Chakra Lion

The line is when she wants you to stop and you don't. When she says NO and you don't listen. When you do it out of Aggression, not Love.

"The one that is lost will be free" Get the Basics - Root Yourself - Needs - Find any job, make money, feel better about your self. Then move on from there

@Sussso I am going through the same thing. A few years ago I stopped playing Xbox, started traveling and moving around, writing and working, and not even having time for Games. About 2 months ago, my job stopped for the winter, and I started playing World of Warcraft, my childhood nostalgia addiction, that transported me to the Fantasy World I was craving. For the last weeks I played it literally 24/7 - no regret - nothing else to do - but now it became boring. I reached max level, the adventures seemed to be over, and it was just about grinding to compete with the top dogs. Even as I was playing I realized that I wasnt really enjoying it as much as I used to. Never enjoying the moment of actually experiencing the world around me, always looking ahead and wanting to advance, comparing myself to other players, thinking how I should look and what I should do to make myself appear the best. I wasnt gaming for myself anymore. (This also relates to my real life thinking and acting) Now a week ago I deleted it, and have been a little depressed and wasting my time on other stupid shit that isnt getting me anywhere. It is okay though, I know this is the middle phase between another new adventure, like writing or creating something new. The best way I have found to heal from this, is to find a new passion, build xp and level up my skills somewhere else, maybe become a vendor of some sort, or work on new professions, and discover the world around me, connect with the players in my area. Life is the Video Game you can't quit, unless you get unlimited re spawns, who knows...

I dont understand that. Is it not Experience that is allowing teachings, awakening, opinion. Experience of Love to know Hate, Hate to know Love. Not allowing someone to deny 'truth' of Love and God is dangerous and uncomfortable to say the least, on a public forum. Personally, that just showed me a reason where Leo is wrong. Where we would all be wrong to not include Haters of Love and God.

Terrence McKenna said that some of the most intense trips hes had were on weed when he would not have smoked and get really high one night. I can relate to that. After being sober for a while, then getting high on lots of weed in the dark with music and being at peace and alone, it can take you to those feelings of dmt, not so much visually, but definitely emotionally and mentally. It reminds me when I first started smoking, getting so high that things were black and white, feeling like floating on a cloud. Set and Setting are important, making it a special event with the intention of having a great moment, there is no reason it shouldn't be as intense as anything else as long as its not abused, like cannabis is so many times.

Fear of the unknown, fear of evil, fear of destruction. It's normal for sure. Maybe start out with .1g - .3g depending on his weight and potency. This will allow him to keep control, dip his toes in, and connect with the feeling of magic that is given from earth. Play some enjoyable music, keep him company, go into nature, wherever he feels like himself, where he can be open and free, uninterrupted.

it will be the mind that is lost shall be free

My Wife and I have been together for almost 10 years, married for 5, and recently she has told me that she is missing passion in our sex life. When we first got together, we were like bunnies with fetishes. But for the last few years that I have been on a spiritual journey, experiencing many realizations and making new conclusions to life, my sex drive has lowered and become somewhat less important to me. The other night she told me that she misses to be desired, to be wanted and that the electricity we once had regarding sex is almost non existent. This was a conversation that I knew would come, and with our opposite work schedules, when we do see each other, it is almost more like friends hanging out, instead of lovers. Not to say that I don't love her, or that we aren't happy, but I get her, she misses the passion of me wanting her. Our relationship is wonderful and there is nothing else I would rather have in my life. I do however want to give her what she desires, to keep her happy and not needing to seek other people or things for those activities I am lacking. I am asking to know if there are others that have felt this way. How can one who has slowed or declined their own sexual drive, still reach into those parts to give their partner what they need.

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Its called something like the calamari method but i might just be hungry. You pick up a single item, and you ask yourself. Does this bring me Joy? Keep it if it does, donate, sell or throw if it doesn't. Life is easier with a lighter mind, especially without childhood memorabilia.

When one has everything, one wants nothing. When one has nothing, one wants everything. Why are You here? Did you come from nothing? Or are you looking for nothing?

@avilo Whats your problem... All you are doing on this Forum is hating, trying to voice your perception of what you think this is, not taking the time to realize for yourself, that maybe your misery just wants company. Stop trying to spread an agenda that this is a cult, that Leo is the holy leader every one here bows down to. @Shaun WTF are you even talking about... Why would you possibly want people to commit suicide.

I like that he makes life sound like a game. Reminds me of how Tier Zoo talks about it too! Thanks for Sharing!

Before my parents divorced, we lived in a nice house in Germany, family life was great. After, my big brother and I would stay with my mom during the week, and my dad on the weekend. They didnt spend more time with us, instead it became much less, or they'd send us to babysitters or have nannies do most of the work. Quickly Mom married again, and she took us and the new guy to Florida. That man traumatized us, but mom only used him to get into the USA. After several months of living uncomfortably with him, we left him and moved back to Germany. That experience was enough for me to leave her and my brother, and move to Austria to live with Dad. He really just dropped me off with my Grandma, as he was busy starting a new life with the new step-mom and she was pregnant. Eventually I moved back to my mom in Germany, because I missed my brother, and soon after she remarried again to Step-Dad #2. He already lived in America, so half way through the school year, we flew across the Atlantic to call some new guy dad. He was also pretty crazy, mom obviously not making the best choices, so we left him after a year, and moved into some shitty apartment in Vegas. Literally a month later, Mom found another man, from South Dakota?!? Without ever meeting the man, we moved into his house, which was a blessing, because he saved us from poverty and who knows what. Lucky #3 I guess... So... To This Day, Divorce has affected me in several ways. I had been to 12 Schools by the time I graduated High School, making friends was easy, but keeping them, and caring for them is hard. The many times of leaving friends without byes, has build a wall, to keep people away, but also to keep myself from getting attached. The Wall also goes for Family. Not trusting and not letting them in, especially with Mom. But I love, thank, and forgive her for everything she did. But most importantly, it showed me that Love and Marriage are very fragile and breakable. It is easy to give up, to leave and forget. Thankfully my wife blessed me with her infinite love. Our Marriage is a partnership between best friends with benefits, continuously developing into heaven.

With all the recent YouTubers getting together to plant 20 million trees, it reminded me of how much the forest has helped me. When you first leave the car, or city, and enter into the quiet and abandoned forest, stress and anxiety just falls off. I have noticed that after several hours in the woods, life becomes much simpler. Like the Trees inhale your problems. Trees inhale my exhale, exhale my inhale. In Japanese they even have a word for this, "Shirin - Yoku" meaning Forest Bathing. I heard a podcast where a guest said that when you are in the hospital, and you see a tree, instead of another building outside your window, you will heal faster. I have however noticed that when I am backpacking alone, and it gets dark, depression and loneliness often fill me. But that leaves in the morning. What are some of your thoughts on Trees? How has the Forest (or Nature) helped or harmed you?

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@whoshearts Currently 50% of the Actualized Population in the USA lives in Salt Lake City haha!

At your point in life, I had left a treatment center for depression and addiction, no idea what I wanted to do, where I wanted to go, who I wanted to be. I didn't go to College after High School, but focused on making money, and becoming comfortable in my own skin. After working odd jobs across many states, and traveling the beautiful earth, I found myself. So then after had realized what reality I found myself in and who I had become, it was time to focus on where I should take it. This took time to find, I became an entrepreneur, spiritual, emotional, a husband, a writer, a creator, and right now I am working on independence. Life gives you many paths, the point is to keep walking, sounds like that's what your doing. Write a Quest out for yourself. The most important Goals or Achievements that would bring your life whatever it is you want to accomplish.

The quieter you are, the more you can hear.

With my experience, at low, comfortable doses. Lucy is Eye Opening - Perceiving and Expressing the nature of Reality, the self, the moment. Mushy is Life Changing - Taking you to your Roots, Emotional and Mental reconstructing. Eventually you will meet Demitry, the Reality Breaking Spirit Molecule. But don't force Enlightenment or Clairvoyance, just observe and experience, reflect and realize later.

Biology, specifically Physiology or Neurophysiology - Since your talking about Addiction and studying patters. Maybe write and think about creating something unique, a new way of helping, fulfilling needs in a updated and advanced way.

Really Passionate and Inspirational Explanation of Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs Pyramid. She took it to heart! Haha

Time, Space, Mass, Speed, Energy, Frequency, Gravity, all different forms of the same thing. Check out Absolute space and time, General Relativity, String Theory

When I say Masculine, it is a description like Femininity, which both can including Male and Female Characters It is a more masculine territory, to face death and throw yourself through hell to come back with a tiny peace of the puzzle. A more Feminine player finds comfort and beauty in the settings provided, not having the need to dominate the environment. My Wife is a complete lover of life, she always has been. Always smiling, realizing, and developing. She has a better connection to the source than I do. but maybe that's because I keep cutting my umbilical cord to find a greater source. < << That just made me think... oh, maybe if I stop cutting? LOL

Life has become an endless game of improvement and expression. Writing, Thinking, Breathing, its all that matters right now. But regardless of how much happens, what changes, or what has been created. The Past always somehow creeps in. It brings back the root issues like Fear and Self Doubt. So Intensely it perverts my perceived present, trying to control it. Trying to drain me for my emotions, my thoughts, and most of the confidence I have build. #1 Will One ever find a state of long lasting satisfaction? #2 Even when realized and processed, can the Past Trauma of Memories ever leave the Living Being?