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If link doesn’t work type in June 5, 2021 - Mark Van. On YouTube.

Just got out of a 18 day hospital. I’m stable again. Feel good. Thanks guys for being patient with all my nonsense before. This video was the same day I went to the hospital. About 12 hours before I got suicidal and admitted myself to a psych ward. Enlightenment and integration happened on the psych ward. And I have a girlfriend now. I met the love of my life. Crazy! She is 33 - I’m 23?

feedback and honest thoughts would be gladly appreciated.

give me some solid feedback, I feel a lot of guilt and shame for just being myself. I think the weed opened me up too much or something, or maybe the world just hates a confident conscious man. Or maybe I need to meet people more at their level and read the room, idk. Pray for me to gain insight into this topic to not repeat such an event again please❤️ DM me if you wanna talk more privately too.

Also, everyone pray for @BipolarGrowth for he had an episode and visited the ER. Pray for his healing and that wherever he goes psychiatric wise, he heals many with his extraordinary level of compassion and consciousness of love. god bless all of you and especially, @Leogura.

I experienced what I call heaven in a dream where I went through a black hole and got me questioning if Heaven is real.

@BipolarGrowth @Mosess @Someone here @snowyowl very profound points. We’ll see if I drop this Christian mysticism label, but most likely not because praying to Christ has saved my soul from self destructing in the practical world, for real. I can’t fake the power of Jesus. It’s real as fuck, bros.

May the holiness of Christ be with you for all of eternity, amen.

I swear to God, if this post gets locked or has people debating about wether world peace is a practical thing or not, I’m just leaving this forum. If you don’t think humans can live in a relatively peaceful manner for the rest of our existence, your vision ain’t high enough, sorry. No matter how awakened you are, if your message isn’t world peace you ain’t got. Suffering exists and it’s real for people, stop with all this nondual dogma. love and miracles for all. love, Mark Van Wiemeersch.

@Mafortu what does the pie part mean literally?

These awakenings need grounding and further depth because there is some delusion and hypomania that is making me embarrassed to be a human being and feeling very hopeless cause everyone is not accepting me in these raw and vulnerable states. fasting Juice cleanse carnivore diet float tank dark room retreat etc? Any suggestion everyone? Particularly grounding practices like Ralston's grounded openness

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@Aaron p Thanks brother. Very well. Sorry if I never responded to your DM I was definitely not in a good state. Let me check it again. I’m very calm and sleeping well. Been fasting 24-30 hours everyday that’s the plan at least. I’m on day two of 30 days or 14 we’ll see. I have weight I want to lose and just to ground and cleanse. You have any experience with fasting or grounding things to do?

The girl to the left of the guy. We’re gonna walk in nature and play music on my Bluetooth speaker on Thursday. She’s spiritual. I love going to the bar alone. If you’re a newbie, fastest way to grow. god bless all.

What is so disgusting about my posts that everyone is reacting the way they are? im not perfect but I deeply want hate comments to learn from my mistakes. god bless and open mindedness for all who respond.

@RedLine lol I wouldn’t say it’s pure enlightenment but it is definitely a high state of consciousness and a miracle for me at least. I showed this kid at the skatepark that was like 13 and he flipped the fuck out how crazy it was, he said the trees were playing the music. Lol!

@vladorion @mandyjw @Enchantment @Recursoinominado God bless you guys. Going on a 14 day fast. I do good with fasting. Gonna use salt and magnesium like Leo then will do carnivore. Going on a 30 day sobriety journey as of today. Not working. Kinda like Leo’s 30 day healing journeys; but more relaxed. I’ll do more silent mediation and prayer of course. I feel way more grounded today than other days. Also probably gonna go to Detroit witch shop and get some earth stones.

So, after intense prayer and merging with Jesus and imagination all that stuff, I play machine gun kelly smoke and drive random video on YouTube. The music starts going left to right very euphorically like a special version, then all the sudden: the entire world was blasting the song and no one around me heard it. It was just as loud as being at machine gun kelly show at lollapalooza or something. The most profound earth shattering miracle possible. It was the best gift god could ever give me. It works every time now too! god knew I was suffering and get suicidal so I take these songs that are 8d audio as blessings to keep me going on my musical/enlightenment/PTSD healing journey. see if it works on you love, Mark Anthony Van Wiemeersch.

Had something similar. I was grateful for every single thing that has happened in my life and for the opportunity to experience so many awakenings at such a young age or at all! the dinosaurs sounded cool as fuck

@dflores321 @sda @Shin Thanks y’all. I keep on not wanting to post, but then have a huge awakening and feel the need to share it. it’s a big deal to me, maybe not to all you enlightened beings, but this shit is another level of healing and transcendence for me for like 5 straight days. Sober or not. I’m healthy and sleeping so I’m not manic. You guys are just close minded to how traumatized I’ve been from this path.

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@blackchair yeah I agree. I’m not gonna respond any more. Fuck this place lol. But I’m really grateful for it ultimately. People aren’t ready for what I have to show the world. I’m a Christian mystic and people have a stick up their ass about Jesus but not Buddha or Leo? Lol