Loving Radiance

@Arzack Look above at the quote & at the posts by me & you. Is there now a knowing of the messenger repeatedly getting killed?

@Tim R Approved by the forum member. In the past there was a voting system for individual posts.

What an insight. True. Society needs tripping licences. Safe tripping is as important as safe driving. Imagine failing a tripping test (driving test) because you just enjoy it to get wasted.

@Arzack I made this question. What is your perspective?

@arlin So, what is going on with sleep then? If I got you correctly, you said that awareness ceases in sleep. How do you see the thought of awareness coming & going in connection to sleep?

@lmfao I planned to take 8g and see how it is comparable to my first trip with 5g, and then feel into how much the playing field has turned. Initially I wanted to try lemon tek the next time but for quality controls sake I will do a tea again without lemon.

Berlin, Germany

@Forestluv Just looked it up. Thank you

@Arzack Is there now a knowing of the messenger repeatedly getting killed?

@JosephKnecht What a lovely read. Thank you.

@datamonster good description What do you think of "trash TV"? Does it impact in any way the culture and thus people being stuck?

At least green. Yellow glimpses more towards the end.

Journalism: creating a newspaper (or even better a publisher) journalist: articles, books, interviews

I just had a Parts Work session with a friend concerning a disconnect between the part of moving in the direction of "I want that" & the part of "I want to feel comfortable". In the past I felt like crying; I wanted to expand myself & go after what I want but then contracted myself & disengaged to be in my familiar comfort zone. I cried because of the difference in love I felt (expanded-contracted). I was more identified with the expanded part while the contracted part held me back. It felt like I was being torn apart, like my chest area was pulled on from two opposing forces... just frustrating. In becoming the comfort-part of myself, I felt like being pushed out of my comfort zone by the want-part. Like, comfort gets left behind by want because comfort drags want down. Want wants to be free and radiate love. There seemed to be resentment and disdain in want towards comfort for being held back for years. It felt to be irreconcilable for comfort & want to have both their needs met. For comfort there was no way for want to go after anything and comfort being in safety & comfort at the same time. Comfort suggested want to make baby steps towards what want wants. In visiting Loving Radiance who was more identified with want, it became clear that want thought it has to let go of comfort in order to go in the direction of inspiration. When asked, comfort was ok & just fine with both having their needs met. Then it magically occurred for comfort that it wasn't needed for it to be let go of at all. There wasn't a feeling of having to be let go of to have want's way. Before it felt like there had to be a disconnect; it wasn't necessary at all. Now it all became full circle: Want believed the thought of having to let go & never considered to take comfort with it. In choosing the good feeling thought, want can take comfort wherever it wants to. As long as Loving Radiance is in a grounded state of being comfortable & safe, the whole world is open for exploration. Loving Radiance chose to suffer & disconnect himself from himself by choosing the not-good feeling thought automatically. In realizing the whole game, Loving Radiance recognized the difference in feeling & thinking & speaking. Speaking about the feeling to his friend couldn't encompass the extent & depth of feeling. Totally otherworldly levels which, if translated to another, are not at all that what is translated... lost in translation (btw, it's a good movie ). Loving Radiance also realized the truth in "it is already here" & "THIS is it". There is nothing outside of reach. The universe is so loving, so eternally giving, it is here. Where else could it be. TL;DR Insights Feeling is another language than speaking Maybe downloaded trip insights can be on a kind of feeling level? That's why it's downloaded and not spoken It's so important to be grounded in one's presence anywhere at all times Being with oneself includes letting thoughts of "having to let comfort behind" pass & includes choosing the better feeling thought Meditation is being with myself Being grounded is like being in meditative state Always being in comfort is being in meditative state 24/7 It's already right here: The choosing to belief the automatic thought of "having to let comfort behind to move forward to what I want" causes me suffering disconnects me from myself Edit: She also commented on how well I can describe my feelings & inner workings in language & that this inspires her a lot. My other friends also noted that when we had deep talks... I know that my journaling got me there. I may begin to journal here in the forum for other people to get inspired by & to just feel good; let's see.

Can the merging of computer & brain allow a normal life? Like cyborgs... Then I think it can also be extended to 'normal' people and elevate their quality of life. Reminds me of a black mirror episode where you can visually watch a tape of all your past experiences to rewind & fast forward... for better or worse. I feel like these kind of experinces can be shared like on social media (surrogate experiences). Replacing 'real life experience' with recorded experience. Endless Potential, and it's all Love.

@Husseinisdoingfine Most people in the actualized group I am in cannot stand his voice, but love the topics he's covering. Strange for me, but I can understand it.

I know, it cannot be put into words and every psych & trip is different... Try to describe it anyway

I like where this is going... keep 'em coming

@Zega Good intuition this one has. It was done from page one.

How can one create a thought when one observes them appearing & ceasing? Is a thought creating itself? Is creation possible because of observing nothing? Is observation = creation?

@soos_mite_ah Yes, I can see this correlating with each other, for sure. Thank you.

By personality or mental preferences I mean being extroverted/introverted, openminded/closeminded, highly imaginative... and MBTI, OCEAN, Enneagram and the like. Is there research on how the preferences generally affect the twists & turns of trips? Or can you share your personality and how your trips are in general?

@Farnaby duh, of course it's survival. I overlooked that. Thanks @Recursoinominado Good explanation. Thanks. Wasn't there a thread a few weeks/months ago where it came up that one has to realize the potential to be a psychopath... just in terms of being confident? I think it was related to PU.

@Charlotte not yet I may have a look at reddit Update: So it looks like they can be grinded and brewed like mushrooms. Easy. Now, just ordering some from the one shop in the Netherlands. 40€ for 2x80g, very nice... let's get into it.

+1 @Recursoinominado What is the root cause of fear of rejection (including the fear in friendly environments that don't have to have sexual energy)?