EntheogenTruthSeeker

THE LOVVVEEE AND PATIENCE PEOPLE GAVE ME TO BECOME WHO I REALLY AM IS WHAT I MUST SUPPORT. FULL UNCONDITIONAL LOVE BECAUSE THE END RESULT IS ALWAYS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Enlightenment IS the answer to all suffering. However you get there, will be different for everyone. But whatever you hate and fear, is what you should analyze because those traumas are the devil telling you you’re not capable of love, but it’s just God tricking himself for fun and the collective Good. Leo, how can I REPAY YOU?

I know you’ve said such scales of Ramaji’s n what not is not accurate, but it seems like the psychedelic states are great but does it quench that thirsting for a permanent enlightenment awareness? like compare your baseline level of consciousness from pre-mushroom trip report video or 5MeO. Thanks!

Great report! Proud of you. Seems like you have put a lot of work into mastering your psychology. Did you drive a car? If so, come on man. Give these substances a good name and be responsible.

Hello all, I’m 21 male and am an absolute addict. I seek enlightenment 247 and drug highs. Ever since I took Vyvanse and adderall, I have forever saught euphoria and motivation before doing any activity. Psychedelics have helped in the past but I hope they will do more the more I trip, but I’m doing RASA and Ramaji won’t let me trip. anyways, I’m incredibly lazy and always wanting to get high to get my mind focused. I’ve been meditating for 4 years like halfway focused and just nothing. I’ve meditated for 60 days 247 and tortured myself. I feel like my focus abilities can only be helped through psychedelics. last thing, as I drink coffee first thought is: I’m drinking beer tonight or I need a cigarette to calm down or I need to smoke thc or I want to take adderall or psychedelics. It’s really bad and it seems like meditation isn’t doing SHITTTTT for me.

@ardacigin WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fucking incredible love filled post man. So much deep wisdom. I am truly so grateful for your in-depth reply. Thanks a lot, man. I have followed the concentration technique and from there, as you said, my addictions have fallen away with my awareness turned up A BUNCH. Mushrooms helped reset things and everything, so I then could really do the sober work, but the sober work is really the important part for keeping sobriety. Much love, I’ll always keep this post in the back of my head, man. Thank you so much. You just provided tons of value.

@Average Investor thanks a lot man. I may DM you in the future if that’s cool! Appreciate the step one, on it?

Hi, I am looking to create an anonymous YouTube channel and Buisness to spread awareness of the healing and transcendental potential of psychedelics, as well as general self actualization. I do NOT need any more advice from typical orange books on how to find LP, or how to dream up law of attraction BS. I am clueless where to start on how to ACTUALLY start a Buisness from step one. What are the best marketing resources and how to actually pull something off like PsychedSubstance or Actualized.org?

@Hello from Russia excellent advice!! The problem solving stuff is great. This goes to show how PRACTICAL all this stuff is - and it DOES NOT come intuitively, so thank you so much for those insider points and foundations. You’re so kind?

@Tom T I am SOOOOOOO incredibly grateful for this wealth of information, Tom. I love this forum. People like you with so much selfless love for people who need it, damn. Thanks so much, man. I coulda paid for this information, lol

I met him a couple weeks before he passed. Sad. You can see when you talk to him he's such an old soul and has the wisdom of a warrior. You can tell he's SEEN some shit, haha. Highly respectable guy and hope this pushes the community to do greater work!

So, I had a huge breakthrough of self transparent honesty which was facilitated by two cups of coffee and then an hour run which cleared my mind and harmonized the brain like a psychedelic. (I did Breath of Fire into stomach the whole run, lol) Anyways, I realized after these four years of discovering Leo, I've literally done NOTHING with my life, haha. I feel like when I first discovered him and a bit now still that I'm his top %1 fans who see the rareness and immense value such a channel provides. However, there's only so much you can get through media and videos and forum browsing every second of the day. This is NOT high consciousness, this is procrastination after a year or two, really. I am taking a break to SOLIDIFY and REBUILD Orange. I hit green intellectually and at times Yellow, as well as MANY turquoise experiences, however my life still seems shitty because 1. Chemical/Lack of Oxygen (this I have covered now) 2. I lack discipline and follow through to do anything with my enlightenment experiences - realistically, if I don't change my foundation of Orange, NOW, I may never get enlightened, at ALL. I must embrace and push through. Essential New Habits: -30 Minutes of Exercise DAILY - Run, Pushups, Jumping Jacks -30 Minutes of Breathwork ONLY -No laptop, apps, YouTube, Porn, Forum. -Hyperbaric Oxygen Chamber and Iboga Retreat to Reset brain pre-addiction and make brain more cohesive with more oxygen. -Read ONLY Books from Leo's list - One a month. I've only read like 4-6 books and really some of them I never really finish cause my ADD, and lack of discipline. I won't get anything out of technology really, I have exceeded it's limits to help me - it's just entertainment rotting my brain to want pleasure and instant fixes. People talk about bullshit. Someone who writes a book has something to say. TRUTH. -Only take edibles in low doses if have trouble sleeping. No recreational use. -Read all the success books on Leo's booklist. NO MORE ENLIGHTENMENT books. I'm 22, god damn, I'll be a 40 year old virgin living in my parent's house if I don't wake the FUCK up. -Two 10 Day Meditation/Life Purpose Journal - I'll never become enlightened through peak states of weed and the such, another shadow of shaky Orange foundation which has breed the self-deception for years. -Oxygen flow is the best interconnected "pill" for me, for sure. -I don't need to see a technique in a video or for Leo to tell me to do something next for my life - that infinite procrastinating and chasing is over, with awareness gradually. RESEARCH AND EXPERIMENT MY SELF!!! Leo's last video gave me the final push to make this dream a reality. Really, that was the most profound and moving piece of art I have EVER seen. Makes me wonder if he's human or divinely gifted to be so curious and disciplined with life. Amen, Leo. Love, Yours Truly.

Hi, So, I was having very negative thoughts and stuck in some negativity lately, so I took 3 tabs on an empty stomach (16 hrs fasted). Within ten minutes I started laughing and at the 30 min mark was in full nonduality, lol. Anyways, some points from the trip were: -Cant believe more people arent talking about these substances..like happiness and enlightement in a pill..30mins. WOW. -Must have an anonymous youtube and blog to spread the nondual awareness around these substances -There is nothing to do, chase, go, be, etc. THIS was LIBERATING but caused an INCREASE in desire to do things out of love. The ego mind perceives this insight as laziness, far from it. -This stuff is the be all end all. Nonduality, which i may have never experienced ever in my life, was there for 3 hours . It's not just adding and changing your personal self - NO MORE SELF DEVELOPMENT - WHERE DOES IT END??? its about SELF ANNIHILATION INTO LOVE AND INFINITY!!! -Starring at a deoderant, felt infinite love, wonder, curiosity, awe, and no seperateness. "natural or unnatural deodorant" seemed absurd. Kinda like leos pube hair in the bathroom. Gotta indescriminately love even the mildew in the bathroom haha. -Infinite healing in that session. The love of god is all i need. -Even if i traveled to some astral realm or other world or aliens were here, it wouldnt have been good as my expereience, because form can be anything, but if you arent connected to truth and have a silent mind through whatever means, you CAN NOT be happy. -Helped a ton with my past truama. Looked in the mirror and loved even my flaws and not shaving and everything. Brutal shit haha. I felt like I couldn't love the way i look. I felt like a burnout and the acid made my face all red and blochy, but I loved it all anyways. -Going to do this as therapy every month or two weeks, really, anything other than this I'm just fucking around. These are the #1 tools for me to get my shit together on all levels, it's really crazy how good my life is one week out. -Deepest insights are non verbal -Couldn't imagine being an ego or having one in the future. All i knew was I was enlightened now and it may be permanent. Once you see the Truth, you can't unsee it? Weird how that works. -HOW TF do people do this "recreationally" - it's just straight enlightenment almost every time. -Weed is intensified and basically I raise my consciousness to a mystical level and it's very profound almost every time, its like a calmer high. I realized I was God last night, and perhaps deeper insights than in my trip haha. The day after I got sucked STRAIGHT in nonduality of no thought for like 30 seconds, beautiful, but not as intense. -- Concerns: -Acid lasted like 3-4 hours of Nonduality, then I crashed HARD AS FUCK and coujldnt think of function for like the next 10 fucking hours and felt so shitty like I was on a high dose of adderall or something, hate acid. happens every time even when i have mystical expriences, so i doubt it's fake acid. -No vizuals unless i close my eyes and really focus, i see different colors. Feels clean though, so dont think it was fake. All these psuedo vizuals are gone at 3hr mark, 100% -How many times of breakthroughs will I be able to "permanently" or have these sort of states SOBER? I don't understand why Leo can't drop down to our level and be practical about this. Saying "it's a duality" this or that, is just a cute philosophy. You're either fucking awake and non-dual, or you're not. That's just my POV

@Nahm thanks a lot Nahm, makes me feel food❤️

@VeganAwake another great point! Haha do nothing technique. Thank you Vegan Awake?

Radical acceptance: Can I accept? Can I accept I’ll never become enlightened? That my chemicals and nudrostransmitters will never allow myself to focus and gain distance from my ego without drugs? Can I accept the misery of ego and LIVE through that? What if my negativity leads me to a bad path or one that I lose control and my life is at risk? Will I still believe in God then? Being tortured AND unenlightened? Could you or I accept love then? Can I accept people won’t change how I like? Can I accept depression may never go away? I may never feel passionate enough to do anything with a career or enlightenment? Just some venting.

@Guru Fat Bastard wow. Utterly profound. That is a NonDual state. Thanks for the paradigm shift, man, really.

Lol, couldn’t believe it. That’s what happens when you travel and investigate I guess. I was born before my father And my children before me We are born and born again Like the waves of the sea That's the way it's always been And that's how I want it to be Nothing but good news There is a frog in South America Whose venom is a cure For all the suffering that mankind Must endure More powerful than morphine And soothing as the rain A frog in South America Has the antidote for pain That's the way it's always been And that's the way I like it

@Leo Gura WOW. I see it so clearly now. I can rest in peace, lol. That's a much more mature, fascinating, and exploratory outlook on this work. Good job. Ground breaking shit you released last week, changed everything I thought was possible.

@Leo Gura I already felt like that with LSD, haha. So you feel you're more happy and fulfilled glimpsing and remembering these states than those current sober teachers? I am just so god damn curious what your consciousness is like normally. Sure, psychedelic highs are nice, but I am really just longing for a subtle sense of non-duality and detachment from thoughts, like 10% of an LSD peak is all I'm asking for, not a 5meo peak.

@Leo Gura thank you. Concentration will be new staple of practice. Are you at the LSD levels sober? Or to a level that is very satisfactory? I want some motivation that all the work won’t be for nothing, considering you’ve put in 1000s of hours of psychedelics and work.

@Leo Gura okay, makes a lot of sense. But how many hours a day do you meditate to reach pseudo-lsd consciousness states sober?

@Leo Gura I mean how many hours a day? like if I meditate 30mins to an hour a day and trip every two weeks, maybe some 5meo, shouldn't that be enough? My life isn't set up where I can meditate hours a day or do long retreats - I can, but meditation seems so innefective and timewasting tbh after an hour.

@Inliytened1 WOW thanks for the info and for reading Interesting full enlightenment is dead, LOL. Good to know you can have some sober. I just have HORRIBLE concentration and focus. Ill switch like a couple techniques in just a 30 min meditation do nothing because my mind just can't focus on one technique, so i smoke weed or I'll really never make progress. It feels chemical (been diagnosed with severe ADD at 15yo). Even when I do a concentration practice, I can never do it or grow from it really. How focused are you before the sober nondual states emerge? How long have you been meditating? Concentration practice?

@Demeter I discovered Leo 4 years ago, been meditating for the last 3 years basically (on and off but always contemplating), did a 60 day isolation 247 retreat of meditation where i would meditate 4-12 hours a day in sitting, a lot of mini nondual states on weed, some sober, and one more from LSD in the past. I've read maybe 5/6 nondual books and coached with Ramaji, and a local enlightened hindu guru near by. So, watching leos videos really prepared me and primed the desire for such states to happen tripping. It is inspiring, because if you are serious about Truth, it takes you right there - at least on empty stomach like I did with at least two tabs (PERSONALLY). For the past couple months Ive just been meditating 30mins to an hour a day, with RASA from Ramaji. You should easily be able to reach a mystical state, i hope, if you've been meditating for like 7 months or a year, no guarantee.

YES!!!!!!! So happy and excited for you Leo. Thank you for taking on this journey and being so vulnerable with your life and demons Leo. THANK YOU!!!