EntheogenTruthSeeker

Teaching 18+ ONLY. If younger watch, that’s not on me. My message is radical and not pure enough to be boiled down and exposed to immature minds, who need to fix basic life issues. People will associate my psychedelics and everything with corrupting the youth like Socrates, so teaching minors will never be in the picture, at least for now. we’ll see. Look into being a drum/guitar teacher, getting lessons, etc. I love myself and the path and life I’m creating

Guitar center job is the best fit. My mom lit up when I mentioned it and she said “that would be a great job for you”

Excessive Experience. Excessive Theory. Practice. Mastery. Music is my bliss. Not working at lululemon. Priorities. Anything BUT music and consciousnsss is a distraction. Girls. Anything.

@LSD-Rumi type 1 severe mania and dangerous suicidal rage/insomnia/delusions of grandeur. Yes haha. It’s really fucked up my life in a good way though. Basically instead of becoming awake at 60, I did it in 5 years from Bipolar. It purges trauma at an accelerated rate and purifies your entire being during the liberation/visions of glorious mania. Mania can be better than any psychedelic experience, but no one is the same, so it’s a moot point.

@Carl-Richard nope! Haha. “Had to be there”

I know meaning is constructed, illusory, and this sort of way of thinking is very “stage green” new age. However, transcend and include, right? Immediately as I walk outside my house last night after break thing through spirituality all fucking day, sober, this deer is majestically under this tree. Not only was this deer under a tree, lol, but there was a light that was so beautiful that my neighbor has under the tree that illuminated this thing like a fucking spiritual God! I couldn’t even believe the look I was getting. He “saw” me. I “saw” him. Inner nature vs Inner nature, both sentient beings, just different vessels. At first, I’m like, that was fucking insane! He was almost deadass waiting for me under this tree as soon as I walked on my sidewalk, observing and staring at me. It was not a casual spot, in the slightest. However, I remained skeptical and brushed off any hippie new age notions of universe sending me “signs”, or took them lightly. Then through the course of my 45 minute walk, I have never seen more deer in my entire life. I mean, I couldn’t even enjoy my walk cause they were almost fucking stalking me! Haha There was at least 15 encounters, and they did NOT ignore me like they usually do. It was spooky. Their entire pack would stop and stare, despite me being nowhere near them and them being behind me. So, I know that the Universe is helping me, encouraging me, and is putting me on a mystical Tier 2 Hero’s Journey once again in this new chapter of my life, after 5 years hardcore seeking. However, these next 5 years feel like I have just emerged into real tier 2 work/spirituality in the world, so it feels fucking epic. My baseline consciousness is increasing in folds almost daily, at this point, through detox on every level. Is this an “omen” sign from the universe to keep going, be patient?, or any other spiritual meaning? I don’t really trust the blanket statements new age folks apply to situations like this: “kind, generous, patient, etc”. It can not be reduced to any simple dualistic term!! I mean I kind of just answered my own question after integrating this, lol! But, it seems very obvious that only God/I will know the deepest meaning behind that encounter yesterday, for it felt special, and as if this Deer was encouraging me on the new beginning of my phase 2 Hero’s journey chapter of my life. It was exquisitely memorable. I love you all!

@catcat69123 amen man. It’s crazy how any of these groups will never live up to this community, ever. If they do, it’ll be rare. Im waiting for Leo to start building infrastructure for more in person retreats and shit like that!

https://vm.tiktok.com/ZM8qrH9WG/ I read in an article somewhere, he did AYa, but before that, did a two week alone retreat in an Air B and B. Seems like he’s following Leo, tbh. Using same terminology and all that. Talks like Leo too.

@Carl-Richard couldn’t see anything?

@Vincent S @bliss54 thanks so much guys. I’m glad man, the trampoline is such a fun way to do this work. Makes waking up really easy, as increases lymphatic system by 15X

@The Blind Sage ??????????????

Just got back from a Hare Krishna collective Kirtan with food and all that good jazz. man, did I meet a lot of higher conscious people, but I still didn’t fit in. The limitations of their world view is so obvious, the amount of times they love bombed me, tried to gaslight my yellow and turquoise understanding, and trying to “teach” me was pretty amusing. I understand they’re acting from good intentions, and I came there to absorb and be taught. However, I just feel like I want to be on the outskirts of any organization, other than my own, because it’s just not the highest truth. It’ll all end up being a distraction, rather than an “embodiment” social practice. Step 1: Get Lululemon leadership job at $18.00 an hour. Step 2: Move to Ypsilanti and integrate stage green Hare Krishna values/good content, and discard limitations. Step 3: Start my own Blog/TikTok/Life Coaching Buisness as Yellow/Turquoise/Coral (hopefully, lol).

I just pop edibles. LSD makes me feel weird and I always have to smoke or edibles to calm down. Mushrooms are way easier on legs, but still. Try eating meat or fruit, whatever helps calm your nerves.

100% effective and a fundamental for creating any type of good life. Remove old karma and baggage, and then focus on what you want at the same time. Clean Old Desires/Add New Healthy Desires. Make a “Visionboard” photo album on your phone, add images that inspire you, and look at it daily. It takes literally 30 seconds to swipe. Watch in 3 weeks, things may change drastically, like it did for me. I went from suicidal everyday to thriving by looking at this for 3 weeks. All my action is effortless, because I know what I want. It’s no question of what to do anymore.

@LSD-Rumi yeah, I’m an edge case with all this psychedelic stuff anyways. I feel God moves on my life in a very holistic, organic way. So, it doesn’t matter if I take something, if God feels it will harm me, I won’t trip at ALL, or so lightly it’s like I just took a microdose on 3.5grams. You know the answer if you ask your highest intuition in silence. It’s probably because I’ve experienced psychedelics in my sober consciousness at so many hours in my life, that God knows if I add more at the wrong time, I’ll destabilize completely. Go to a psych ward, etc. I’ve been pushing the gas on spirituality hardcore for 6 years now, so it’s time to settle down and ground.

Doesn’t matter. Jesus’s teachings are Love. He died for Love. That’s all you need to know. Leo and Jesus are basically identical, in the essence of their teachings. Contemplate: What Was Jesus Up To?

This has all happened to me in various other ways. Seeing how people are unconsciously being used for God’s evolution, is a constant thing. You’re making me realize this shit isn’t normal, and that I may have psychic abilities, cause I’ve experienced crazier shit that that almost 8/12 months of the year. This supernatural shit is a god given part of the path of becoming a saint. Get used to it!:)

I did a gram of DMT in 3 hours, trying 15 total times to trip. I never broke through or had any out of body experiences/closed eye visuals. the shaman girl was like “how the fuck are you still talking????” After taking like 10-15 hits at first.

This happens sometimes. Forget you took anything and do acts of love, joy, and fun. Then, it will start to kick in. if not, just surrender to God’s mystery of withholding your LSD experience. There’s always divinity for things like that, sometimes. Maybe try detoxing and regenerating your brain at a cellular level with raw fruits/veggies for a month or two, etc.

This guy was on drugs as well. My friend said he met him and was like was on coke/pre, etc. I love the guy and the inspiration, but his ego obviously killed him. Sad. Rest In Peace.

@Alex_R @softlyblossoming ????

I can’t stop moving. I’m like a nomad. Everywhere I go, I want to run away. Home. Friends house. Rehab. Hotels. I stay 1-2 days get stressed, and leave. Anywhere I go I’m stressed, fearful, or running to next dabbler high. This is not bipolar related. This is followed by psychedelic usage last 3 weeks in low doses and 2 weeks apart with one microdose. Along with intense sober spiritual practice and contemplation. Eating meat and creative outlets like drumming and singing, nature are my ideas. I wish I could just sit in silence for 2 weeks by myself in a log cabin, but I have no money and my nervous system is too easily stressed. How do I calm and ground my nervous system? It’s super weak from a sedentary lifestyle from weeks in psych hospital beds.

This is not your typical exploitative cult. I’m remaining on the outskirts, for sure. These Hare Krishna’s are quite flexible, they work and have families, they don’t all live there, there’s a bunch of normies that come and go. It is the most conscious place I can find in my area, so it’ll do. But I’ll hit up my Self Realized in person guru and ask about places he recommends, because these people are not turquoise level. Thanks for the caution guys. @Leo Gura I watched your cult videos, studying episiotomy, contemplating in silence, etc. and I’m very aware of cult tactics in all of society now, so I’m good. But, if this is the overwhelming opinion, I’ll look elsewhere! Does any body know anywhere I can find good spiritual circles in Michigan??

How to master drumming: “They’ve learned the art of simplicity – they know how to practice restraint in a way that serves the song. They realize that great music has more to do with what you don’t play than what you do play. “ — a theme in life. It’s what you take out that’s toxic and removal, like detoxing, is often most powerful. Emptying the mind, etc. the principles of mastery are simplicity and a torus turtle like pace, nice and steady.

@BipolarGrowth true. Microdosing every two weeks will be key, if needed. Hug circle didn’t work when I came home last night. I must focus intensely on what I want in my life, via law of attraction, and actualize it. It’s time to move to Ypsilanti?