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@cistanche_enjoyer doubt it’

@Leo Gura Mario Kart World?! 80$

I don’t think it will. Not for a long time. Try any business chat bot… they can’t solve your problem 99% of them time. The hype is too much. Maybe some fields but not all.

I need to decontruct my victim mentality. Though in truth…. It’s a wave. It’s like a storm that hits me like once a year. Now that the storm is passed I will contemplate it. It’s like a fragmented ego storm.

but leooo Low key I always stick to the end! Watch it 2wice. 1. Better intro than usual I think. 2. is the video sped up?

Tonight I: 1. Made a rough beat by hand but it has more groove. The bass doesn’t come through though on the small speaker 2. practiced applying some basic music theory with the chords. My study of music theory years ago is nice to come back to. 3. I practiced signing into the OP1. I wanna sing into it a low more especially when I have a space I don’t have to worry about being too loud. It has a mix of its own but I am looking for something I can plug into it that is cheap. Here is the result of tonight’s practice: Obviously not a song, but!!! It’s about the process I am building. All my other songs were on a guitar. This device is new to me and there is a learning/ comfort curve. I will soon, during my up coming break between contracts work on a lot of demos trying to applying Holistic songwriting concepts.

“Soon” - Leo Gura

Whether you life is hell or not is no proof or disproof of being God… Waking up isn’t realizing suffering is truth. Suffering is part of being human. But, just a part.

The last thing I recorded. I actually like this song. The recorded is 80%. This is the direction for Pine Haven going forward. There is about 9 others songs I’m going to record and put out called “Old Town Autumn”. Listening to old live performances is pretty cringe. I so think I’m a better singing and artist now. Am I world class? Nope. Will I ever be? Maybe if I keep investing in education and practice. I can improve and I can get better. I will share my work more freely and without expectation… kind of like how I treated open mic’s 5 or 6 years ago. Man, time goes by so fast. These last 5 years have really been about maturing as a human in general. I HAVE learned a lot and grown a lot. But, it’s like a root system you can’t really see it externally.

@Magnanimous You don’t need to be a dickhead. But, you need thick face black heart. Respecting your employees is best. Brendon burchard has lesson on this in growth day pretty sure

@Leo Gura good luck

@Nivsch He started this at like 43. He has the skeleton of a 43, or whatever. He looks healthy and has biomarkers of a younger man. The biomarkers are more important than looks.

@Leo Gura He does like quarterly tests for cancer etc hes the most measured human I. History healthiest biomarkers in the world

@Leo Gura huh? Ohh lol yeah! his abundance your scarcity.!

Owen lies about scarcity all the time

@Leo Gura if the supplements did harm he wouldn’t do you. He doesn’t pay a team of scientists 2mill a year and measure every possible biometric for nothing…

Except he measures everything

Hm, I wonder on the science of your claim. His metrics are very good. Supplementing I’m sure is not as bad as you say. Also, yellow is tier 2 and not spiritual. I don’t recall not wanting to die being tier 1 vs 2. Being yellow says nothing about how long you would like to live.

Resilience and visualization, patience, proper allocation of funds and time

I will invest in coaching, therapy, and courses….

I’ve been building this Qigong thing… and frankly I’m questioning if I want to keep pursuing it. But, then I’m left with….. what would I be working on? How do I make my own thing? Music, likely will never pay the bills. Qigong, is feels like the same. Though people have paid me, maybe it’s more a matter of marketing and scale… Maybe I need more coaching, mentors, and to move somewhere with more opportunity. The problem with my job is I can’t date, I can’t do open mic’s, I can’t do so much because I am living in a work camp. I can’t even make content. But, I can pay off debt. I am basically in debt jail. Haha…. In theory if I keep getting these contracts it’s only for 3-4 months which is a worthy sacrifice. If I was God, I wouldn’t dream this. But, apparently I am God dreaming this. It seems like a waste of time though. Life should be awesome. I have to make it awesome myself. This is just a chapter of my life. When I get back into a better position I’ll have the skills, finances and experience to make something great.