EntheogenTruthSeeker

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  1. @JosephKnecht Jaw dropped the entire time. Not sure what label to put on it. But Beauty and Long Term Happiness for All. I see explosions of sun energy as God Consciousness to the fullest, Mike Tyson / Aztec Style❤️???❤️?✌️
  2. 5MEODMT 1 YEAR sobriety magic mushrooms if suicidal music everyone's opinion? 888 I tapped into the shamanism side of my “schizophrenia” turned into right thought and love frequency of white light. I AM WHITE LIGHT AND LIVE IN DETROIT. love, Mark shaktipat comes from god. No guru
  3. @JosephKnecht @Peo @Aaron p I am sober and “thriving in sobriety” in my own unique way. I need THC as medicine for mania and kundalini psychosis. taking a break
  4. I feel a bit hopeless now, as my best tools for consciousness are taken away via my illness and mania (regardless of psychedelics, I can still have mania) Shaktipat, concentration, prayer, and normal self actualization work? Is it possible to heal my brain disorder through supernatural psychic healing? Etc I seek enlightenment SO bad and don’t want to just have this sober peace vipassana meditators have. I want god consciousness love, Mark
  5. @rlc Thanks man I think the advice is to explore and research the hell out of sobriety and different perspectives. Go yellow before turqoise. I aint ready. Just need therapy, buisness start up, move, basics before nondual breakthroughs again Gonna stick with meds and sobriety. @ajasatya Plant based 60% and salmon. I know I can go full vegan but protein is seriously a bitch without yougurt and salmon
  6. @Leo Gura thank you for that blunt yet real advice. "The best tool for me is for me"
  7. @Aaron p @Leo Guraafter two native american spirit cigarettes and a 5mg edible hours before and taking my psych meds, for an hour nap: I went into a DMT time travel shape shifting God consciousness deeper than DMT when I did it. Golden vizuals of palaces and of a heaven which had to be surrendered to every milla second. Healing is possible. That I felt in this dream. And I love altereed states of consciousness. I am a shaman. lol these are the things I realized
  8. @Leo Gura I have thanks. So what to do now that the best tool is gone? try to cure my bipolar or just do the normal practices you reccomend, or shaktipat?
  9. @innerchild shamanic breathing and self inquiry, I will. Thanks!
  10. @ivory I take care of myself well. Maybe I was taking too much 10 grams which lead me to manic spot. But I can't afford another hospitilization for a couple years. It derails everything and they brain wash me in there with anti-enlightenment/psychedelic propaganda with pills. I avoided the signs. LSD is worse for me. Mushrooms is healing.
  11. @DreamScape visioning? What are ways that you healed and got consciousness in the body?
  12. @Leo Gura the next day or so, or that night I have trouble sleeping and I get put into type one bipolar Mania. Deeply religious and mystical experiences with an overflow of obnoxious intoxication, I always end up in the hospital sober when I am off bipolar meds. I took psychs for a couple times off meds and did wonders at low doses. But made me manic a bit the following days and when I did my 10g dose put me into full mania two days later with no sleep that night. Frustrating. Wish I could heal this mania.
  13. -Woodstock 2020 -Open my own 5meo and mushroom sanctioned Christian church in Ann arbor michigan -contact the pope -contact Donald trump -- What else, Infinite Imagination? We can do this together, this year, if we all work together. BRAINSTORM! Love, Mark
  14. @IAmTheHolySpiritDude. Chill the enlightenment snobbery. If you knew love at deep levels, why are you debating on a forum created by some bald guy? LOL @Serotoninluv Lock this thread or block him for his rude behavior towards others.
  15. @Carl-Richard It's not hard to send an email to these people about my thoughts on psychedelics and how they could shape humanity. I agree, I have slight kundalini mania and bipolar mania, but I would do this anyways because I have nothing to lose. The cops and churches have seen my manic episodes more than a dozen times, so why not? Thanks for the feedback though I will keep to myself and just build my own church without these famous figure's help, the reaching out is just my ego being too lazy to make the change for myself, lol, and feeling like they are already following me (I have slight schizo) due to so many public episodes I feel the government is watching me now, but I have nothing to hide so it is just a self deception mechanism. I'll be the change I want to see in the world, everyone is right. CALMLY - like Ghandi. I am working with an energy healer and psychiatrist to calm this INTENSE kundalini imbalance.
  16. I realize that has been my problem the whole time with these hospitalizations, and I did the Microcosmic Orbit guided Meditation which helped A TON. Any other suggestions, guys? Sorry for any manic posts, please understand I rushed enlightenment and got it with my last 10-15g mushroom life-saving trip. Reiki Healers? Visualization? Kriya Yoga? I'm only sleeping three DEEEEEEP awakened hours at night and the rest of my da is bliss and awakening after the other, calm/compassionate/channeling God and my higher selflessness, etc. They have me on anti psychotic, Ativan, prolixin, seroquel, Benadryl, propanol, and high doses of lithium to balance this, yet proving ineffective to go to sleep. What do those kundalini books say? I'll buy them once I get dispatched, but help please from the bottom of my heart. I am TOO damn conscious for my body it starts to ache at the 12 hour mark I'm up and I need to be medicated to calm my central nervous system down. I know I am a Shaman and most likely moving to Mexico after this to become a Healer with 5MEODMT, legally, whether I did it myself or not, this is My Plan for My Life. Love, Mark.
  17. @AlwaysBeNice @James123 I LOVE THESE supportive messages, bless your souls. I know talking less and stabilizing a higher state of Ramana Maharshsi Realization would be best, however I just awoken yesterday, so I must be patient and not force enlightenment down people's face. Instead, I heal myself first of all impurities, and then find a niche people like actualized.org to join my vision. This is not for the masses, yet. Maybe. I am a divine fool - "LOC1000" - I know all of my dreams are fantasies and stories, but selfless one's at that. Love, Mark.
  18. @Javfly33it's Gods plan most likely dude. Trust in Love. It will save countless lives and suffering. Keep in touch?
  19. @Chakra Lion Thank you Chakra Lion. I am only 22 and am niave. So I seek ultimate understanding. As soon as I get out of hospital I am buying every single book on leos booklist and skiming them to avoid this self-deception. Thanks for the heart felt and brutal advice, people!:)
  20. @WHO IS Explain in more baby language for me, very logical explain. I need to read way more enlightenment books because I am finding ignorance in my perception of this non-duality. it's subtle and sometimes huge ignorance, lol, rewiring beliefs is still HUGE post awakening.
  21. @IAmTheHolySpiritlol you haven't met me. Explain? I have had mania before and this is NOT Mania.
  22. @Rilles Lol show me his number
  23. @zeroISinfinity AMEN!!!!
  24. I AAAMM GOING TO MAKE MY OWN LOVE STORY ANNOUNCMENT OF THE UNITY MYSIC FESTIVAL 2020 WORLD PEACE. AMEN. IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRISTOPHER OUR LORD AND ONLYYYY SAVIOR WHO IS BENEVOLENT BEYOND MENTAL COMPREHENSION. HE LETS HITLER GO to heaven, cause that’s all he needed the whole time. The devil is rebuked, at least within myself as Mark Anthony Van WIEMEERSCH. Love, MARK. ?