blankisomeone

Hmmmm love it come fuck up my psychology, Life. It’s been doing a great job so far???

k thanks

Good for you, stop sharing with others then

Can I talk to you and you tell me what’s wrong with me?

I’m tearing up :’))))) That happens to me as well Happy to know I’m not alone. or am I

Lfisosnsk

Leo's posts in the blog be like: 1: I reached truth because I don't care about human feelings! Literally the post following that one: compassion is essential for reaching omniscience and understanding me: dafuq? m konfjuuzed :')

https://ntsinapse.com.br/ so they basically hold events where they get people through various methods to access intrauterine experiences (experiences that happened to you in your mommy’s womb that might have contributed to many psychological, emotional and spiritual issues you’re facing) what are the traps of attending such healing events that I should be mindful of?

Damn, good luck being from Iraq

Like from the highest perspective am I killing myself? Lol

@Jowblob what is it??

He does if he imagines a mommy

I want the NO BULLSHIT explanation of what really happens after suicide. Is such information possible to find? Or is doing it the only way to find out. I've scoured the web and don't find anything!! All I get is modern mental health professionals talking shit. I want the actual spiritual explanations of what happens I’d like it if you could share with me some stuff online from mystics talking about this. Many different sources so I can compare and see if there’s some truth in what they say and some common thread. I need to research more before I make a decision so if you guys could help I’d much appreciate it, thanks

Mommy issues

... ? Some stuff from the past that can’t be erased

there’s some stuff I’ve done that is clearly in my field of awareness, I’m looking at it, but I am disgusted with myself, walking around with black shadows, fear of judgement and abandonment that I deal with just by pretending that it doesn’t exist me:

Of course you’re depressed and suicidal, you live in freaking Algeria.. if there’s anyone living in Algeria and is happy then either they’re in some deep form of denial or they’ve attained some spiritual dimension that i don’t know of

Let us know how it works out for you

Why?

spiritual/psychological perspective: dsfsndfkjsd i hav it too to some degree

I really enjoyed my 2 therapy sessions. It seems like my therapist knows what he’s doing. He’s helped many people, he has experience. And he is religious so he’s not afraid of using the word God or Love, which I think is actually pretty nice. He guided me through a painful past memory of mine and I felt better afterwards. He really tuned in to the anger I was feeling at the moment. only problem is I’m meeting with him only twice a month. I need a HELL of a lot more meetings than that! I don’t think twice a month is enough at all. Better than nothing, but still... not enough. I have TOO MUCH to say, to express and to understand and to learn. Meeting only twice a month for 1 and a half hour each session is laughable The ideal? 3 hours daily of intense work. Keep dreaming though?

No, the shit show probably goes on forever. Non existence is not possible unfortunately

Idk why I said idk what that was all about. It was clear what that was all about: I needed to wake the hell up from my suicidal impulses. The other characters in the dream were shaking me violently and I woke up from that nap feeling on my actual skin as if I’d really been slapped (which *really* happened for anyone who understands that there’s no difference between right now and a nightly dream) Suicide is just one of my destinies. I know I can choose out of it even though sometimes it feels like a gravitational pull and I’m even overtaken by curiosity about experiencing first hand what happens (but like I said, the finality of the decision is really terrifying; and it does feel wrong and dirty to have so much anger towards my own self. Suicide is just wrong, period. It’s mechanical and driven by anger. It’s just very twisty)

Ok fuck it I’m gonna try this i remember u recommended it to me twice before but I overlooked it i have some prejudice regarding how that website looks because it looks too happy and positive and I am positivity averse (: but ok I’ll try it

Yup. Terrifying.