John Doe

Day 3: No progress.

Day 2: No progress.

@Leo Gura Got it. So those words have actual weight, it simply doesn't make sense to me because I'm at a lower state of consciousness. Thanks for clearing that up. It looks like I have to stop bullshitting myself, trying to use reason and logic, cause it doesn't look like I can 'think' my way out of this one.

@Leo Gura So the terms "Absolute Love" and "Absolute Good" seem to have absolutely no meaning. God is 'neutral', after all? You're just referring to the neutrality with flowery terms such as "Good" and "Love". Sorry if this comes across as confrontational, just trying to further my understanding.

Day 1: No progress.

YouTube channel - 'Spiritual Unfoldment with John Butler'. Link: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCi0TFuqj6eND-mJRf8i2Tnw Has been very useful to me, even though I'm a Hindu.

This was interesting to watch, especially the diary excerpt. Thanks for sharing.

@Preety_India Tulsi Gabbard is not Indian, she's of American-Samoan descent. https://www.deccanherald.com/international/world-news-politics/fact-check-is-tulsi-gabbard-of-indian-origin-763866.html

@cetus56 "Scooby Snacks" appears to be some real hardcore stuff

I apologize for the title, but that's exactly what I was foolish enough to view on a 'gore' site. I beat myself up for doing so, for I ended up getting VERY disturbed and saddened/depressed. I'm NOT going to describe details of what happened in the video, but I can only ask, where is God when such acts of extreme evil and cruelty are committed? A neutral passive God is understandable, but why would a Loving God allow such things? I know this might be a repetitive question for some advanced people here, but can someone please help me understand this? I still cannot comprehend how everything can be made of Love, how can such absolute horror be Love? I'm hoping an answer would help me cope and rationalize such levels of hellish horror and cruelty.

@Leo GuraThank you for your response. I'm still unable to understand or see this. I admit this gives me a little solace, that everything is going to be okay, maybe it's all just a dream. That in reality, no one is suffering, people, birds and bees. They all live "happily ever after". @Natasha So is horror also Love? All those acts of murderers, rapists, abusers all of that LOVE?! @Etherial Cat I'll watch it. Thanks. @Jonac @cetus56 The Buddha is far more advanced than me, so what he says must be true. But I'll admit, not digestible at all, a VERY bitter pill to swallow.