Loving Radiance

@Michal__ There are 8 instances of "hould f" in the document. The sentences do not really give context to what these words are representing. Well then, watch the video. Maybe use the notes as a guide on where in the video the aspects are adressed and skip to the timestamps. On another note, this isn't a thing to be hanged up on: you get the point that is made regardless of that error.

Incredible. Truly. I am in awe.

I don't understand this. Can you expand on that?

When you see a person for who they really are, is that the miracle itself? Do you have a story of a miracle through seeing things as they are?

@GroovyGuru I have tolerance for these people and feel just frustrated that they are even allowed to be called adult beings. My allergic reaction towards them wears me out. Just watching interviews at rallies makes me feel frustrated cause I understand their reality. Impenetrable minds. Just complete shutdown. Only option to not be consumed is to just leave it behind. That gets me just like a slap in the face. To leave them behind cause there is no salvation through attempted expanded perspective.

@SirVladimir At first I was like, "Really? Dogmatus Deletus? How come I don't know this????" The Truth opener opened to the possibility that I might be right in not knowing these spells ^^

@SirVladimir You've got Harry Potter's glasses. Just right for a writer Love it!

+1

@LoveandPurpose Look at Jodorowsky's Dune. Now look at Dune. What an inspiring creation.

@Carl-Richard I'd like to see that meme :))

The direct experience of a regular shroom trip will prove otherwise my fren. You construct the lines & then you think they were there the whole time (which is of course partially true).

Experience is thought & actuality is this?

Huh? How can one be aware of not knowing as it would be a knowing of not knowing?

@Thewritersunion "Her" is one favorite movie. @Time Boy Enlightened people.

lol How does the fundamentalist mind understand that? Is the interpretation of universal love for this mind equal to "no love to anything" cause you don't love something "fully/exclusively" (from their conditional experience)?

I am curious, how did you shaken up their understanding?

@Danioover9000 I don't eat any seafood.

lol Good advice was already given, so my cents here are that you can maybe fill out a worksheet and do the work every time you are concerned.

They are you.

What aspects were weird?

I see this in dismissing the want and it still unfolding despite not being written down. Seeing it as it is? ?

@Carl-Richard I have an almost reality replacing imagination and cannot hold ruminating thoughts for long (have to write them down). Are the short-lived thoughts because of meditation or heavy metal influence?

@Nahm I have a grandiose vision and I see this additional year of dependence to be essential in realizing my independence. In priority and drive: 1. Clarity (Understanding) 2. Independence

Please don't beat around the bush in your perspective on this. Be harsh & direct if necessary. Spank my ass and what else. This one needs to be shaken up. I seem to manifest a want that I haven't written on my board. How is that possible? 3 months ago, I had an idea that felt good instantly. I want to spend a year to do the inner work and uncover a healing perspective as currently I am feeling every inauthenticity and every layer that I dreamed up to shield myself from love which doesn't feel good and is not functional (survival) in my current circumstance. I (partly) told my parents about redoing the year and they disapproved of it as they saw the common theme in me of finding any reason to chill out and wander; to continue to be financially reliant on them. I saw their perspective. And nevertheless I went with their opinion and half-heartedly went on with the path. The path in university feels good and at the same time I feel myself to be dysfunctional in continuing to go ahead. The feeling to be dysfunctional is an interpretation of not feeling good in my attitude/agenda. In recent months I felt to hold myself back as I intuitively saw what was functional in situations and I didn't went on with it. It wasn't really a thing I wanted. It was secondary. University wasn't on my priority. I pushed the button of procrastiantion & this self-sabotage frustrated me (while there was always felt the calm unmoved, unshaken depth on the sea). I am now in a position to have no other choice than to partly redo the year because I pushed the button. I feel just good to know healing & understanding is already here. I just want to tell my parents the story and assert my want as I see it to be necessary for me to be, otherwise I would continue to feel miserable. Was this want able to manifest without writing it down because it was primary and I didn't quite acknowledged it & thus created a hidden layer (for self-sabotage to appear)?

That cleared things up thanks