EntheogenTruthSeeker

Hey, so after a Kundalini awakening I went crazy and basically got hospitalized a bunch of times. From there, it’s been VERY hard to attract girls. So, after being stabilized, I’ve approached 80-100 girls and had success with only about three with a makeout. Other than that, I feel like the bar is just so low conscious being sober and I truly don’t want a girl that will be at a bar. Chasing these women, I feel worse almost EVERYTIME after going out. Just so shallow and time wasting. My main problem is: How do I flirt? Yeah, I get all the basic way of superior man and 3%man material, but going from hi what’s your name, to physically touching them and having them view me as a sexual partner (for example at work or at psychedelic meetings) How the hell do I go about it? I REALLY don’t feel my heart to go to Bars. It’s not even I’m too spiritual for it, it just feels like I’m chasing suffering, lol. Tips? P.s. Had LSD breakthrough which helped a lot with trauma and living life authentically/NoFap, but still have emotional blockage with women and seems so hard for me to be Masculine and sexual. I am more caring and feminine a bit and people think I’m gay.

Hey, so been hospitalized and had severe psychotic episodes, deep depression, over-saturation of porn/food/adderall addiction in the past and my brain feels like it is kinda numb a bit to being at a baseline happiness - hard to enjoy simple things as much. My reward system is not like it used to be My LSD breakthrough REALLLYYYY helped, but I’m wondering if Ibogaine or 5-MeO is more ideal for helping the chemistry in my brain make me feel more consistently positive/have a reward system/be more joyful in mundane actions.

@Leo Gura man, how you have so many priorities, yet you take the care to reply to your audience is just awesome. Thanks again. Good to know. 10,000hr rule it is.

@Leo Gura thanks a lot. Yeah, I had an enlightenment experience on LSD and relative breakthroughs. Life-transforming. It ACTUALLY freed me up from the constant bleakness and my brain feels way more intelligent and happy. The central nervous system got totally rewired from the spiritual energy of that non-duality. So, it did work. Will just be patient with smaller psychedelics as I talk to the professionals.

@TrynaBeTurquoise this was my experience with LSD. I had an enlightenment experience, as well as relative insights. That alone, totally rewired my central nervous system and actually gave me consistent energy again even after the afterglow. It truly worked through the mental and emotional blockages. So I assume Ibogaine would allow more healing, based on the fact that this LSD was the ONLY thing that helped. I don’t think I would have been able to rewire or change my happiness naturally like it did. Life-transforming. Careful discussion with the Ibogaine retreat centers, for sure. Thanks a lot, man!

@Leo Gura thanks a ton. Day game is best. Do you have any books on how to flirt or resources?