loosened as I could. I'd like to spend more time meeting people and relaxing in those social settings. I had a good time.

No where no how no when

25 Best Landing Page Examples I am scanning over all the elements of doing this course creation stuff. I think this may be a good article.

@Leo Gura Idk, at this point we just have to be I guess. Infinite self deception and all.

Not promoting Thinkific, though I am going looking into it, sharing this playlist to help start the thread off.

@Leo Gura But what about Solipsism? Under this paradigm most of reality is myself.

@integral I’d say there’s a few different styles. But, I wear a western style. Comfy.

Enjoy this Qigong practice!

Who here really knows anything?

I hope death is awesome all I can say. Pretty sure death is safe.

You are the Martyr, show us de wayyyy

@LostSoul It’s cuz life is long and you have to live as a human in the mean time. Life can really fucking suck if you fuck it up. So suck it up, and live wisely. Personally, I wish I was more materialistic in my youth and less spiritual. But, hey.

I think so, but don’t you come back whining after you watch it.

Personally, Elkhart Tolle, in my opinion still probably suffers. He looks a little uncomfortable.

Lol Don’t watch that hahaha

“Afterlife, oh my God, what an awe full word.. after all the hangers on are done hanging on in the dead light of the after glow… I’ve gotta know! Can we work it out? Scream and shout? Till we work it out?…. When love is gone where do we go?”

Welcome to your finite doomed existence isn’t it heaven? ?

I always had a dream of being a musician. However, here I am at 27 and it seems that the realities of life are pulling me away from it. Or… they have. I feel as I am aging… though, I do enjoy the fruits of experience and the potential of being more wise and living life more wisely… I feel a deep sadness about not being a musician like Arcadefire, Bon Iver or whoever. I do enjoy the songs I’ve written and am grateful for my memories performing at festivals etc. I sense I’m not going to make the art that was in my heart. I don’t want to get too down in the dumps about it. I know life has a lot to offer outside of music. But, I had a dream. Sometimes I wonder if life is worth living if I can’t do this. My tinnitus I think really fucked me. Made me lose trust in God, music as a job. By the time I started pursuing music I was in my 20’s. Unfortunately I also had so much trauma and immaturity it often got in the way. I failed I think because of trauma and immaturity. So, becoming wise and mature seems to be the main focus. But, if im wise and mature but not being this artist I imagined.. I just find that hard to accept. I sometimes want to die simply because my direct experience is so far removed from this… fantasy. I question gods love, I question gods creation in these moments. Why give me such a deep love for music but make the actualizing of that love impossible? It seems like an odd thing for a perfect God to do. I admit, I wish I was 17 or 20. The fate of being a human is that we get old, we move through phases and are not guaranteed success. I am enjoying working on my Qigong but it’s likely to take years before it can pay all my bills It seems I may easily end up being a wage slave my whole life. This seems like a strange hell to me. I don’t wanna love a strange hellish existence of mediocrity or worse. I want to be wealthy, artistic, creative, healthy, etc. But, I’m getting old! It sucks. I notice all these old balding men… I feel as if I am already 70. I want to honour my life. Not that it matters in the end. I just… I just wanted to make music and do it professionally and really make something special. Oh well. Idk what’s point in solipsism or being God, or any of this if it’s so worthless to the dream. What kind of sick God created this? I know from experience God is infinite love. But , why me?

My experience

@integral No, I try not to self promote here. This is me:

Course is too advanced for me personally. I’m just not there right now for that I think. Personally would love a course on mastering psychology and thinking process.