EntheogenTruthSeeker

@Leo Gura do you ever feel manic or out of control in those states? I have and I always get locked up when I start preaching I am god or I am Jesus to anyone. Psych ward after psych ward. I want this hell to end. The world hates truth and no one understands even a glimpse of it it feels. I personally thought in your YouTube awakening videos you looked like me in a manic episode but without the delusion and higher consciousness

@Leo Gura awesome, how did that awakening occur very specifically? Back to back 5meo and what dosage and method of administration HCL or smokable?

@Shin very interesting post! This forum is a goldmine. I feel so grateful. Thank you Leo for all your hard work and creating this forum @Leo Gura

@Leo Gura I honestly can’t comprehend how selfless you are. What percentile do you think your consciousness or peak awakenings are compared to the rest of the world? How do you know that you’ve experienced levels of consciousness that only a handful of people on this planet have ever experienced? Did God tell you that?

@Godishere I agree for sure. I am trying to deconstruct all the trauma and misunderstanding from my entire life through my manic episodes and deep contemplation and relationships. Thank you for responding. I love you man

@Leo Gura I apologize. I am just very lost and traumatized so I’m very suggestible. Obviously you have profound wisdom and practical advice, so you shall know them by their fruits. Thanks so much for giving me brutal truths. I love you man.

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@Leo Gura I don’t know who to believe. Like I haven’t met you before and know nothing about you as a human and it’s just so difficult to know who to trust with this sort of knowledge. This is my god like Christian friends response:

Crown of Thorns - For Today I am currently seeing a world of peace and love and psychedelic revolution in the name of Jesus. music festivals will be free all around the world in his name in 2021 before his return. amen and praise Jesus although Leo says he’s imaginary, he’s still a powerful “dead” guru that is nothing but agape love!

@Godishere amen! World peace soon man.

@Dodo @Leo Gura very well said. Do you think I have some innate gift to perform miracles? I am going to a dual diagnosis rehab center focused on mental health and addiction, then am going to become a monk part time or full time and see where I go. God is telling me to be sober intuitively, but i also am deeply interested in psychedelics particularly microdosing 5meo rectally. Any suggestions on how to actualize this vision? I have a lot of Christian friends that say you are a false prophet and that psychedelics are unbiblical. What are your thoughts? Have you ever actually read the Bible from a nondual perspective? John 14:12 =

@Leo Gura how did you become this selfless - talking to random males in their twenties about Jesus when you are above such things? Ive had realizations that you must be in the public eye more and talk to people at their level. Like imagine you on Fox News being gentle like Jesus how much of an impact you could have. Release that new course, do public speaking events, go on podcasts, etc. it’s time you become famous not just to enlightened souls but to those who are really lost without your content man. I know you took me out of an intense adderall addiction the night I was tweaking feeling like I’m on cocaine at 17 yo I found your episode on high school advice and told my mom “I have been looking for this my entire life” at that moment, I knew you were my guru. Like why do you respond to my posts so often? I feel special but I know I may not be. may you provide clarity on the last sentence? thanks!

@Leo Gura Lmao Leo. Do you think you could be a figure greater than the imaginary or historical Jesus? ive had many manic episodes with realizations that you are going to swipe this world away with education reform and consciousness and psychedelics. I believe in you more than anyone on this planet right now. Is this groupie worship or Truth? btw thanks for your work. Without you I would probably be in a state hospital for the rest of my life or a criminal from this trauma and bipolar episodes. @bipolargrowth and I are best friends thank to you and are going to start a buisness exposing the shadow of the collective ego, do you believe we have potential to work with you someday for mental illness? We have a deep understanding at least for a 23 and 25 year old males.

Amen! Lmao

@Godishere @Leo Gura @RendHeaven what the hell would I do without Leo and this forum? Lol! I have been a fool. It’s funny how praying helps so much though. my Indian guru said there’s a difference between a dead guru and a living guru and that Jesus was a man who attained full god consciousness. @Leo Gurawhat is the best method to realize Jesus is imaginary? I’m currently stabilizing from bipolar and antipsychotic meds and benzos and psychedelics are kinda out of the picture for a bit but nonetheless guide me towards the highest truth. I am done suffering with confusion about Christianity and consciousness and enlightenment. I seek answers now and am ready for whatever my shadow has to offer. Please respond

@Pistachio2 @Leo Gura he saved me man. Like, he teleported me to a church near my house on mushrooms and talked to me and held my hand and I realized that he was the highest manifestation of enlightenment and god on this planet. Leo could really learn from Christian nondual mysticism if he plans on performing miracles. Way easier than trying to mediate and do psychedelics 247, just pray to Jesus that you can perform miracles on his name (John 14chapter)

@Leo Gura thank you so much for responding. What are your deep thoughts on Jesus? Praying has healed my bipolar and I met Jesus on mushrooms can you please do a vlog on your awesome couch about your thoughts on Jesus? ?

Hi, is it possible to cure these things? mushrooms helped me so much but everyone tells me to stay away but I feel like I need to say fuck them and do what works for my OCD. I feel I have heavy metals and toxins or plastics etc in my brain and body from all the hospitals and pharmecutials and bad environment products or whatever. I need help badly and I need access to mushrooms more readily as they are legal in AArbor near me, so I am ready to make that leap, but I am on: prolixin 5mg lithium 900mg I know no one is a doctor and shouldn't give advice, but I need some hope at least. Like can I have a seizure on mushrooms? cause I didn't my doctor even said I am fine with mushrooms and lithium. I feel hopeless. THanks! Love. Love. Love.

@acidgoofy THANK YOU!

I have bipolar/OCD/ADD/insane restlessness and insomnia. Have had severe psychotic episodes and long stress in body and mind from hospitals and not sleeping and drugs. I am doing everything lie juicing meditating sleeping well etc, but still have insane issues functioning normally with shit ton of other psych meds too. shrooms makes me detox my brain and makes me feel unreal healthy. So I thought that this is my answer. jm reading Medical Medium. Pleasehelp!

@Thought Art amazing. Thank you! Know any other supplements or foods work for your health regime?

Hey man! I have been watching your recent vids again, I will emerge myself in this stuff too thanks! Would you be willing to chat again soon? I have some interesting insights and would like your insight

Like every breakthrough a human has is spliced into ten second clip and does this for every psychedelic breakthrough people have from movies, their phones, etc to show the power and love and transformation of these substances. I am never the same after my 4g break into the god head and final death. Complete fucking liberation and I’ve never been happier. To out smart ego, death! if you have one you’d like to send: PM me please. https://open.spotify.com/track/5jmYu7XY4zd3mJfizA8t1K?si=_fhgBTrER26oKSnd_mLzJg

@EntheogenTruthSeeker a compilation or a small 10 min movie of breakthroughs* like seeing Your Mate Tom and Quientein experiment 5meo live awakenings inspired me to do this.

Miracle. Health saving last 12 hours of detox 4 grams mushrooms. Death is the only solution for real healing, Lol. Leo is beyond wise. Whatever comes from those trips are to be cherished. I exploded on my floor and loved myself for the first time. All the prison and trauma and LIES and hiding of the ego, the HELL was OVER. Relief that lasts. WOW. to forget life is supposed to feel like this normally or occasionally, is the biggest tragedy of our society. time to start real sobriety for me and no else. I don’t even care what I think of myself anymore. No more ego deaths can clarify that what I experience was real and not bipolar labels, ROFL. Happiest I’ve ever been; ever. Every moment lead up to this. quite frankly, God came to me and made this trip the most convenient and perfect timing, ever. I planned this moments and everyone texted on my phone before I came to earth, it felt like. also Jesus showed me heaven and I joined with John Lennon with Mary Xmas the war is over as it’s snowing outside with a smile I’ve never experienced. Joy of a true child. Healed root addiction. enlightenment is the only solution to suffering. I am not stopping until my baseline is healthy, vigorous; hours of meditation; microdosing, juicing, and facilitating or growing my own medicine 5meo is calling me like NO OTHER. I’m healing “bipolar” day by day. No longer has control of me. Like after you fucking die, how can you not solve simple issues? Never felt like such a man. Knowing I have death on so many people is such a flex?? Love is all that matters. Without health and love and sobriety and honesty with relationships, life can make it miserable. everyone is begging for you to wake up. All smiles and people you work with, they all know. God knows what you’re going through. They treat you accordingly because they know. We are all puppets for the magic show behind the scenes. Anytime I tried to conceptualize or explain it ruined, obviously. So glad I am out of that realm for a bit at least or know it’s breakable with just $40, ? whatever you’re looking for, death and health is it. Settle for nothing but extraordinary and the feeling of breathing that oxygen so clearly and smoothly through your lungs like you’ve never breathed or lived before in your entire life. that one minute walk in snow with music was best moment of life. anything is possible.