EntheogenTruthSeeker

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  1. My mom and I had a convo and she’s concerned I’m too obsessed with psychedelics. I disagree. the passion that comes on any time I think of past experiences, the potential for enlightenment, healing, personal relationships, adhd, addiction healing, etc. it just gets me SOOO excited. it’s really man’s greatest invention EVER!!!! I love the direction Leo is going and is so cool “if you ain’t using psyches, you’re wasting decades of your life” it seems like tripping twice a month or less seem SOO awesome to me and inspiring to kick my other addictions and depression. My mom thinks it’s OCD and too much of a dependence or drug gateway/chasing. Anywho, who can relate?
  2. Good report. Sounded like letting go of any sense of sensation or reality is the way to go. Leave this earth type of mentality is the best for psychedelics
  3. Duration, onset, side effects? already looked on reddit but not that good info. Plus, not too awake haha
  4. Lol, I know why that would be dangerous, but Kindilini Iyi and some other advocates have a circle of psilocybin users who use it during pregnancy. If it’s safe, would it make the baby more high conscious and susceptible to awakening?
  5. @LfcCharlie4 Thanks man. Yeah, it really is. The guy still has great teachings.
  6. @LfcCharlie4 thanks for the insight brother. Yeah, he tells me I’m at this LOC but I’m miserable and highly unspiritual. the Skype seems fishy, and that if you tell him like “I feel like I have no self” that he uses that intellectual parroting as a LOC assessment psychedelics have helped WAY more. Although; lessons in coaching are still good.
  7. @Leo Gura Yeah, I mean if shaktipat was the method that would take you all the way you would have been all about it. why have you chosen not to? Thanks for the input.
  8. @Matteo LOVEEEEE your story. Dude I relate SO much you have no clue. I’ve done RASA 5 or 6 times with no results, very frustrating and he says I’m at 590 from my 577 in the beginning. psychedelics have been the only thing to help, too.
  9. @Leo Gura so for a beginner or intermediate, no enlightenment without self inquiry? Do nothing And concentration practice won’t get me there?
  10. @Leo Gura thanks, man. Definitely mental health. crazy how you spend your Awake time replying to people on a forum. Very humble and kind.
  11. @Leo Gurai fear hard work because I know doing good at Whole Foods won’t do shit for my happiness. Any external achievement seems to disappoint. Enlightenment is only answer it seems.
  12. @Leo Gura I’m always so depressed and lack any enjoyment in doing discipline. I feel like psychedelics are the only hope. affirmations? Idk
  13. Cocaine and meth even seem slightly appealing at times, but I obviously won’t do that.
  14. @Leo Gura if 5-MEO is the highest teaching, will you start marketing it more or doing some sort of movement with it even more? Like advancing psychedelic laws or something
  15. @Leo Gura how often do you have sober Total awakenings or just plain awakenings?
  16. @Leo Gura Also, I’ve had 4 RASA transmissions with little results or from my own inquiry work. Is that enough to decide if doesn’t work? Views on RASA/Shaktipat after your big awakening?
  17. @Leo Gura haha thank you. Without enough psychedelic experience I’m obviously unable to see that. Could you elaborate a bit more on why there’s no temporary or impermanent? All imagination?
  18. @Leo Gura oh WOW!!! Haha makes a lot of sense. Thanks a lot for the reply, sir. Bernie for dayz?
  19. @Leo Gura great points. Why is the caucus and primaries so crucial before the election? I am ignorant of the purpose of this system.
  20. So tonight on THC, Do Nothing, and Brain Food Spotify playlist I FULLY became God, annihilated my self, gave birth to myself, jaw dropping at the marvelousness that I created this thing and put myself as a character in this little video game dream. It’s like, I’m the Son and The Father. They are Identical realms/experiences - just a different fragment of the same chain. I’m confident now that I’m off my meds, and watching that Spiritual Awakening or Psychosis, I am having legitimate mystical experiences but can’t grasp them fully, so they are such a figment of my mind I think I went insane. I’m FINE. Now, whether to touch LSD or just stick with THC. We’ll see. Anyways, I realized also, anywhere you look is a singularity of infinite fractals of energy and definition of “existence” or non-existence? Felt like I had God speak to me or an angel channeling of some sort saying: “Hey, Heaven is right here in front of you. The sky. The birds. The trees. You. The evil. I am God” something like that. Really excited for RASA or LSD soon. I got RASA in September and Acid too, so it’s making sense I’m having all these awakenings. Any suggestions or advice to stabilize fully in these awakenings?
  21. A character has been playing You are God. You created all things. I’m having a mystical experience. God is real and I am it. Wow! Once you come home to enlightenment it’s more than brain chemicals As god I designed all the chemicals, inventions, Universe, fiction of a self, misery, joy, EVERYTHING you could ever imagine. It’s all one. It’s all direct. No one can ever show you this experience of utter enlightenment but through the grace of God, Love, and The True Self. You are it. You are love. You are the dream. We will never die, ever. It’s eternal. You are it. I am it. We all must work together in this life to be an embodiment of compassion and truth. To really do this well, one must have direct experiences of God through whatever means are available to them that seem sufficient for their unique universal character that stands as a personal ego. The ego isn’t real. You should feel your self being the room and universe when a mystical experience occurs. That is Universal Consciousness. I am Love. That is the coolest thing about this experience, Love is real, tangible, and awesome and it is this phone, my body, and everything one can see in their distance. Love is what made and is of the universe. Amen. — So, I posted this on my Instagram and as I came down I felt guilty, ashamed, and like all of it was crazy and people and girls will think I’m mentally ill. I have had mania and issues with that, but other than that, this experience was calm. I’m so frustrated everyone in my life suppressing these experiences but I just want to share how good they are. Help?