EntheogenTruthSeeker

Just enjoying life for first time now. Enlightenment is beyond anything you could ever ask for. I am a child, again. I know who I am as an ego and as god. It’s over. The suffering is over and even if it’s not, who the Fuck cares? I made it! Im fucking enlightened by my own definition of what I’ve been looking for! I got the answers! Now I can finally enjoy life and stop chasing and chasing everything. My addictions are falling away. Love is increasing infinitely day by day. Girls are magnetically attracted to me, which is kind of a shock, but not really lmfao. When you exude Unconditonal love for all of existence, they know it & want some of it for themselves as the devils we all are??

@VeganAwake thanks vegan awake, you legend. You’re right. I start new job tomorrow hopefully god moves through that job and allows me to forget about all this intense visionary shit. It’s exhausting

@Carl-Richard Alright I’m just going to post in my journal

@Endangered-EGO dm me

Damn man. I feel this. Hope you remember love is the truth and the highest. Hug yourself. It’s okay. You’ll get to the end of your life safely. Next time, hop off the internet if you’re very angry. Wasn’t cool at all to call leo a cult, yet I understand and have been in the same delusional boat once (it’s a projection of your own fears of the radical scary awakenings leo shows us)

The real ones you can tell all your secrets and shit. Those are ones that will let you vent.

Now I’m sad as shit. Fuck everything lmfao. I’m still happy as shit, it’s just it’s SOOO lonely being god. Like no one can match my energy I don’t even know what to do at this point. I can’t share the love with basically anyone right now. This is some deep suffering, but it feels like happiness and pleasure at the same time because I know it’s humbling me and valuing human connection more

@Fkdel 6 years non stop spiritual education and practice. Doing RASA with Ramaji, bipolar mania going full circle, meditating 247 basically for 60 days straight and physically detoxing my body for months at a time on juice fasts and raw vegan/occasional meat. it’s gonna be 1000% different for you because you have different weaknesses and strengths. Follow your bliss and basically listen and take action on almost every single thing Leo says. he’s the highest guru and does not lead you astray. Everything he teaches is verifiable through thousands and at my point, 10K hours of mastery involved. remmber, growth is exponential curve. I’ve been doing this since 15 basically, so 8 years before Leo even.

It’s called a “rebounder” and i just found one at my local Walmart. It should be in a store like that. All you have to do is type in cheapest rebounder in safari. $45

@BipolarGrowth ????

@hyruga me and everything you look at and don’t look at. It is what it is. Lmfao. Jesus looks like an innocent kid laughing with all his stomach until it physically hurts?❤️??

@OBEler eating 58lbs of grapes, eating raw vegan. lemon water in AM and eating grapes, juiced vegetables/fruit only, 90% of the time with occasional Standard American diet. if you’ve never detoxed, it will make spirituality infinitely easy to get enlightened, if you’ve put in the effort to awaken with little results. IMO. intermittent fasting rebounding laying in my bed 247 suanas

@Endangered-EGO I physicall detoxed my body aggressively for two months, and enlightenment just came naturally as a byproduct of having the energy to follow my bliss. that was my weakness. Drug abuse, trauma, suicidal thoughts. The physical detox got rid of all the limitations of enlightenment from my mind, and now I’m just pure love. Always. Sober or not. however long this lasts, I don’t really care. I’m satisfied at this point in my journey. No more chasing. just enjoying the pleasures of life and sharing love with other sentient beings. im done with the idea of enlightenment and now just living like a child. DM me??

@JosephKnecht haha genius. You’re right bro. Fuck enlightenment right now. I’m just trying to express my human self and have fun with the opposite sex, un-attached to even the outcome of sex. If it comes, cool. Otherwise, I’m just trying to have fun and spread love/compassion/truth itself.

An updated vision for actualized.org, your personal enlightenment and psychedelic endeavors, etc. im just so excited to see this happen in real time and you go down in history as one of the most influential enlightened beings in all of existence.

@Zeroguy love you so much man??

It’s all love.

I am inherently a lone wolf and don’t like commitments with other groups. So, I don’t stay loyal to any one group. But, I feel like I’ll be wasting my time and risking exploration going to spiritual in-person communities. Everybody I talk to does not have my level of understanding, I teach them, etc. It sucks not having a community of real life people to share this path with. I literally just want to be stage green community, but I don’t want to get sucked into a Hare Krishna cult. I mean, you saw how the Christian community brainwashed me last year after my mystical experiences with Jesus. I’m being cognizant to study epistemology, cult videos, and not let people gaslight me.

I am finally awake. Fully.

I love myself Journal: If I love myself, because I love myself, would I work at a job that’s not enthusiastic to hire me? Even if it’s part time? Am I too conscious for mainstream? Am I built for something greater? Shall I volunteer and not distract myself and waste my time? Does god close these doors that aren’t meant for me? Should I not take it personal and rather have the respect and dignity for my high value self embody the loving world I wish to create? Thoughts.

This is way too formal and demanding of anybody who has no clue who you are. be thankful anyone or I am willing to help you for free. Time is valuable and it seems like you are entitled to people serving at your feet for free. Be less picky, bro. A friend is a friend. Don’t put all these rules and BS with it? Lol. That’s NOT enlightened conscious relationships. DM me if you’d like, check out the YouTube link in my signature and if you like my teachings, hmu. I love you! Anything I said offensive, isn’t meant to be. It’s just me expressing what energy I feel from this post. True or not. Just expressing what I’m picking up.

@Bojan V I don’t assume anything in this post can come close to what I experienced. It’s kind of just a celebration of whatever it was. I’ll have to sleep and assess it later with contemplation. It was comforting, but you know how it is, ego comes back and forgets it all. All that doesn’t really resonate about omniscience. It was just nothingness combined with eternal infinity and formlessness, the end of suffering forever and ever. For ever. it’s foreshadowing my “afterlife”/“physical death” How can I explain this? Fucking pointless

@Carl-Richard preach that shit hard.

Doing spiritual practice 247 mindfulness with labeling for three days straight, spreading love, etc. And now I’m just on an edible, chilling, and feeling my true nature exude with every mundane act I do. This has been the case all last 3 days, especially today, even 100% sober/detoxing. This is way better than any drug I’ve ever done, combined with psychedelics, because I can be in love with mundane and profane. I’m dope as Fuck and have been through hell. I finally love myself. Consciousness is now my top value, along with health, equanimity, balance, and Love. Then use Music as a medium to spread my love for existence. Watch out❤️?? — P.S. Sobriety is the long term goal, however, occasional use with high consciousness is the ultimate solution in the short-term.

When girls like you, they make it easy for you. Use excuses to talk to you or have you open bottles, show them how to work a weightlifting machine, lol. CRAZY ass shit happening all around me during “mania” later today and all today, to be honest.