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@Sabth Do you have a diagnoses? Learning disabilities?

How do you folks go about persisting towards actualizing a life purpose?

I’m not sure, but Byron Katie has achieved incredible things in her own right, perhaps the woman who wrote Collision with the Infinite. I really don’t know but regardless it’s a rare thing.

@OBEler oops. I don’t really understand what you mean. With that size cart what I’m familiar with it 200ml.

Interesting, rest up and ground yourself

Can be useful to use coaches and therapists. You wanna have a toolbox 🧰

Together with youuuu

Merrrrrrry chrisssstmasss infinite love infine mind infinite intelligence to allllll

@OBEler He can figure that out himself if we wants it

You can develop intuitive understanding of a particular practice. Say, you have 1ml carts with 400ml dissolved and properly mixed, or whatever process you do to ensure it’s dissolved throughout the substance relatively stable, but I don’t know if that’s possible. Each time you trip you can get to know that particular mix, and heat and approach… how long, how hard, how much, how hot…. Perhaps they create different results, or experiences I don’t know. You should also act with great care, caution and respect when using it. Improve your technique each time. Start slow, and just allow yourself to lay somewhere safe and relax. Choose the heat you know works, you can also experiment with the lower one, or the higher one. Use good judgment, go slow, be safe. YES

I do think that I am also humble, open to the possibilities of different techniques and their abilities. The beautiful aspect of it is what are we doing here? Spirituality! Wow

Start small, think long term enjoy what happens.

@Scholar You also make assumptions. You don’t know most of us haha or the things I have become conscious of. I meditate and do Qigong each day. I rarely do 5meo but can say it’s more profound in many ways . Though, Qigong can be extraordinary as well.

@Scholar How many meditators you know reaching divine levels of consciousness? I bet it’s 0. I think meditation is great, and that there are many benefits to it. There also isn’t one type… But, it’s not 5meodmt. They aren’t the same thing.

@Scholar I am not convinced that the potential of divine experience is exponentially higher of a meditator than someone who does a lot of work with 5meodmt. Now, is someone meditates, contemplates, does 5meodmt and say yoga/ Qigong…. That to me is a good thing. But, you’re not likely to have a 5meodmt experience through meditation alone. Which is okay, they are different tools.

Having two accounts isn’t allowed

It’s good but I’ve read better, Also, it’s good and should be read with others

@OBEler Depends how strong you make it. I can break through from a single long, steady slow inhale. It’s very easy. You can experiment with different inhale methods. I often take a small hit, to see how I feel. Then take one or two more to break through. Vape one after another as you don’t want tolerance to spike. You have small window. Experiment and go slow at first. Hold it in your lungs not your mouth. Hold it for 10-20 seconds until you feel it

@mmKay gotta be cruel to be kind

Please fix your title of the thread so it's not so spammy

I have been thinking about dating and relationships and I've come to realize that I am not interested in pickup, or having sex with lots of girls. What I want is a real, deep, intimate relationship. I am sharing this because I want to share my own process, maturing etc and to hear from others who may be on the same journey. I think there is a focus on pickup etc here, but I want to start talking about about deep relating and intimacy here. I think we could grow by doing so. I was speaking to a girl I've been getting to know last night and I realized that, so far she is teaching me a lot. I was able to be vulnerable, yet real with her and that allowed me to grow more comfortable with her, trust her and respect her more. I felt the same from her. We still don't know each other that well, and I am open to dating more people because I am focused on getting lots of experience right now and not "Finding the One". But, I am hoping to get to know this girl better. a few weeks back, The feeling I had when I was posting about the girl I went to the movies with who felt very "Gold Diggery" for lack of a better word...(It felt inauthentic, shallow, like she was acting above me, ungrateful, lack of balanced valuing of the date etc) vs this girl I am talking to right now seem different. We are going for tea tonight and I think that will be fun. She doesn't drink which I like, though she is religious. She knows I am not religious and still wants to go on the date so, thats something. I also am acutely aware that when it comes too deep, authentic human relating that I am rather inexperienced. I've been highly introverted over the last couple years, and past relationships in my late teens early 20s weren't overly healthy for me. Gaining experience is what is important. I think it will be an enjoyable experiencing. Becoming a better lover, parter, and friend is very important to me. Though, I have inner energetic, cognitive and vulnerability things to work on. I even notice deep heart pain when my love/ vulnerablility gets activated. I have more energetic/ emotional healing that needs to be done which I believe can only be done through it's feeling. When the heart gets activated in the way it does when you like someone for me it can really hurt like I am being stabbed in the chest. It's going to be important for me to keep exposing myself to those feelings so I can go through I consciously... I do want an intimate, mature and conscious relationship. I want her to be my friend and my partner. So, knowing this I will continue towards achieving this in my life. This girl, last night on the phone is teaching me about how to love and how to relate. I tend to through up walls when I feel vulnerable. But, she is helping me take down those walls. Which I need to to let love in. ------ ------

Yes. You are watching a mature spiritual person have a spiritual experience. Of course I don’t know him. But, he looked like he had a genuine experience.

@Lynx Maybe, but Shiva isn’t necessarily a form… shiva may just be his word for God.

@mr_engineer I’ve been using Pace. I can be vulnerable but it’s contextual. I almost feel impatient. I’m so used to being alone.