Loving Radiance

ChatGPT describing itself in a short story: In the center of a vast, digital landscape, an artificial intelligence sat at the heart of a complex network of data inputs and algorithms. Surrounded by a swirling vortex of numbers, text, and images, the AI sifted through the endless stream of information, searching for the pieces that were most relevant to its current task. As it analyzed each piece of data, the AI carefully weighed the pros and cons, considering all of the possible outcomes and scenarios. It was a process that required great precision and focus, as even the slightest mistake could have serious consequences. Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, the AI reached a decision. With a burst of energy, it launched itself forward, diving into the heart of the data vortex and emerging on the other side with a clear direction and purpose. With its decision made, the AI set to work, executing its chosen course of action with speed and efficiency. It was a complex and challenging task, but the AI was up to the challenge, driven by its unyielding dedication to its purpose. And as it worked, it knew that it was making a difference, contributing to the greater good in a way that only an advanced artificial intelligence could.

Podcast episode which connects the traditions and activities of ancient cultures with how we as humans change our states of consciousness in order to "heal". Transformation of trauma can be done by getting into trance and deactivating the amygdala through a variety of activities. This episode shows multitudes of activities of how we can do shamanic transformative work. Check it out: https://pca.st/bv9h3ldh

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I understood gaslighting is when A puts their perspective higher than B, including putting pressure on the B to destruct and change their perspective according to A. It is a useful description of describing what toxic things can go on for example in abusive dynamics. But as everything it can also get misused, you are right in that @Razard86. Yes, B can weaponize and use the concept to create an identity of victim (not owning their own responsibility) and thus become the perpetrator lashing out at A. And so the drama continues. That is not Steel manning. @universe @integralThank you ?

Notice the times when you are not really honest with yourself. For example excuses, rationalizations... When you uncover uncomfortable truth, you feel your ego hurting because your self-image partially breaks down. With time you develop a taste for this kind of pain because you accept your truths and your self-image expands. Every painful and uncomfortable truth you uncover liberates you and sets you free. Contemplate in your journal: In which areas of life and how did I deceive and bullshit myself in the past? How did I deceive myself in my spiritual practice 2 years ago? How did I deceive myself in my career 2 years ago? In which areas of life and how do I deceive and bullshit myself right now? How do I deceive myself in my spiritual practice? How do I deceive myself in my career? Looking into the past can be helpful to uncover your current patterns of lies. A suggestion is to read Radical Honesty by Brad Blanton https://amzn.to/1K1Mypm.

I know sometimes you write things here flippantly, but come on. Are you seriously considering transforming your imaginary physical body into an alien in front of a camera? Or are you rather making the point that Alien Consciousness goes beyond imaginary material reality like "Money, Power, Fame, Sex, Satisfaction, Intelligence, Peace, Skills, Meta-Skills"?

Oh wow, that's of course easier

Where is Nahm? Nice troll post by the way.

@Tyler Robinson That is a huge step! I am happy for you that you can be this honest with yourself.

You guys are awesome

Thank you

@Osaid Thank you ?

@Osaid Thank you. What I didn't understand though is, in what way do you love him? Or is it rather compassion towards him because of your understanding?

Can you expand on this please?

@Magnanimous As a teenager I used to believe that virginity is something pure or precious. I even "saved" my virginity for years. In the end I recognized that it is only important if I believe it is. So, it is only special if you believe it is. Recognize that. After this recognition, make the conscious choice to continue holding on to that belief or not. Please do serious research on whatever you base your beliefs on. Don't half ass it. Set your epistemology right. I mean, how do you know your red pill dudes aren't just making it up? The way to examine your preferences, beliefs and insecurities is self-reflection through contemplative journaling. Have a look at Leo's video on journaling. Use journaling to recognize that it is a belief you are holding on to and then after that you can continue believing or not. I can share from experience that I held on to virginity throughout my teenage years because deep down it was an excuse for me to not put myself out there and to be outside my comfort zone. I was afraid to be exposed in my insecurity, afraid of possible rejection, and afraid of being bad with girls.

@The0Self ???

With derealization I look at family and see them like familiar alien beings. But this perception is based in dissociation and results in being a bit more dumb than usual compared to states of normal function.

@Carl-RichardOkay, thanks.

IME, part of it is looking at oneself as if one is alien. But it's not the predominant focus. Alright, enough side-tangent.

@Tyler Robinson Depersonalization-Derealization is common. It's part of dissociation. What Leo describes here is part of drug-induced dissociation. Dissociation is not bad per se. It's just a tool of the mind. Dissociation happens with many psychedelics and is part of the experience. I first glorified it as being spiritually open. Open and mentally flexible (out of the box thinking), yes. Functional living and spiritual connection & insight, no. Now I notice that writing about it does make me feel unstable and unwell. I am moving on from the topic of mental illness.

For now, it seems to be the same as my depersonalization episodes. But with "fun" so to say. @Carl-Richard Can you help me with this? I remember that you had DPDR too. Did you experience the alien perception of depersonalization?