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@Leo Gura I have experienced infinity. The Holy Grail. My ego just cling an and whines sometimes. But I’m ironing it out into a mature mind.

@ExploringReality no post while tripping

I had mine doing breath of fire on a grassy hill 7 years ago. Perhaps it was a total awakening… but it was amazing and very profound. Most people who poopoo things like Kundalini Yoga or Qigong are too lazy to practice and study it. Doing it once is nonesense. I did the breath of fire for like 2 weeks before I felt it flow through my whole body. Amazing.

I am allowing music to be a part of my hobbie, and spiritual practice. Holding onto this desire for it to be my career is actually hurting my actual pursuits and career. Letting go of it is really difficult. But, I can enjoy music and I do. It's more for healing and cleansing my heart and I can enjoy it as a hobby. I am a Qigong teacher, and energy coach. This is what I've sold a course in doing, and I did a really good job. This is what I will dedicate my life to mastering.

@cuteguy hmm. I guess it’s contextual. Relationship is less separation than divorce.

@Jowblob Yeah but you can develop a loving relationship

@Xonas Pitfall That’s an interesting response. But, I am not left with the divine logic of why this particular life or configuration. I’ve been outside of human existence with my consciousness. I’m just grappling with this mystery. I know these things about Infinity logically. It likely requires a “grokking”. I feel like I’ve seen through higher states and understood this love. But, it seems to fade. Regardless, I have a divine gift to create a beautiful life to the best of my ability and to share that with others. I will keep pursuing that. There is nothing better for a human.

God is looove

@Inliytened1 Yeah, that's where the question of why this particular configuration of "physical Laws" and human existence comes in. Life or existence could have been literally anything and yet here we are with this lot.

@Rafael Thundercat It's even worse. But, everyone get's their own preferences.

@Xonas Pitfall To me solipsism suggest there is only one consciousness. Other beings are fabrications in that one consciousness. When you dream you don't think those other's exist right?

Don't worry too much. Just always wear a condom.

From nothing to something this all feel arbitrary sorry

@Xonas Pitfall Solipsism makes all this a moot point though. If there is only one conscious all this talk of other being is a joke. So, all this logic seem useless. Except, to create a reality in which it appear to be such and such a way for some reason I can't recall.

@Xonas Pitfall I want to say that sometimes I avoid reading your comments because of your signature and writing style. It's really overwhelming. You also put a lot of detail in your comments so I would like to read them but I sometimes don't because there is just so much going on.

But, I am having a limited experience and I don't experience infinite horror right now. So, there is still the question of the finite domain and what it includes or doesn't include. Like, you could say there are infinite aliens but I don't see one. It's not satisfiying.

@Leo Gura Okay, well, I guess I really don't know what God is honestly. I don't know why reality is the way it is. I don't, at this time in this state understand.

@Leo Gura God is the devil I see. God knows it's a rat bastard.

@Leo Gura of what? If love is the first order, why not just make it so there isn’t all this horrible stuff? If love is the basic building block, and you are selfless why all this shit? Again, it’s not the way, it is the way it is. Why?

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@zurew I admit my appreciation respect for and desire for approval from Leo plays a role in how I communicate to him and how I weigh his responses. Though, I also know I have the capacity to question him and a growing embodiment of my own philosophical sovereignty. I do think he is more intelligent than me in his awakenings, his cognitive skills, etc. His body of work and career is evident of this. To the degree I can think about talk about these subjects his work plays a key role. Therefore I also acknowledge this, and I am humble. This area of contemplation is beyond what 99% of humans can fathom. We should stand in our questions to Leo, while also remaining open minded and focused on our own understanding, contemplation and awakening. I would like to develop into a decent philosopher. Though, I have not done a lot of original thinking. Which, is why I say I am a pimple on an ass. I have some degree of original thinking within a scaffolding of intertwined concepts.

@zurew I am working on my confidence. I also soften if, because it can blind me to being open to wider context.

@zurew It’s mind boggling for sure. In Non-Dual Shiva Tantra God/ Shiva (Shiva being the God head or pure consciousness without duality) doesn’t have innate preferences for pleasure or pain, good or bad. These preferences develop through duality and finite ego construction. I don’t understand it. But, this grand mind seems to either be indifferent, or to love all aspects of itself equally which entails both rape and war as much as back massage and chocolate bar. It’s likely that Shiva is perfection, which is pure selflessness. What world would a completely, loving, indifferent, infinity, selfless God make? It seems to be both super intelligent and all powerful but also at the mercy of its own infinite intelligence and will to perfection. It’s doomed to be God. And, it’s indifferent to it. I think. Except through its finite egoic constructs. Which, suffer greatly through there lives. But, really also experience a variety of emotions. The love, is more like an indifference. We can assume most life in the cosmos is not human. So, to understand this perhaps going beyond our own survival needs and preferences and even our humanity. Perhaps that is the value in awakening for this line of philosophical discussion. The world is a brutal, twisted place. There are many stories of shiva. In some he is a saint, in others he is a murderer or thief. That is the nature of God. Despite whatever experience a human goes through God is clean and untouched.

@Leo Gura Makes sense. It’s very confusing and mind boggling. Gotta be strong enough for love…