Loving Radiance

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  1. I like where this is going... keep 'em coming
  2. @Zega Good intuition this one has. It was done from page one.
  3. How can one create a thought when one observes them appearing & ceasing? Is a thought creating itself? Is creation possible because of observing nothing? Is observation = creation?
  4. @soos_mite_ah Yes, I can see this correlating with each other, for sure. Thank you.
  5. By personality or mental preferences I mean being extroverted/introverted, openminded/closeminded, highly imaginative... and MBTI, OCEAN, Enneagram and the like. Is there research on how the preferences generally affect the twists & turns of trips? Or can you share your personality and how your trips are in general?
  6. @Farnaby duh, of course it's survival. I overlooked that. Thanks @Recursoinominado Good explanation. Thanks. Wasn't there a thread a few weeks/months ago where it came up that one has to realize the potential to be a psychopath... just in terms of being confident? I think it was related to PU.
  7. @Charlotte not yet I may have a look at reddit Update: So it looks like they can be grinded and brewed like mushrooms. Easy. Now, just ordering some from the one shop in the Netherlands. 40€ for 2x80g, very nice... let's get into it.
  8. +1 @Recursoinominado What is the root cause of fear of rejection (including the fear in friendly environments that don't have to have sexual energy)?
  9. Classic blue demonising green. It interesting how the worldview is so distorted from thought constructs... makes me think what I have created...
  10. Can one make a tea of truffels like with mushrooms? Edit: A potent tea obviously.
  11. Materialism. Consciousness is not created by the brain but rather the brain enables consciousness.
  12. @0bserver Scrutinize these dualities in your direct experience. Really look. With & without eyes. Scrutinize: Death/Alive Experiencing/Not-Experiencing Being/Not-being Past/Future From scrutinizing and "experiencing infinity", now leading to desire:
  13. I begin to laugh as Leo brings up the image that my mother has hatched from an egg. It is so funny to imagine a little child picking through the shell and emerging like one of the aliens from the movie Alien. But then, why is that funny? It is equally mysterious, mindfucking and alien that a being would be birthed through a vagina.
  14. @wwhy Babies are said to be enlightened because an identity is not yet formed. Seing the world as it is. Identity = finite. No identity = infinite.
  15. @Nahm So there is laughter, danger and hero zone? What is the nature of these zones; how are they created?
  16. @Jed Vassallo This one got me right in the first attempt: https://www.flexiquiz.com/SC/N/2ed67260-b78a-4c20-b51d-5bed546b738a A throwaway email can be taken from here https://10minutemail.com/
  17. @soos_mite_ah I'd add that for offline connection it's good to search at meetup for groups with the topics sociology, ecology... whatever you feel like
  18. @Red-White-Light Can you elaborate more on the drowning baptism technique for people unfamiliar with it?
  19. Was I ever in control? Was I ever truly free? On the other side: I really want this. I do want this and nothing else. I want to be sure that this is manifested. Omg... I just realize, there is in fact no need for me to control it because I already set my desire to want it. There is nothing for me to control now. It already is because I desire it. Wow, I feel so calm & blissful, how come that I ever wanted to control when in fact it was already manifesting before my eyes... Is success inherently scary? What covers the success that is right in front of me? Are the successful people scared of their success? Will the world cease to exist and I will miserably die when I am successful? Are succeful people doubting themselves? Are successful people ever be held back from self doubt? Turn the other cheek: I feel so valuable and beloved, I cannot even... I feel so blessed to want success. Not everyone really wants success, I know that. My heart is burning when I connect to my want to truly be successful. Nobody is as successful as I am, I sure am because I know from my heart that I want this.
  20. Is there a God-given point written in the fabric of the universe that once a threshold is passed it is physically impossible to be healthy? Where could that threshold be? Hmm, lemme think... ... Maybe the deathbed is the threshold. If I am laying on my deathbed right now, how could I be healthy for the last few hours? If I am not on my deathbed, how could I be healthy for the last few decades? Does it make a difference at all, if I am on my deathbed? Upsidedown: I want to be healthy. All that coronavirus stuff made me aware how much I really want to live. I don't wanna die. I want to feel alive! Feeling this life is such a gift! Well, I know how I got to my current health... let me retrace my steps... How does it limit me to hold on to these two possibilities? Why should I hold on to these beliefs at all, if it causes me stress? Is holding on to these possibilities actually affecting me right now? Lemme be conscious in this moment... Why should death be influencing my life at all? Is it possible to live a life without the thought of death? Can I experience death itself? @SirVladimir Daily contemplation using a journal has finally paid off Thanks! Was quite fun! @Nahm Concerning being alive and dead: Is it a belief to feel that one is living at all? In scrutinizing, I see experience and the knowing of the experience. Is the knowing of experience to feel alive a belief? Or could it be that every separation in knowing is belief?
  21. Is it important for me what other people think of my LP when my LP is something I would literally die for? What do I live for when it is not my LP? Do I feel dragged down, if 3rd grade children laugh at my inspiration? What does it tell about me? Have I exposed people to my LP to ensure that they are truly ignorant & selfish? Anyway, who told me that this is true? Isn't it itself ignorant & selfish to assume that people are too ignorant & selfish? Do I actually appreciate the value of my life purpose? Turnaround: It is my works responsibility to make people open and selfless so that they appreciate my LP. I love to work my ass off just to see them realizing how much value my work has. I love my LP so much that I inspire them into openmindedness & selflessness; they literally have no choice when exposed to to the love Wait, I want to bring this LP into existence? I chose to? Oh my God... how, how can I even... Man, it makes me cry... seeing the value of my LP... I wanna actualize it so much! I feel so honored and beloved to manifest this creation of pure light and love into existence. Is doing something for 1000s of hours really leaving me with no practical skill at all? Is it outside of my control to decide & actualize what is practical and what is not? Where does the impractical skill become practical? After years of sweat & tears and working for 1000s of hours... Is it realistic for me to suddenly get the feeling that my LP won't work out? Is it outside of my control to live an authentic life? Does everyone have one LP only? Is it ouside of my control to work in a suffocating job for the rest of my life? Turnaround: I want my LP to be practical. Of course it already is. If it would be impractical, I would get the hell out of here. And I obviously don't want to fail, who would want to fail? I mean, a person looking forward to failure is nothing but a failure. Who would be so bullshitted to want that? But on the other side, how could I develop any skill without failing here & there? ... Now as I see it, failure is to be expected! Failing makes me develop my skills in the first place! Wow... so... how do I get from here to there? Lemme think... Btw, there are videos about this Fear Of Failure - Why We Have It & How To Deal With It The Pre-mortem Technique - The Trick To Avoiding Project Failure How You Must Think About Failure
  22. @AtheisticNonduality value meme