EntheogenTruthSeeker

@mivafofa fuck. You tour my ass apart fuck. Haha. I need to meditate on this post for the rest of my life until I stop acting this way. I have behavior issues for sure. Thank you so much.

@Shin amen bro! Lol I’m no means perfect. Needs constant reminding. Damn. Thank you. I humble myself now.

@Girzo gods bless you. I read that book too young and it didn’t make sense. Should definitely read non duality books because I’ve been winging it with treading non duality or self help. I like to experience and learn from people and YouTube and forums more. But thanks man. yeah my doc says I’m too open and honest too lol. He’s like any psychedelics or weed will open you too much for society lol. What a blessing and gift! Praise the lord! Hallelujah! Praise Jesus!

It’s only a couple minutes. Please watch everyone and @Leo Gura. may all of you who are this experience an awakening this gentle and awe-inspiring. Trip report: 17-18 hour of deep sleep, 1 gram of mushrooms three days ago, opening heart chakra and gentleness and compassion, and an attempt to pray/meditate/be passionate 247; 20mg thc spray and my medication klinopin .5mg. And standard psych meds I’m on and holistic stuff as well. god bless all beings in reality/heaven!

@Mafortu @Javfly33 @shiva sempai I appreciate these pots guys. I will just stop posting about Jesus. Clearly people aren’t able to accept something radical like I’ve experienced with Jesus. He is healing my mental illness, but I don’t expect a psychedelic addicted community to comprehend that. Sorry, I don’t buy that Jesus doesn’t have the power still to revolutionize lives that doctors and everyone else can’t fix. Sorry, Leo damaged my life more than he helped to be honest, especially if you ask anyone who I have mentioned Leo to- friends, family, acquaintances, etc. leo has so much work to do in himself and his community it’s unbelievable. Maybe he should stop hiding from the real public and have the balls to interact with his followers. It’s more culty because it’s online, he is deluded. I am not saying actualized is a cult, but read this with compassion and nuance Leo. I am fine. Please don’t ban me, bro. I’m sure other people feel similar.@Leo Gura

I feel like Kanye west lol. https://youtube.com/shorts/2_5BMT8hS-c?feature=share

This is what I want to embody. That crowd is so open. And when they are open like that, I can preach non duality very effectively. I know my life purpose. Thank you Leo. Wow. God bless everyone who has helped me here and in the entire reality of god

@Tim R I agree. It’s a dangerous thing to say. Sorry; man. I am flawed and haven’t integrated or healed my entire shadow, but neither has anyone on this forum completely healed their shadow and delusions, not even Leo. we are constantly being fooled. Truth must be pursued second to second in a holistic integrated actualIzed way. the mushrooms made me unhinged. Not taking psychedelics for the rest of my life. I am aiming for full sobriety, but I am open to nicotine, weed, and my pharmaceutical medication when absolutely necessary, so I’m good bro. I have an excellent support system. god bless.

@RedLine @RMQualtrough @NoSelfSelf I fully agree guys. I am definitely very elevated physically after the mushrooms. Jesus came to my mom in a dream and told her that I can’t do psychedelics at all anymore. Like zero. I have way too much natural energy and spirituality when I open myself up to being myself fully with passion. So thanks guys. I slept 17-18 hours last 30 hours, so I’m definitely not batshit manic. @dflores321

Connor Murphy, Frank Yang, @Biploar Growth and I are all intense mystics and are aware of things that people without this illness can’t access. I watched this video yesterday and became so conscious I was sobbing like a baby coming out a womb weeping for the suffering of humanity and the beauty of the mystic truth of Christianity that we need a savior like Jesus. And I will pave that way until he comes back. I was begging for Jesus to come back. But I guess I gotta be that next Jesus like figure. It occurs to me that every conversation I have with someone. I must insert love consciousness and truth and Jesus into. y’all may argue with Jesus thing on me, but bipolar people have a special connection with Jesus because he truly protects the mentally ill. then I slept 14 hours , lol! god bless.

Also my first manic episodes a couple years ago were music festival “delusions of grandeur” of world peace through mystical performances and edm and all types of music free all over the world and motivational speakers like Leo and myself preaching in between songs. im actually a tucking a genius like Kanye west I just gotta put huge discipline to actualize this vision. But I’m only 23 so I’m sure I’ll make this impact cause the vision comes from the Holy One.

https://youtube.com/shorts/YWH9SVySrUM?feature=share

took six dedicated years, but I have found the peace and truth I am looking for. Thank you Leo. Thank you forum members. This was all worth the torturous suffering. be patient and wait on the lord. Trust in your heart you will complete your awakening desires and destiny with faith and surrender to suffering/love. god bless everyone.

this man takes mushrooms

Listen, I am the last to criticize Leo. I have saw his face in the clouds before, as a Jesus like diety. But I will tell you that the way he teaches lacks compassion, embodiment of understanding that not everyone has perfect mental health and life conditions like he was gifted with. Yeah Leo worked hard for his life, but so have I and I feel like Leo is way too arrogant to be in the position of power he is in. We all are starting to see Leos shadow and insecurities manifest in his students. The denial of Jesus, thinking you're more woke than anyone on here is just bullshit Leo. Its just funny how I thought this man was the most enlightened being on the planet like the new Jesus and I feel like I am a better teacher than he is at this point. he just knows how to master market and manipulate people. I don't play by those games, sorry bro. you are not more conscious than me. I have spent 300 days in mental hospitals, that is nothing to your claim of being so radically conscious that you would have been put on meds in your blog, so laughable that you used that statement to prove a point when I and many others go through these hospitals on a regular basis due to your ill teaching methods and lack of personal humbleness and passion for helping mentally ill people. You just dismiss mental illness like its beneath you bro. Getting heated but seriously. I almost died from these teachings, secret service showing up to the hospital, jail, permanent psych ward state hospital, suicide, etc. Leo is not perfect y'all. just a reminder. he still jerks off for fucks sake lol

It’s all apart of the divine play of mercy and god consciousness. Amen.

Gentleness like Jesus. Plant seeds and refrain from crossing her capabilities. too much awakening or insight to a norm could cause complete dysfunction and ego backlash and suciidal stuff so be careful man! pray for her. that's the best you can do. in the name of Jesus or whatever you wish.

@Vynce I fully agree and am open to what you said. I am not perfect by any means. and I look to Jesus to be that perfection. I pray to die on the cross one day in the name of Jesus if that is possible. I just want to be. that's my highest vision. I am an extrovert and am developing psychic like abilities to socialize with gentleness like Jesus. its truly a gift and talent he gave me, so I am going to be a motivational speaker anywhere I go and not bring god into it if that is what god is calling me to say to the person. praise the lord! thank you! I love you!

please message me. this entire thread was all worth it for you to open up and say that. I appreciate you reading and relating. life is hard. and Leos teachings are very dangerous to vulnerable people, they are very advanced and can be very ungrounded and intellectual. yet are still good.

best point on this thread, no cap homie!

BRO! this is amazing! god bless you. fear not, the supernatural is the natural as you open your heart and human experience to love and god. expect miracles and wonderful mysterious things to happen on this path. you are barely scratching the surface of what is truly possible, let alone put a gram of mushrooms into the picture, if that is right for you. Message me if you feel compelled.

@mivafofa I fully agree. I forgive myself for the ignorance of this thread. Pure victim and low conscious projection. Praise the lord.

@kieranperez dude. Thank you. I love you!