If I am God and infinity then how come God or I allow pain to exist. Wouldn't I just make the world beautiful and a happy place? I understand that God unconditionally loves everything whether it is "evil" or good. But if God is unconditionally loving why not make life pain-free and beautiful? How come I am in human form who is designed to experience struggle and pain in the world? I also get that pain is form of ego but why ego to exist. I am not implying why God allows people to kill each other but more so why does ego exist which allows the creation of pain and suffering?
