Theherosjourney

Hello guys, I know I myself have been experiencing some great transformations in my life for past three years. So I think the concept of great awakening and that we are moving to a higher dimension/density is real. But right now most of the YouTubers in the realm of spirituality are mostly talking about things like Bill Gates trying to depopulate and that "the elites" are trying to microchip us and control everyone. I personally haven't bought into this and yet some of the people who I truly believe like infinite waters and Aaron Doughty, etc keep talking about how there's a hidden agenda behind all of it, and we are trying to be controlled. And although I love these guys I think they might just be spreading out more conspiracy theories while seeing guys like Bill gates as pure evil. Now I think Gates might have some hidden agenda to profit and probably gain more popularity but it's hard to believe that someone who has contributed a decent amount to raise awareness in humanity can be 100% evil and depopulate us? Not trying to defend him but most things he said at the TED talk was taken out of context and most people didn't even bother to watch it. And yet here is the real problem I see. I think the spiritual teachers themselves might be spreading out more fear and terror by talking about this every single day and they might not be able to stop because they themselves know that it is the "hot topic" getting them more and more views/followers every single day. I'm not against anybody and like Leo says "Be skeptic of your own skepticism" that's what I think I'm doing right now. But what are your thoughts on this? I'm really interested to hear.

@Annoynymous I feel like I'm in the same path as you are. And recently after learning from RSD instructors I've been able to let so much of my neediness and desperation go. Still getting better at it everyday. Also yesterday I stumbled upon one of Leo's old video which explains Sedona method in detail. I also took some notes so here you go: Sedona Method Step 1 1. Get in touch with the feeling of resistance (or any other feelings/emotions like sadness, anxiety, depression, in your case it is the feeling of neediness) Step 2 (ask yourself silently) 2. Can I let this feeling of neediness go? Step 3 (ask yourself silently) 3. Would I like to let it go? Step 4 4. When would it like to let it go? Rinse & Repeat!

What does it feel like to love someone and to be loved? Hey everyone, my first post here. I'm actually very confused right now cause I'm dating a girl but I can't tell if I actually love her or is it just infatuation I have. The thing is that I just turned 30 earlier this year and I've never had any serious relationship. I have a disorganized personality style (i.e combination of avoidant personality and someone who fears being abandoned to death), most of the girls that I dated thus left telling me that I was a mess. ouch. But this past year I've been doing a lot of self actualization work along with taking some RSD courses that has made me become better at approaching and dating women. And I'm still working on it. So right now the girl that I'm dating, we vibe really well. We share similar interests and she is usually very receptive to my advances. I don't think that I act so needy like in my previous dating experiences. But most times when I'm by myself, I find myself thinking a lot about her and playing mind movies in my head--some good and some bad. And I can't stop ruminating on the memories I have of her. It starts making me anxious to a point where I think she's actually gonna leave me in real life. I know it sounds ridiculous but I'm actually starting to doubt whether it is love or just some unhealthy attachment I have for her. I have no idea of knowing whether it is love or just infatuation coming from my old chode self lol. However, one thing is that when I'm with her I feel very authentic and playful. I would love to have some insight on this matter. And also if you can share what love feels like in a relationship for you I would really appreciate it!

@Shakazulu Oh cool. That's awesome! I've always wondered about Derek's cause the only video I've found of him is animations which were pretty interesting. Is he even a real person though? lol

@Shakazulu Got you, yes I will give it a year then. To answer your previous question, I started reading pickup materials since May and have been tuning into RSD programs/contents for 3 months now. So I'm pretty new to it all. At least I'm glad that I'm aware when I start feeling needy every now and then even though I cant do much to change it every time. Also, I recently got Julien's transformation mastery program. Although that has hot nothing to do with pickup and girls, it has brought into my awareness the frame of scarcity vs abundance. And it's really helpful to let go of my infatuation for the girl which comes from a scarcity mindset.

@Shakazulu I still don't feel comfortable calling her my girlfriend yet tbh, although part of me likes to think she is already. And I don't think I quite understand by what you meant there. Can you please explain?

Thank you. Yes, I think I sometimes expect too much outcome and keep thinking about it. And on really trying to make an effort to stay in the present moment, it's hard but I've been trying many meditations lately. I appreciate your thoughts on this.