Peter J

First time i tried LSD, it did it because i was curious, and wanted to know what it was like. I did ALOT of reserach before doh! And when i tried It, it blew my mind! After that i watched documentary, and read even more about all kinds of psychedelics drugs. Today i`ve had my fear dose of different kinds of psychedelica. And i have to say that am a fan of the natural psychedelics like mushrooms. And we have this specially strong type, that grows in Norway that is waaay stronger then any LSD I ever tried. What I find funny is the way people describe how it feels like to be enlightened, really look alot like what it feels like when am on the shrooms. Everythins is perfect just being. Complete Peace. Just sitting on my couch stairing out in the room doing nothing feels like Heaven on Earth. Just inhaling feels insanely good. You have this euphoric feelings swimming through your body.. And I have many times wonderes if that is how it feels to be enlightened. Because if it is, then wow how bad do I want to get there. I can related to this. Changed my point of view about life for sure. And me as well dont feel like taking it for some time after I`ve tripped, because it`s just so much to prosess.. It blows your mind, and should not be taken lihgtly.

Keep trying! I had the same addiction as you. Today i`ve been 60 days without tobacco and 10 weeks without Hash! I had a healthy relationship to Cannabis and only smoked maybe once a month. Got serious when my girlfriend broke up with me doh. The feelings where just to heavy, and I started escaping them with Hash. Telling myself it was just for a litle period. That period lasted every day for about 2 years. I dont know how many times i quit, then going back to smoking daily. What I realised is that I didnt have a good enough plan. When i quit for real i started meditating and workout everyday. I also read every day. And I try to get something constructive done in my house every day. You are meditating and working out which is great! Good luck!

To be honest, no I dont think i have considered that. To hung up in my own uncomfortable feeling i guess. But lately as I have been working on myself, there has been a change in me. There is still alot of silence, but I am more relaxed to it know. I say something when I can and are able to. And when there is silence, my mind doessent get crazy as it used to. Still a litle awkward doh, but am getting there. I will for sure take your tip for my next awkvard moment

Am having some of the same problems as you stalker. Its really hard for me making a conversation flow. At my former jobs I always ate lunch alone, allways hided for my colleagues, just to avoid the aquard silence. Been struggling with this for a long time. Doh, the last months I`ve been working alot on myself. Allways saying YES when asked to joine in any social situation. And instead of judging myself when i get home, I look at it all as training.. Training for the epic conversation I will have in the future when my confidence is high and I am more self actualized.

I live in Norway